Sunday, December 05, 2010
Z - my daughter & her fiancÚ reserved my church for August 13, 2011
E - 32 minutes walking
N - within everything except slightly under my carbs
I slept as much today as I did this past wk. It suddenly dawned on me just how depressed I m but I continue to fight it. Yesterday my cousin took me to go pick up a few holiday decorations from the $ store & she was telling me how different I m compared to just 4 yrs ago. She says she is concerned cause she has been living up the street from me 4 over 6 mths and knows that I dont leave the house other then La school, church, & food shopping. She also commented on how I dont even sit out front. And it got me thinking just how much I have kept myself away from ppl. Even in the house I spend most of my time in my room - this cant b healthy.
I've decided that I have to put forth an effort not to become a recluse.