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UPDATE I m no longer MIA

Friday, December 17, 2010

Well my laptop finally completely crashed. Luckily hubby is stay paying 4 it so they have to replace the harddrive. They even gave me a loaner while mine is in the shop.

I've lost 2 lbs this past week. My eating has been so-so but I have been getting alot of exercise w/ walking.

Monday I go see the neurologist, they r to schedule my emg.

What CHRISTmas shopping I could afford is all done. I love online shopping. Tomorrow La & I will be making some homemade gifts; well that is if she feels up to it.

I m not waiting till next year or next week to refocus; I m refocuses NOW. My legs hurt constantly so I do 10 minutes @ a time.

The house is coming along nicely. La's play room is finally finished. We were even Blessed with an imac its an old version that was used in the afterschool program about 8 or so yrs ago, but its great for her. A member of my church is a teacher n is letting me borrow some educational games to put onto the computer. I have to put the rooms back in order but I will have it all done before New Years.

Well I guess thats enough of an update, its getting late & I also m not feeling well.

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YIGOBUTTERFLY 12/23/2010 5:11AM

    Glad you are with us!

I have an old iMac that I got 11 years ago. I still use it because some things on it I live better than my new computer.

Jane on Guam

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DONNA_VT 12/18/2010 1:33PM

    Glad to see you back! I hate when we have internet problems . . .it makes me feel so isolated.

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WORKINGITIN 12/18/2010 12:03PM

    Slow recovery but you will get there.

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AUNTJENNY7 12/18/2010 8:00AM

    Yay! Maga's back! Congrats on the weight loss!
I'm recommitting myself starting today too. Why wait until New Years.


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LITTLE_QUEEN 12/17/2010 10:39PM

    We are glad you are back and congrats on the loss, and I hope you feel better soon Maga

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ReStart - Day 11

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

This is gonna b real short & quick. My laptop crashed this morning & it took 12 hrs but I was finally able to reset it to out of box settings. I fell down my back steps; legs gave out again & I hurt my ankle n back.

Z - I received a call about some gifts for my La
E - did good about 90 mins or so
N - another lousy day - I dealt with my emotions by eating candy that was suppose 2 b 4 our CHRISTmas Eve gathering

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FIERYSPARKED 12/9/2010 6:47AM

    Oh my! Are you ok from the fall??

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YIGOBUTTERFLY 12/9/2010 6:29AM

    Ever thought of getting rid of zen and leaning only on Jesus?

Jane on Guam

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ReStart - Day 10

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

Z - got the homemade playdough ornaments done for church n made extra
E - did great 102 mins
N - lousy really really lousy

Still feeling run down but I refuse to b beat down. Life goes on -so its just up to me how its gonna turn out.

I ate lousy 2day but its ok I'm not upset about it cause its only 1 day out of many healthy days.
I've been focusing on having a to do list everyday - cause then I have 2 get out of bed. Cause other wise I would take La to school come home n go 2 bed until its time 2 pic her up.

Every1 is gonna b shocked when they c the house not only is everything almost bac in order its decorated for CHRISTmas. I even got he laundry caught up (yeah me).

I'm still crying alot and irritable but at least I'm not letting it control every aspect of my life.
I'm doing alot of crocheting there r potholders & bathroom sets 4 my kids, slippers 4 every1 here n 4 a spark friend. I love crocheting i just have to take lots of breaks due to my left hand going numb even when I wear the brace.

Well I'm gonna finish watching BL n try to get some sleep

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WINNIEATWELL2 12/8/2010 8:35AM

    Keep focusing on the positive. You are doing so many good things...exercising, getting the house in order. You're even decorating! Good for you. emoticon emoticon

Your crocheted gifts are wonderful. To be able to crochet like that is a talent!

God bless you. emoticon

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ReStart - Day 9

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

yesterday 12-6-10

Z - went to Empire Beauty School & got my hair colored n trimmed
E - did 90 mins
N - I have to still calculate

I just feel so run down I laid down around 7:30 with La to watch Misfit Toys. I was asleep by 10:30 up @ 2:45 went back to sleep got back up @ 5 & just decided to stay up. I will probably lay down fro a quick nap after I take La to school.

I now have a runny nose & a sore throat. I'm also sneezing & coughing FUN FUN FUN
Well back to yesterday I spent over 2 hr doing CHRISTmas cleaning; I'm sure that also triggered some of this.
My leg spasms r getting worst, gonna call the dr n have his put me back on the neurotin. My left arm keeps getting tingly n wakes me up (they checked my heart n its good) The pain in my back is into my hip. I really cant wait to get the rest of these test done to find out wats causing all this.
I cut down on my coffee & chocolate, due to listening to alot of ppl saying mayb thats y I having trouble sleeping. Its day 2 I think it not gonna make a difference. Back when I used to b able 2 sleep I use to drink coffee n go 2 sleep. But I know things change as we get older.

Well I'm gonna go get my morning cup of coffee now.

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WORKINGITIN 12/8/2010 12:30AM

Did you get a pic of your new do? I want to see.

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BILL60 12/7/2010 6:53AM

    Hang in there!!

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ReStart - Day 8

Sunday, December 05, 2010

Z - my daughter & her fiancÚ reserved my church for August 13, 2011
E - 32 minutes walking
N - within everything except slightly under my carbs

I slept as much today as I did this past wk. It suddenly dawned on me just how depressed I m but I continue to fight it. Yesterday my cousin took me to go pick up a few holiday decorations from the $ store & she was telling me how different I m compared to just 4 yrs ago. She says she is concerned cause she has been living up the street from me 4 over 6 mths and knows that I dont leave the house other then La school, church, & food shopping. She also commented on how I dont even sit out front. And it got me thinking just how much I have kept myself away from ppl. Even in the house I spend most of my time in my room - this cant b healthy.
I've decided that I have to put forth an effort not to become a recluse.

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CAROLEHZ 12/6/2010 4:23PM

    That sounds like a good plan. Sitting out front may be hard at this time of year ( cause its brrrr cold!) but can you do things like invite your Cousin over for coffee or lunch? Or someone that your friends with from Church? I know that my way to make friends as an adult was through my kids (friends parents). Once they grow up it can be hard to make friends. We always seem to move away from places where I had lots of friends and it's hard to start all over. When I moved to North Carolina I learned that you can't just say "Let's do lunch" you have to say " Let's do lunch on Tuesday at noon at my house".

Woo Hoo for your daughters wedding date! I'm sure it will be special to get married at your church where you do so much.

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