Friday, October 15, 2010
I feel so guilty. I've been really run down since I had my oral surgery.
So wat do I do:
I eat junk food n get sugar rush.
I'm not exercising like I was due to pains in my legs n back. I cant sit long cant stand long * definitely aint walking much these days others then wat I have to do.
Well I've gotta snap out of this. With being a little mentally off when I feel run down I start slipping back into depression. I'm not gonna allow this to happen I'm gonna fight it with every thing that I m.
Hubby is back home & is trying really hard to be understanding but I snap for no reason & I apologize later but I just want to control it. He starts working @ BK part time on Monday but her is still putting in for warehouse jobs so prayerfully something pops up soon.
It's a busy weekend. Tonight luckily youth group is game night so I aint gotta do much, cause afterwards I will b helping to decorate for my nieces sweet 16 which is tomorrow night. Tomorrow morning La got soccer. Sunday I m deacon-ing in church, then teaching Sunday School. And now I m heading off to help out with the bake sale @ La's school.
People really dont realize how much I work w/o even havign a job.