Wednesday, June 30, 2010
As I continue to struggle I've decided that I have to try to make some changes.
So I'm going back to when I taught. I m a certified Violence Prevention Specialist. Regardless of whether it was the afterschool program, elementary school, jr high, or even the Christian High School kids love to put each other down. We had a rule in my class and in my programs ; 1 put down you have to give 2 put ups.
So what if I turn this around to be part of my new lifestyle. If I eat something bad I must eat 2 good things, If I'm being negative then I have to do 2 positive things for myself.
I've got to try something - I feel this darkness closing around me & I refuse to let it win. I have to fight, I have to fight for my health; I have to fight for my life; I have to fight for my sanity & I will fight for me.
I know that this is not an easy road but I will continue to try my best to move forward.