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Sunday, May 23, 2010

Had a nice quiet weekend.

Got the yard started & hubby made my fire-pit. We also got most of the workout room set up, which involved packing up La's toys to go to my daughters house. The family room is also almost finished now that the exercise equipment is out of it.

Tomorrow is my appt w/ the neurologist to deal w/ the numbness in my left arm & the carpal tunnel. I had the surgery on my right hand about 15 yrs ago. I started my dental work. I have to call my insurance company to find a therapist cause every1 that my dr calls is booked until August. Still having Panic Attacks it really is taking over but I trust God will c me thru this.

Z - 1st wknd w/hubby home & it was just us
E - 60 mins
N - under my calories according to spark but where I want to b

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KMIRANDA2000 5/24/2010 7:26AM

    Oh how I so wanted to do the fire pit this weekend, but there was absolutely no time. I'm envious!

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CSNODGRASS 5/23/2010 9:32PM

    I'm glad you had a nice weekend, and a productive one! I feel in my heart that you'll be on the mend with the panic attacks, and I'm sure having hubby home will help.

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LITTLE_QUEEN 5/23/2010 9:10PM

    God will get you through this Maga, and I am so glad that your hubby is home now and can help to get you through this.

Firepit huh! I am jealous, LOL!

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SUSABELLA627 5/23/2010 9:09PM

    Sounds like you are doing great!! Good luck at the Dr.


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Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Still having episodes but I'm dealing with them.

Went to the drs yesterday & he changes my meds. The therapist that my dr recommends r all booked up till August so now I have to go thru my insurance company to c if they can recommend someone who has an opening sooner. I c the neurologist on Monday to c if I'm getting the carpal tunnel surgery or not. I woke up 3 am this morning sick as wateva, how I caught something @ the drs office.

Hubby comes home tomorrow for good, Praise B God. He will have to some programming but hey he b home with me & that's what is important.

I started exercising again, so prayerfully I can stick with it.

I talked to my pastor yesterday & we agreed that it is best that I take a break from my commitments with the church for a while, instead every time finding some1 @ the last minute to replace me.

Z - I started exercising again
E - 60 mins but the day only half over
N - will be with calories

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    You sound like you're doing better my friend. I'm glad that you've found someone to take over for you at church for awhile, glad that hubby will be home with you, great job getting back into working out. Love, Dawn

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CSNODGRASS 5/19/2010 9:32PM

    I'm so glad for you, as you sound a lot better. I'm very happy for you that your hubby is coming home. Way to go, girl!!!

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TONYA_JO 5/19/2010 10:06AM

    emoticon I'm sure hubby being home will help a ton! Can you ask to be put on a cancellation list with the therapists that were recommended? I would go ahead and make an appt, even if it's a couple months out, ask to be put on the cancellation list, and still check into your insurance list. That way you have an appt set, and can always cancel if you get something sooner.

Way to go on the exercise!!!

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_MRSFISH_ 5/18/2010 10:38PM

    Hang in there! With new days come new chances to start fresh and feel better. :) Take care of yourself!

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RAINBOWFALLS 5/18/2010 7:08PM

    Best of luck with finding a therapist. It is amazing that it is so hard to get into one and it is very needed when someone needs too.

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LITTLE_QUEEN 5/18/2010 3:06PM

    You take care of yourself, you are there for others, but you need time for yourself to heal, I am glad your hubby is coming home tomorrow, I think that in itself will do you a worl of good my friend.

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Friday, May 14, 2010

It's silly survey time!! Don't forget to pass it on......copy and paste into your own blog and fill in the blanks!

A - Age: 42
B - Bed size: Queen
C - Chore you hate:
D - Dog's name: Shadow & Chachi
E - Essential start your day item: Coffee
F - Favorite color: blk & burgundy
G - Gold or Silver: silver
H - Height: 5"4
I - Instruments you play: none
J - Job title: homemaker
K - Kid(s): 1 daughter and 2 sons
L - Living arrangements: 2 story single hubby & dad
N - Nickname(s): misfit
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: w/ my daughter 4 support
P - Pet Peeve: People talking in church
Q - Quote from a movie:
R - Right or left handed: Right
S - Siblings: 3 brothers 4 sisters 1 sista
T - Time you wake up: 6:00 AM
U- First word that comes to your mind for U: uterus
V - Vegetable you dislike: STRINGBEANS
W - Ways you run late: waiting for someone
X - X-rays you've had: Chest, ankle, hand knee
Y - Yummy food you make: fried chicken
Z - Zoo favorite: owls

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CSNODGRASS 5/14/2010 10:24PM

    Very cool! I'm glad to get to know you better. I love these silly surveys!!! I'll do this tomorrow!

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    It's silly survey time!! Don't forget to pass it on......copy and paste into your own blog and fill in the blanks!

A - Age: 51
B - Bed size: Queen
C - Chore you hate: cleaning the bathroom
D - Dog's name: Scooby & Paris
E - Essential start your day item: fruit
F - Favorite color: purple
G - Gold or Silver: silver
H - Height: 5"6
I - Instruments you play: piano, trumpet, french horn
J - Job title: grandmama & water aerobics teacher
K - Kid(s): 2 sons & 9 grandchildren
L - Living arrangements: house w/hubby & my son, dil & their 1+ (baby due in July) children
N - Nickname(s): Grandmama
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: hernia repair
P - Pet Peeve: liars
Q - Quote from a movie: "A heart is not judged by how much you love, but by how much you are loved by others." (The Wizard of Oz to the Tin Man)
R - Right or left handed: Right
S - Siblings: 1 brother deceased, 1 sister
T - Time you wake up: depends
U- First word that comes to your mind for U: urgent
V - Vegetable you dislike: I like all veggies
W - Ways you run late: oversleeping
X - X-rays you've had: Chest, head, teeth, hip, knee, tailbone, back
Y - Yummy food you make: pecan pie
Z - Zoo favorite: hippo

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MOTIVATION - Mahagony Summer Challenge

Friday, May 14, 2010

5 things that I will do 2 stay motivated during summer challenge

1 - ask 4 help when I need it

2 - not let set backs define me

3 - find a buddy on team 2 stay accountable with

4 - log everything thru out the day

5 - pray everyday

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RAINBOWFALLS 5/18/2010 7:10PM

    Great goals. The melters are here for you! Go Team!
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    Awesome goals & plan. YOU always keep me inspired! GO MAHOGANY MELTERS! Love ya, Dawn

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TONYA_JO 5/14/2010 6:33PM

    You have a great plan! I think the reaching out for help is the hardest one for me. That's what the team is for!! emoticon

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Thursday, May 13, 2010

The panic attacks continue. But I know this to shall pass I continue to pray 4 healing.

This is the worse episode that I've had in over 15 yrs. The last time that I was this bad was after my ex-husband held me & my children hostage, mind you this was after I left him & moved back to Jersey.

I keep telling myself that tomorrow is the day that all will b better then I get up & dont want to get out of bed. It's been a wk since the initial episode. The only reason that I'm even up now is due to a migraine thanx to my 2 granddaughter then I have fro the night. My daughter is has been such a blessing thru all this has to b @ the hosp 4 test @ 7 am. 1 grand will stay with me the other a friend of mine will pick up in the morning to take to school.

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JUNKINTHETRUNK3 5/15/2010 11:12PM

    I can't imagine going what you have gone through. And I've never had panic atacks. I get very depressed from time to time and just lay down and cry for a while. I've been so fearful that I would develope panic attacks. they sound so frightening. I hope that you will find what works for you. I like to read. When I'm feeling depressed, I pick a book that I've read in the past that made me feel good, and I skim through it and read all the good parts. That can make me feel better getting lost in a good book.

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    Having suffered from panic attacks for years, before therapy helped me with coping, I can relate to your feelings of impotence against them. I found that finding a piece of music that soothed me, then keeping a tape of it always handy was a solution for me. When I felt a panic attack coming on, I'd throw in the tape and get lost in the music to help work through the attack and get back to normal, whatever that is. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Dawn emoticon

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JUDYPETE1 5/14/2010 7:29AM

    You are needed and wanted by those around you (real and virtual). Seek out the help you need, we are here, too.

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CSNODGRASS 5/13/2010 10:17PM

    This too shall pass.

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W8WHITTILER 5/13/2010 4:51PM

    Marcia honey, my prayers are with you!
Hang in there, remember we are never given more than we can bare..God is with you, lean on His strength, I know it seems tough right now, but you are going to pull through this, and the strength you take away from it will be amazing!
Always remember our Lord is just a whisper away!
Hugs and much Love
Patti emoticon

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LOZUKE 5/13/2010 4:41AM

    I am thinking and praying for you. is there a Dr that you can talk to ? I think it is going to take some time too. I am so glad you have your daughter. emoticon emoticon emoticonDebbie. We Live so close, but I don't drive due to my Epilepsy or I wish I could give you a hug in person. emoticon

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WINNIEATWELL2 5/13/2010 1:10AM

    emoticon I am praying for you...Sometimes it takes more tincture of time... emoticon And you'll know when it's time.. emoticon

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