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FEEL LIKE I'M GOING BACKWARDS

Thursday, April 08, 2010

Z - I have Sparkpeople

E - 46 mins (treadclimber, wii & cleaning)

N - it sucks; I'm eating non stop junk food

I feel like I'm going backwards in this journey. I do know that part of it is just the depression.
But I m eating junk food which I have even wanted in mths. I got up this morning started cleaning then took the bed, got up did some more cleaning, went back to bed again. I did get up & exercise for about 15 mins on the treadclimber & the wii, then back to the bed.
Having La home from school this wk has really taken alot out of me.
I have to continue to just give it to the Lord & trust that everything is going to find away to work out.

  
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PROUDMOM2BOYS 4/10/2010 7:20AM

    You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, the encountering may be the very experience which creates the vitality and the power to endure. ~Maya Angelou

You have been doing so great, make this a TEMPORARY setback and don't allow it to become a downward spiral. Time to get rid of all the junk food and refocus. emoticon ~Jodi


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GOAL_WORTHY 4/9/2010 2:12PM

    You can do it! We all fall and get back up! I'm rooting for you!

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HUSBANDANDDAD 4/9/2010 11:52AM

  "Gray skies are gonna clear up - put on happy face..."

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DIVAGURL 4/9/2010 12:44AM

    try to get outside in the fresh sunshine, even if for a few minutes. I'm thinking of you!

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CAROL3SAN 4/8/2010 11:22PM

    Turn around and walk with a little pep facing north emoticon emoticon

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APRIL 7, 2010

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

Z - I m NOT giving up

E - 97 minutes (waling, cleaning, bowflex treadclimber, & wii)

N - stayed within my calories but on the high end


Still dealing with wanting to eat ALL the time.

It hit 90 degrees today, I DO NOT DEAL WELL WITH THE HEAT.

I rearranged my kitchen. Rearranging always seems to help my depression as does cutting my hair.

I m planning to get a tattoo on Friday, if I dont chicken out - my lower back. emoticon

I m so looking forward to school reopening on Monday, La is getting on my very last nerve & I miss being able to ride my bike.

  
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BOBBI97 4/7/2010 11:23PM

    Aww come on I have faith in you and just keeping the faith will help you get to where you wanna be so hang on tight for the longest ride you have ever had lol...

You will be able to ride your bike very soon bless you my friend of sparks this is a wonderful sight...

I am here for you anytime you need support you can even e-mail if you need too it's on my page on the side...


"Your Sparkfriend is Watchin You"

"BoBBI97"
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DAY 514

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

Z -Enjoyed just sitting outside n enjoying the warm weather

E - 95 minutes (bowflex treadclimber & walking)

N - went over

Took La to the eye dr, her eye-site is 20/30 which is the best a child can b w/o knowing their numbers. Tomorrow will b all about working out & more spring cleaning/rearranging.

I'm really struggling lately I haven't been dong my workouts like I used to. The walking is cause I'm walking to do my errands, La is overweight also, sooo we are walking together while there's no school.

My meds are helping but there seems to b a bad period of time everyday during the late afternoon & early evenings. But hey it's better then I was. Even the muscle spasms are easing up some so - Praise Be God.

  
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CDAWN26 4/7/2010 8:19PM

    You will find doing it together will keep you motivated as well. Hang in there you are doing wonderful! I know its tough when your body does not want to cooperate in your goals. I will be facing my own challenges soon so I understand the obstacles that each of us must face. I am rooting you on!

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CSNODGRASS 4/7/2010 10:23AM

    That's wonderful that the two of you walk together. You're already teaching her to treasure her body at a young age, and that is wonderful!!

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April 5, 2010

Monday, April 05, 2010

Z -Spring Cleaning

E - 136 minutes (cleaning, walking; wii fit plus)

N - went over

Today was a rough day. My depression got the better of me this evening & I ate a bag of snicker minis. Oh well its over n done with tomorrow is another day with new chances.

La's dentist appt went well, she isnt due back there for another 6 mths. I'm still waiting for insurance approval to start the work on my teeth.
Tomorrow is her eye doctor appt & my new glasses should b in by the end of the week.

Yesterday was truly blessful being able to spend time w/hubby, 43 more days until he's home. We went to church but had to leave early due to my panic attacks.

I've got to find a way to stay focused n work on the postive things n get pass all of the negative things

  
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DIVAGURL 4/6/2010 9:33AM

    I love your plan. Keep up the good work

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CSNODGRASS 4/5/2010 10:37PM

    Wow, girl!! That's a lot of exercise!! Good for you!!!

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WINNIEATWELL2 4/5/2010 9:50PM

    You got in some good exercise minutes today! Woo hoo! And even Spring Cleaning! Woo hoo! And a dental appt over with!! And yes, tomorrow is a brand new day! emoticon

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today

Saturday, April 03, 2010

Z-THE SUN SHINING

E-90 minutes (cleaning, walking)

N-high end

All I basically did was clean ALL day but the house is almost back in order prayerfully I will get it finished up this wk & get the yard started n done.

Probably won't sleep much tonight being so happy about spending some time w/ hubby. It's only 8 hrs but I m thanling God for it.

  
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WINNIEATWELL2 4/3/2010 9:50PM

    Sounds like you had a nice day...:) ENJOY your time with your hubby!! Have a Happy Easter.

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