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DAY 14 - half way point

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Well we are half way thru February. Tomorrow I would add a new pic. I'm not doing as well as I wanted to but at least I m still moving forward.

Today was my day off from cardio but I did the wii anyway just cause I did so bad last wk with not mtg my goals. With all this snow and more expected I'm gonna have to figure another way to get my cardio in until I can start riding my bike again - I DO REALLY MISS CURVES.

I'm having trouble mtg my calories just too cold to eat.

Tomorrow me and La are having a girls day out so prayerfully it's not to cold.


  
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CSNODGRASS 2/14/2010 10:51PM

    Well, you're having trouble meeting your cals, and I'm having trouble not going over! Have a wonderful girls' day out tomorrow!

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DAY 13

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Again today I ate under my calories & met my fitness minutes. I did not meet my calorie burn for the week. But tomorrow starts another wk & I'm refocusing.

I was blessed today to be able to go & visit my hubby I was setting up my visit for next Sat. & they said I could visit tonight so I did Thanks b to God, Lord knows that I needed it. I feel like the stress has just melted away.

I was sitting here a little while ago typing up my report for our congregational meeting. I serve as Vice President of council (president is the Pastor) I decided to use 1 Corinthians 12:12-31 as my inspiration. As the words seemed to be just typing themselves I had a DUH moment. I realized that I need to practice what I preach. I dont understand why it is so hard for me but I really need to follow my own advice. God will see me thru this just as he has seen me thru everything in my life. As I m sitting here feeling abandoned & alone I need to remember that God is not just holding my hand but he is surrounding me with his love and as I feel the most alone that is when he is here the most.

Thank those of you especially my Zen Girls for all of your love & support

  
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CDAWN26 2/14/2010 7:15PM

    I am glad today is going better for you. It's amazing what God has us to go through and then for us to realize we knew that all along. He's always there to help us through those hard times. emoticon

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CSNODGRASS 2/14/2010 11:57AM

    That's what we're here for!! So glad you got to see your hubby. God must have wanted you to use that verse for a reason; He's telling you something! Just listen to Him! Have a great Valentine's Day!

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DAY 12 - Living Murphy's Law

Friday, February 12, 2010

Well things arent getting much better but I continue to give it to God.

I went under in both my calories & fitness minutes.

Dealing the best we can w/ no heat. I may b able 2 get assistance to get a new heater but it will take over 2 wks just for the paper work so it's electric heaters until then.

I twiated my back yeaterday when I slid on black ice & my broken foot I did something to it again. So I'm now wearing an air cast, a back brace. a knee brace & a wrist brace. YEAH I'M KIND OF FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF.

I'm about ready to just give up on all of this. I feel like everything in my life is just falling apart & the more I try to fix things the worse it's becoming. All I do is cry & I'm snapping over everything.

I feel totally alone & abandoned, even though I know it's not hubby's choice not to b here I have so much anger towards him cause I'm here alone dealing with this. And it irriates the heck out of me the fake sympathy from some ppl OH TELL US IF THERE IS ANYTHING WE CAN DO 4 U, How about offer to take the disabled old dude to where there is some actual heat or offering to go to the store. Although tmy Pastor (God Bless her) did offer to let us stay with her last night but he doesnt care for her & I have to stay here It just continues to amaze me how my family is like they are I should b used to it by now.
Well time to crank up the heaters & get under the covers. Praying 4 warmer days

  
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CSNODGRASS 2/14/2010 11:59AM

    You will get through this with God's guidance and love!

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CDAWN26 2/13/2010 5:58PM

    Hang in there! I suffered a fall not too long ago and understand the frustration. I hope things will turn better for you and problems with the heat will be fixed soon. I do hope for warmer and sunny days soon as well. I'll keep you and your family in my prayers. If we were only closer...I would lend a hand.

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KELLYERIN 2/13/2010 12:12AM

    I am so so sorry you are going through all of these hard times!! I want you to know that I am praying for you! emoticon

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RENA1965 2/12/2010 10:17PM

    Sorry to hear you down, you really took a bad fall. I live in denmark but if I lived closer you would be welcome into my home, the shopping done plus some sand spread over the ice so you don't fall anymore... I also have a family where a gal doesn't expect much from them, they are always wrapped up in themselfs..
I pray God will help you avoid more problems.. XX Rena
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DAY 11

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Well I met my goals for the day but the day still sucked. IT REALLY REALLY SUCKED
m y heater can not b fixed I find that out after I spent the $200.00 hubby left for the baby's b-day party.
My screen house roof caved in.
My friend with my shovel never showed up so I put on my back brace & spent an hr using a shovel to dig holes & I aint finish.
Then the worst thing happened the mouse 4 my comp broke yes horrible I know. But i remember ed that I gave one to my neighbor & she is no longer using it. I felt silly asking to borrow a mouse that I gave to someone. But I am living without heat I WILL NOT LIVE WITHOUT SPARKPEOPLE
But I have to find my blessings It was the screen house roof not the house roof; I was able to borrow 2 electric heaters from the church (dad wont go stay anywhere) I was able to borrow a mouse. And due to the fact that all I wan to do is cry I was able 2 do 15 w/o stopping on the bowflex treadclimber I usually do 5 mins @ a time.
I m really looking forward to February being over. I guess thats enough whining for now.

  
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DOHAGAN23 2/11/2010 11:22PM

  Awww that day did suck and I almost never even use that work. TGIF Take some time for you and do something you love-you deserve a break.

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FIGHT2SURVIVE 2/11/2010 9:14PM

    Considering all that you are going through, I think you are doing great! Don't underestimate your coping skills. It sounds to me like you have your head on straight, so don't lose your focus. You can do this!
Erin

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KELLYERIN 2/11/2010 8:38PM

    emoticon for you! I am sorry times are rough!

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DAY 10

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Went under in my calories today.

Met my cardio & did some extra.

Still no heat here & it has been snowing for over 24 hrs now.

As I'm sure u can imagine I m very irritated, so instead of venting I'm just gonna keep this short.

  
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KELLYERIN 2/11/2010 2:11PM

    You rock girlfriend!!! I hope you get your heat ASAP!! emoticon

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CSNODGRASS 2/11/2010 10:16AM

    Awesome job on nutrition and fitness!!! Woohoo!!!

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