Friday, February 12, 2010
Well things arent getting much better but I continue to give it to God.
I went under in both my calories & fitness minutes.
Dealing the best we can w/ no heat. I may b able 2 get assistance to get a new heater but it will take over 2 wks just for the paper work so it's electric heaters until then.
I twiated my back yeaterday when I slid on black ice & my broken foot I did something to it again. So I'm now wearing an air cast, a back brace. a knee brace & a wrist brace. YEAH I'M KIND OF FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF.
I'm about ready to just give up on all of this. I feel like everything in my life is just falling apart & the more I try to fix things the worse it's becoming. All I do is cry & I'm snapping over everything.
I feel totally alone & abandoned, even though I know it's not hubby's choice not to b here I have so much anger towards him cause I'm here alone dealing with this. And it irriates the heck out of me the fake sympathy from some ppl OH TELL US IF THERE IS ANYTHING WE CAN DO 4 U, How about offer to take the disabled old dude to where there is some actual heat or offering to go to the store. Although tmy Pastor (God Bless her) did offer to let us stay with her last night but he doesnt care for her & I have to stay here It just continues to amaze me how my family is like they are I should b used to it by now.
Well time to crank up the heaters & get under the covers. Praying 4 warmer days