Saturday, June 27, 2009
Yesterday really made me take a look @ my past. Some a@@wipes set 4 houses on fire around the corner from me, 2 were empty, 2 had ppl living in them.
The Edwards house I use to hang out in when I was a preteen; the mom & brother still lived there now is a pile of rubble along with Ms. Helen's house. Although Ms. helen passed away many year ago & the house has been boarded up her daughter in law lives across the street from me & 1 of her granddaughters lives 2 houses up from me.
Then there is the Roman's house I still remember the day WOW about 20 yrs ago when they moved into the house, which is now boarded up so that they can c if they can save any of the belongings or if at all possible to save the house & they were attached to my grandma's house which has been boarded up for about 10 yrs & is now basically a shell.
My hubby as much as I live him can b really insensitive @ times to my feelings. He just doesn't understand how I can b emotional about a house especially as its been boarded up for yrs. But hey I grew up in that house All of my kids lived there & hey we even started our life together there. I still feel that its my grandma's house. I feel like I'm loosing my grandparents all over again. Maybe I m just too emotional lately. But now all I can do is think about all the times that I spent in those houses & soon they will b all gone & eventually they will build these new houses that are popping up all over around here But don't even look like they belong