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Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Well I'm trying to get back into the routine of working out regularly. Unfortunately it is just taking so much out of me. So as not to give up I m doing a variety of exercises over a longer period of time. I'm still working on changing up some of my old habits.

I can't wait till this cold weather is gone & I can go back to walking, I tried walking around the house but it just don't work as well for me. So I'm doing steps, marching in place, & trying some aerobics. But aerobics & me aren't getting along right now.

I've been eating really bad lately, it has to do with circumstances (yea I know lame excuse). But when you cant afford to go food shopping you eat what is given to you. (my son orders out alot & treats)
Don't know what I'm gonna do if hubby don't get a job soon, cause it's not realistic living on my mthly stipend of $100.00 for the reading program. Sometimes I have to remind myself how blessed I m cause if I wasn't living here taken care of my Dad; we would be totally screwed right about now.

Well as life continues to interfere with my routine I will continue to fight for my right to be healthy I REFUSE TO GIVE UP


Workout w/ Hubby

Monday, March 02, 2009

Today was the 1st day of working out with hubby. It really helped with my strengthening cause we went back & forth doing the exercises. I even did a few extra sets. I'm taking it slowly due to not be fully recovered (not even close). If I'm up to it tomorrow we are going to try an aerobics workout. I can't wait till the weather breaks & we can start bike riding again. Well time to do my steps.


Fitness Minutes

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Last week for the first time since I started Sparks I did not make my fitness minutes , I usually can double them. Being sick this time has really taken alot out of me. I feel so lousy about not making my minutes
Well as we start a new month my hubby is going to start working out with me. S here is to getting back on track

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

LOSE2WIN10 3/2/2009 10:04PM

    Being sick Stinks!!! I've had an awful cold and did not reach my minutes goal. I guess all you can do is get well and then keep on keepin on. I'm sure you will bounce back! you seem very dedicated!

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The Dark Place

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Every time I see the light I reach for it
U take it away from me never let me touch
You just want me to be under r control
Will you ever let me out of this dark place?
You keep making me so many promises
Yet none of them are ever fulfilled

I am just sitting here wondering as usual
We always seem to go through so much
I feel like I am falling further into a hole
We donít even seem to have the same taste
Everything between us seems to be a mess

I have to break this hold that you have
Iíve let you control so much of my life
Whether it is the cravings or the giving in
This has got to end and end it will, it must
I will leave this darkness behind & I will shine


My Blog Book

Friday, February 27, 2009

I've decided to do a Blog Book.
It will consist of all my blogs here on sparks. The point of this book is to help myself, in a cpl of ways. One is that I will be able to see what worked for me & what didn't. The second is to have a written account of my journey. The end result should be interesting to say the least.
I will only being putting my blogs not the responses I get from other ppl, just want to be respectful. The book will probably just sit on my shelf with my other writings but for me it will be a good thing.
As I've sat here reading over some of my past blogs I must confuse alot of ppl. I truly do sound like a nut case at times. But this me, I love to blog cause I get to show the real me with out hiding. I seem to spend my whole life hiding trying to be what is expected of me. The dutiful daughter, the loving wife, the mother to all. The there's my church life always there when needed putting my healthy on the back burner so many times.
I want to be me but I don't even know who that is. Thru my journey maybe I can get to know me as others do.


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