It really sucks having to have medicaid. I know I m blessed to have medical coverage BUT it is really irritating that it takes 4ever 2 get referrals approved. I have been waiting 4 what seems like 4ever. I m still waiting 4 the approval 2 go c the neuro surgeon. This is the 2nd time that a referral has been put in 4 me. Its frustrating as I m in constant pain.
I m still working out w the trainer its alot of the stuff I would do in PT. I m gong 2 get thru this but 2 times it is just so hard
Presently I m going thru a rough patch right now w all 3 of them; I go from wanting 2 sleep all the time to not being able 2 sleep @ all; sometimes I aint sure if things really happened or if I dreamed about it; avoidance has become my way of dealing w things
It's been a little over 8 yrs since my mother passed on
It's been about 2 yrs since my last suicide attempt
It's been almost a yr since my denial 4 disability
I HATE THERAPY - I know it is helping but it rough dealing w my feeling n dealing w the past
Well every1 in the house is in some way sick.
Drea (2 mth old grand) is teething & has thrush;
I did get 2 c her turn over 4 the 1st time 2day
LaLa has strep; bronchitis; & an ear infection
Hubby not sure cause he doesnt go 2 dr
but he seem sicker then all of us.
I STILL have broncitis
Grumps has some type of virus
( he came home from the hosp w it
And my dd & my other grand will b here on Friday;
so I have 2 finish the reorganizing.
Not 2 mention I m planning a surprise party for both of them
Delilah turns 7 tomorrow & my baby girl Carmen will b 25 on Sunday.
And of course TTOM came early sooooo
back pain is worse then usual.
I do about 10 mins of work
for every 20 minute break.