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79/365 Old Habits

Tuesday, July 09, 2013

Unfortunately it is easier 2 fall back into old habits; then 2 fall in2 new habits.
I m bac to munching all the time; I want 2 eat everything.
My sleep is back 2 just about 2 hrs up an hr 2 more hrs. Sometimes I think I would b better off not even sleeping.
I havent been to the gym but 3x in the past 2 wks. Prayerfully now that hubby has a gym membership & I have a personal trainer 2x a mth. I will get on track with that.

I have 2 once again say GOOD-BYE 2 OLD HABITS

  
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BEEJAY49 7/10/2013 3:59AM

    You're still doing fine Maga! It's normal to get burnt out with exercising and dieting, so just hang in there and take one day at a time! You CAN do this! Love you! HUGS!

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SNOWYOGA 7/9/2013 10:40PM

    I know this won't matter, but your blog is an inspiration to me because I was just having the same, so it's nice to see that i'm not alone. And we can both start again! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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78/365 A J

Thursday, July 04, 2013

The newest addiction 2 our family
she is my 4th granddaughter & La's youngest sister








  
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DAISY443 7/9/2013 4:43PM

    What a beautiful baby and how lucky she is to have you for a grandma!

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KITT52 7/4/2013 7:48PM

    awwwwwwwwwwwwwww what a cutie

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JOYOFMYLIFE 7/4/2013 5:16PM

    Beautiful baby.

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SNOWYOGA 7/4/2013 4:51PM

    How sweet and thank you for sharing with us! emoticon

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BEEJAY49 7/4/2013 4:45PM

    Adorable! I want to hug her! :) Thank you for sharing!

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MAGGIEVAN 7/4/2013 4:38PM

    A brand new baby, Congrats and be blessed by this little babe.

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77/365 Up & Down

Wednesday, July 03, 2013

up and down - - - upside down
balloons float away
worms dig deeper deeper
up and down - - - upside down
the sun is bright
then the darkness overcomes
up and down - - - upside down

  
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DAISY443 7/9/2013 4:42PM

    I appreciate your poetry! I hope you will continue and keep copies until you have enough for a short book!!

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THRIVE2DAY 7/3/2013 6:07PM

    Hi, Haven't seen you since BLC21 on the C.A.M.O. team. Are you still feeling up and down--upside down? Drop me a note.

Cathleen

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SNOWYOGA 7/3/2013 6:04PM

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76/365 My Writings

Tuesday, July 02, 2013

Well as I m dealing with therapy and the psychiatrist I have decided to start writing again.

It makes it easier to deal with things.

At least I m no longer trying to avoid the pain that I have felt thru out these years

Prayerfully this is the beginning of my healing

  
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DAISY443 7/9/2013 4:41PM

    Do what you need to let yourself heal! We are here when you want to vent!

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BEEJAY49 7/4/2013 6:00AM

    Writing things out has helped me a lot over the years. You can do this! Know that I'm praying for you! HUGS!

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THRIVE2DAY 7/3/2013 6:14PM

    Writing helps me. I'm sure it will help you, too. God bless you! In Jesus' name, .Amen!

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PIXIE-LICIOUS 7/3/2013 10:50AM

    I think this will help you. I am praying for you, Maga!

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SASSYTHING52 7/2/2013 11:23PM

    i hope it helps you emoticon

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ONBEACHSIDE 7/2/2013 10:10PM

    Writing is good therapy. I give you credit because I could not do it on a public level. I don't writ everyday but I write when I need to get emotions out since I don't allow anger in my life, it is how I deal.

I hope that the therapy and meds you are getting now gives you the support and relief that you could use to help in moving forward and feeling better about you and your life.

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PINKNFITCARLA 7/2/2013 10:03PM

    I hope the writings help! I know writing things down really help me most of the time.

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SNOWYOGA 7/2/2013 9:47PM

    I hope and pray that you get what you want! emoticon peace emoticon and emoticon

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OTRADIOGIRL 7/2/2013 9:45PM

    I hope that your writings help you! Keep it up! emoticon

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75/365 Why Me

Tuesday, July 02, 2013

I've often wondered - - - Why Me

As a toddler I was molested
I was molested as a kid more then once
As a preteen I was molested
I was raped as a teen

I've wondered - - - Why Me

Most of the time I am sad
I often put ppl b4 myself
Most of the time I want 2 die
I often avoid people

I wonder - - - Why Me

I live in my own reality
I want to be able to socialize
I live in a very dark place
I want to the find the light

So - - - Why Me

  
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DAISY443 7/9/2013 4:37PM

    I am so sorry that it was you! I hope you can find happiness now and peace! Hugs!

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BEEJAY49 7/3/2013 5:47AM

    I wish I could answer that for you, but I can't. One thing I did was make up my mind to not be like anyone else and do what I can to help others even when I don't feel like it. It's good therapy for me. Love you! HUGS!

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SASSYTHING52 7/2/2013 11:21PM

    its so hard to know why us and why its gone and nothing done about it so sad emoticon

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SNOWYOGA 7/2/2013 9:45PM

    I'm really sorry, but I can't say (why it was you?) I had similar in my life. I can only say that, sometimes what doesn't kill us makes us stronger and it makes us more able to help and understand others that have been thought and had the same happen to them emoticon emoticon emoticon And no one can take that from you!

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