Sunday, November 09, 2008
Well I'm new here n I m tryin 2 figure it all out. I m basically the CAREGIVER. U know the type, always taking care of every1 n running out of time 2 take care of self. I have 3 grown children, over the yrs I took in a few run aways, I even had a foster child, n until recently was raising my 3yr old grandbaby. Unfortunately I lost both my mom & her mom to cancer, took care of both of them, I m now taken care of my father who is disabled(his wife left him last time he got sic). I've had bad health for the last decade, suffer from depression, Well thanks 2 my beloved hubby (9yrs although he was my 1st love , we found each other again after 13 yrs), I m now startin 2 take care of myself. I stated walkin a mth ago, this wk I start exercise also. At my heaviest I was 303lbs, its went up & down over the yrs. I m now 265lbs. I don't know how 2 put myself 1st, my hubby spoils me. Sometimes I just think it's 2 make up 4 the past. I can now say IT'S MY TURN, but can I really do it.