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Day 15

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

went back to work for pizza hut.... so hard to work in a pizza place and refrain from the yummy fatening food!!!!
when i was pregnant I worked their too and that is why i gained so much with the last pregnancy...... when you are craving constantly its so hard to pass up free pizza lol

but i did refrain and will continue to do so thank goodness for the salad bar

  
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MR.NET1 11/21/2012 8:14AM

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RIDLEYRIDER 11/21/2012 8:04AM

  You will learn to enjoy the salads and not crave the pizza, I'm sure! emoticon

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Day 14

Tuesday, November 20, 2012



I love this!!! I tell myself this when i have to push to finish my last set on jillian michaels yoga meltdown!!!
Its definatly one that will offend your fat and your fat will cry.

I am still stressed but im pushing through it now. im ready to just break down give up leave my husband and take my girls and go to stay with family.
BUT
i will not
i love him its not his fault he is hurt
its not his fault we are broke
AGAIN
so much could have prevented this
better decisions
less selfishness
ya know the worst part is still to come
cause when and if he goes back to work the stuggle is having the gas to get him there while no money is coming in for that first two weeks
its hard for me to continue working while he is cause his hours are unpredictable and mine are set
we have no family no one to watch the kids
oh well that is not here yet so im just going to focus on a moment at a time and enjoy day 2 working out day 2 back on track and that is a good start
i guess
:/

  


Day 12

Friday, November 09, 2012

ok ok so i started working again and im so unhappy but ive lost 3 more lbs so im just gonna celebrate that today

  
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LWILSON641 11/10/2012 9:19AM

    i rarely yo you excepet after having my children lol..... i was big growing up and then i lost it when i got with my husband then i got pregnant and then lost it all again and kept it off for 3 years before getting pregnant again.... so i am pretty good at keep myself on track but i needed something to celebrate so i chose the 3 lbs cause right now i dont have much to get excited about except my girls....we are very stressed out and broke and losing everything all over again it sucks to be working on your weight loss when you are so stressed its counter productive to say the least

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MAMISHELI53 11/9/2012 8:35AM

    You might want to examine your motivation. Don't focus on weight loss, but a healthy lifestyle that will enable you to avoid yo-yoing with your weight, which is also very unhealthy. You CAN do this. Shel

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WILSON1926 11/9/2012 8:32AM

    Hang in there.......
You can do it.....one day/hour/minute at a time.

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day 9

Monday, November 05, 2012

this stress is throwing off my drive i just want to sleep until it is all over!!!
It seems the older I get the worse I handle stress. I think it has a lot to do with having children they rely on us and when we are not able to provide it hurts. I cry everytime my daughtr asks me to buy her something or wants something special to eat and there is not a thing i can do.

if i was not so stressed out i would be on track with working out and would be able to eat right.

eating right is not cheap.
junk food is very cheap.

so not fair.
tired of all of this

  
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LWILSON641 11/9/2012 8:24AM

    thank you

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MEYDEE 11/6/2012 8:57AM

  Don't be hard on yourself, you are dealing with a lot! Sometimes it is good to just focus on one thing you want to succeed at today: drink 8 glasses of water. Tomorrow: walk 10 minutes. Next day: eat whole grain. Build on your small successes until your stress level goes down.

It is hard to tell your kids they can't have something but in the big picture they won't remember it, they remember the things you did together like, playing in the park or making dinner together. My kids are 33, 30, and 24 and those are the type of things they talk about.

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