Tuesday, March 04, 2014
It's been almost 3 months since I have made a blog entry or even got on SP. I can't seem to find my mojo. I have 2 weddings this summer and a vacation planned with friends to the beach, you would think that would be enough to get my mojo going. I really need to get more committed to losing this weight once and for all. I am back to 233 on the scale and I do not like it. I know that only I can do something about it. I really need to start planning out my meals for the whole week again. I really enjoyed doing the 3121 diet by Dolvett but my work schedule doesn't permit me the time that it takes to prepare everything. My husband and I have been getting to the gym about 3 days a week every week for the last month or so, however the eating isn't clean so its not doing any good. I used to be a committed dieter and wanted to change once and for all....I don't know what happened other than life. We have had some struggles with our soon to be 16 year old son..acting up in school, cutting school and drug usage and its really taken a toll on me. I know that I eat to get away from it all. I just want to get back to being on track for me, but its hard. I just need to track everything again and try to get myself on some kind of diet. Eating really is my only setback. I really need to find my mojo!!! I know that once I get on track and stay there for atleast a month, I will stay on track. Im shooting for Monday to start eating clean. I know that I should start tomorrow but I know that it wont last since we are nearing the weekend. I do much better when I am at work and away from all the temptations/access to food! I will get back on track...I have to!