Tuesday, January 31, 2012
I graduated in 2002 with a BS and in 2004 with a M.Ed. I am basically working as a nanny and stay at home mom for children that are not mine. I have significantly less student loans to pay off but have been paying off credit cards for the last five years that my ex husband maxed out.
I am 32, single, childless, fat, and living with my parents. Not only that, I have a job where I am not appreciated and don't even pull in 2K a month either and have a master's degree. I feel like I wasted too much time in school for the crappy amount of money I get paid. I am somewhat afraid to try for something else because I am afraid I will fail. I failed at my marriage and at controlling my weight. I feel like I will never get out of this rut and that things will never change.
Everything feels completely out of control in my life. I am angry, sad, depressed, lonely.