Tuesday, January 29, 2013
I have been staying the same the last few weeks or maybe I gain a lb then lose it. It's all because most of the week I eat healthy and good and about 3 times a week I want more bread, or some pasta or a treat. Or I drink some wine.
I don't know how people stay good 7 days a week.
We eat out at least twice a week and for us it's a treat to go out, usually because we are bored around here and that lays the ground work for what I order.
I feel like I am fighting a battle, some days I am the victor and some days I have gaping wounds.
I only have 12 lbs left and since I don't look real fat, I think unconsciously I don't try as hard. If it wasn't for being pre diabetic I think I would eat more sweets.
Reading this I sound depressed...some days are just like that. Making myself do things so I won't eat.