Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Have you watched these shows like Biggest Loser, and I was once fat (or something like that) ? How do these people do it! I can't afford a trainer at the moment, and when I go to the gym I have no idea what i'm doing. All I do is burn 200 calories and then I head home.... do a 30DS video and that's it. I'm so clueless. I lost all that weight before and now I'm gaining it back. I'm frustrated, annoyed, mad at myself, and at others. I hate being fat. Coming from a family full of thin ladies (and men!), being the chubster of the bunch is NOT COOL.
I keep saying I'll do more, but I can't manage my day properly. Too distracted, lazy. Argh. I'm hating my life right now, and all I'm doing is ranting. I should totally go and run for a bit, but I keep thinking about what I just ate and how I'll get cramps. SP I'm in need of advice. How do you all manage to fit in a good 8 hours of sleep with solid hours working out?