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The Side Effects

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

This is more for a journal/reminder for me than a blog. It probably won't be too interesting to anyone else. I just wanted to document how I felt during the time the ENT put me on Prednisone. The drug didn't do a thing for me...that I noticed anyway...other than make me feel so weird that I don't ever want to be on it again!
The ONLY positive was that I did have lots of energy and not much appetite.

The medication made my mouth feel so strange. I don't even know how to describe it. It's almost like there was a coating over the inside of my mouth. Nothing tasted right. About the only things that I could taste were citrus foods and salty foods. The texture of food was just so foreign that it made me not want to eat. So because of this, I was able to drop a few pounds while on the drug.

It also made me feel like my heart was beating hard. Sometimes I'd feel anxious and restless and like a couldn't catch my breath. Arg...don't like that feeling at ALL!

Now that I'm off, I can actually feel the effects slowly wearing off. I'm starting to feel normal again! I just need to be careful that my appetite doesn't get out of control now that eating is actually enjoyable again.

I know there are people that have to be on various medications for health reasons, and this just makes me thankful that I don't...at this point in life. I'd much rather manage things naturally and stay away from the medications and all their nasty side effects!

Tomorrow I go in to talk to the ENT about the MRI and he'll most likely confirm what he thought before. I have Menieres. Now it just becomes a matter of learning to live with it. Not a big deal compared to what other people have to live with. I can handle it.

  
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COMPUCATHY 3/30/2013 9:52PM

    Glad you were able to come off the Prednisone if it was bothering you that badly...yikes. You have a wonderful attitude....that will make all the difference. Keep up the good work! Thanks for the encouragement! Spark on! emoticon emoticon

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SEWINGMAMACDS 3/21/2013 10:41AM

    Lois, sometimes it is great to get down on "paper" what we are feeling. Glad you ddin't have to stay on the meds longterm. Praying that God will guide you as you learn to live with Meniere's. Hugs.

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BESTSUSIEYET 3/20/2013 7:57PM

    Glad you are getting your thoughts in writing so you can go back later, if necessary. Amazing how many things we think we'll never forget, but do! Glad, too that you don't have to be on this long term! I have several friends who do need it ... I don't know much about Meniere's. Will pray for God's grace to sustain you! Keep making healthy choices, my friend!

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What happened to my normal?!

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

I've always been healthy and thankful for the fact that I rarely even get a cold, let alone have to go to the doctor other than an annual visit.

The last year or so I've really been working to get in shape, lose weight and eat better to make sure that the last part of my life is healthier than before. In another month or so I will turn the big 50 which doesn't feel possible, but there's no stopping it! I know there are many issues that can develop with age and I'm doing my best to avoid them.

Last fall I had a good report during my annual checkup - weight was down, cholesterol was down and all my lab work showed healthy results! I was pleased...as was my doctor! :)

About a day or two later I noticed a rash on my lower back and started having severe back pain. After lots of googling and self diagnosing, and then a visit back to the doctor, it was determined that it was shingles. Once I got on medicine it cleared up quickly and from what I've seen of other cases, I was fortunate that it wasn't more severe. That was that.

All was well and good until a few weeks ago. I woke up one morning and felt like my ear was plugged up/hearing lots of "white noise" and thought maybe I had a cold coming on or a wax buildup. Well, long story short, after ear drops, various sinus & head clearing medication nothing made a bit of difference. So off to the doctor AGAIN! She didn't find any obstruction and sent me on to an ENT. :( More money out the pocket! The ENT did testing and evaluating and seems to think it's Menieres disease. He put me on Prednisone & a diuretic to see if those will help. So far it hasn't. I'm due to go back for a follow up next week...oh goody...another specialist co-pay! emoticon

So if in fact it is Menieres, I'll learn to adjust and figure out how to deal with the dizziness episodes and ear issues. I still can't complain because it's nothing compared to the really tough health issues that others have to live with. This is just more of an annoyance so far.

And since I'm whining...I messed up my foot when I ran on Sunday. I'm not sure what I did, but the sidewalks were still pretty icy and I was over ambitious when I planned my route, so I bit off more than I could chew and came home wiped out. My right foot has been sore, but is improving so I don't think it's serious. I've just had to put off my runs for a few days to let it heal. Hopefully by Friday I can get back out there! I really don't want to lose my mojo!

What a fun blog to read, huh?! emoticon Sometimes it just feels good to get it out. emoticon

If you read all the way here, thanks for "listening" to my sniveling. There's really nothing to complain about in the grand scheme of things...it may just be that I have a new normal to get used to.

  
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COMPUCATHY 3/15/2013 7:15PM

    Sorry to hear you are dealing the "crap" of life. Hang in there! It is hard when you "never get sick" (I'm one of those, too) and then all of a sudden you're dealing with big stuff like this. Hope you are feeling better and getting answers! Take care! Keep up the good work! Thanks for the encouragement! Spark on! emoticon emoticon

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SEWINGMAMACDS 3/14/2013 12:01PM

    I agree with Susie, I hope this is just a blip. We had a couple of years like that (back when I turned 50 too). It seems like there was a health issue one after another for both my husband and myself. The phrase God is good all the time, all the time God is good, became a comfort. Praying for you.

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LUNABYRD 3/13/2013 9:17PM

    I'm glad you shared with us. I'm turning 50 in May and kind of feel like everything is going south on me. I guess it's just part of life, but it's ok to whine once in a while!

I hope your foot gets better soon too!

Take it easy - you deserve it.
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BESTSUSIEYET 3/13/2013 7:15PM

    Spark friends don't mind hearing others lament over challenges! And you've sure had them! Sorry about your ears ... We take our hearing for granted! Don't go running when you're dizzy, though!! Shingles is NOT fun from what I've heard; glad yours weren't TOO bad. Is your Dr. Suggesting the shot now? I've heard Drs. say "for sure", and others say "No." I got it as soon as I turned 60 and sure do hope it works for me!! I hope this is just a blip in your health, not a "new normal"!!!

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GGCHET 3/13/2013 1:15PM

    Awwww sorry for these setbacks.
As someone who was also quite healthy....til I hit my 50's...I sympathize.
I too always think of those suffering with much worse.
We can do this~~!!!

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AKATHLEEN54 3/13/2013 1:04PM

    If you have to look for the silver lining at least all of these things are happening to you "before" you turn 50! Get it all out of the way now and the rest will be clear sailing!! Hope you are feeling better soon. emoticon

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That first mile...

Monday, December 24, 2012

I still have a hard time saying I'm a runner.

Partly because I don't feel like one. In my head I still have those scoffing thoughts that say..."HA! I'm not a REAL runner!"

I don't look like those sleek runners I pass on the trails.

I use Jeff Galloway's method of run/walk/run so I'm not "running" the whole time.

I'm not fast by any sense of the word!

Should I be using the term jogger instead of runner?

But regardless of what title I use and in spite of those negative thoughts that bounce around in my head, I still have to feel good about how far I've come. So for this post, when I use the term run or running, you'll know what that term means for me.

I started last February with the C25K program and ran my first 5k at the end of April. I've not competed in any more events but I've kept up with my running consistently and it has become a part of who I am. I run 4 times per week and cross train the other 2 days.

On my run days, I wake up early thinking about what route I will take in our neighborhood and I can't go back to sleep! I just want to get out there! If you would have told me even 2 years ago that I would be waking up with those thoughts, I'd have told you, you're crazy!

I have to say, as I've heard others say, that the first mile is the hardest, and I have to agree. That first mile is the hardest part of my run. But once that mile is past, I get into my rhythm and enjoy the journey. I normally do 3 miles 3 days a week and then on the weekend I'll do a little longer route since I have more time. This week, since I'm off work I have more time and can do longer runs. This morning I went 4.25 miles. It was amazing to me how good I felt and how I felt like I could keep going. I really can get into a zone and just run. My body has come a long way in this last year. I used to think I could never run anything longer than a 5k, but now I'm thinking it may be possible.

I love the feelings I get from running! I love the changes that are happening to me physically and mentally. And this from someone that used to HATE exercise!!

And thanks to SparkPeople and all my Spark friends for helping me and encouraging me on this journey!!

  
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SEWINGMAMACDS 12/31/2012 11:44AM

    Way to go!

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SEABREEZE63 12/25/2012 7:20AM

    You are a runner!

That first 1/2 mile or mile for me is always working out the stiffness in this body. I have been running 3X a week for a little over 2 years now. I am thinking of finally adding a 4th easy-recovery day each week.

Keep on chugging along.

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KAPELAKIN 12/24/2012 7:04PM

    Congratulations! I'm glad to hear that you're enjoying your running so much. You can absolutely do the longer distances if you want to, especially now that you have a solid running base to work from.

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BESTSUSIEYET 12/24/2012 2:57PM

    Isn't God good, to do more than we ask or imagine? To make us into the person we never thought we could be? (Or wanted to be)? I'm so thrilled to see how the health-loving woman you have become this year! Thanks for being an encouragement to me through this journey! Merry Christmas, my friend! emoticon

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RISINGSUN2013 12/24/2012 12:28PM

    I can relate! Congrats on your fabulous running progress!

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MA_KING69 12/24/2012 12:27PM

    The first mile is the roughest

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Hi, my name is Lois and I'm a chocoholic!

Thursday, November 01, 2012

I've failed...I sit here eating this stupid "fun size" Halloween candy and can't stop. "Fun size?" For who?! I'm not having fun! I was hoping I had more self control with this stuff...but once I start, I can't stop. I think I have to get strict with myself again. I slacked off and started allowing myself to have a treat here and there, but then I just get altogether careless and by evening time, my calorie intake is shot.

I need to get a grip! The chocolate is not going to satisfy anything. I need to turn to other things to fill the needs, food won't do it..it only leaves me feeling defeated and guilty.
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I've made myself sick on chocolate tonight...but tomorrow is a new day.

The first step is admitting I have a problem, right?! So I admit it. I'm not as disciplined as I've pretended to be. Food still has a hold on me.

Hi, my name is Lois, and I'm a chocoholic.

  
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COMPUCATHY 12/2/2012 10:00AM

    It still has a hold on me, too. I think that realizing that is a really great first step. Then we know what the danger is...and we can avoid it and overcome it. Keep up the good work! Thanks for the encouragement! Spark on! emoticon emoticon

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CAMELSAMBA 11/15/2012 11:54AM

    Me too - the current widespread availability of good quality chocolate is my downfall. I have found one product that I pre-portion and can stick with that portion in a day (Trader Joe's chocolate covered ginger), but most other things are a disaster! This year we gave out full size candy bars at Halloween (candy we had to 'sell' for the high school orchestra) and I found it was much easier to resist than fun size anything. I have a friend who has committed to only buying fair trade chocolate, because of labor practices on many cacao plantations - since it's much more expensive, if I did that I might be able to rein in my eating.

Anyway, just wanted to express my empathy - been there done that, trying to figure out how to overcome it...

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BESTSUSIEYET 11/4/2012 8:53PM

    One more vote for dark chocolate here! Like Carrie, I eat small portions of the Ghiradelli's dark chocolate chips. But I admit, I was pretty close to goal weight before I started allowing myself to have them. I usually have a mix of whole almonds, dried blueberries, and dark chocolate chips in the pantry. It's our hiking snack. I keep some in my desk at work. I dod better if I eat the mix than if I just eat the chips!

All that said, I commend you for recognizing a trend, admitting a struggle, and turning to others for encouragement! Wise moves! hope you're back on track and have rid the house of the candy! Sending hugs your way!

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KAPELAKIN 11/2/2012 9:22PM

    I'll second the dark chocolate. I started buying 85% Lindt bars, and 1-2 squares is all you'll want, and it doesn't have as much sugar to reinforce the craving cycle the way milk chocolate does. Get that Halloween stuff out of the house! Tomorrow, the next hour or the next minute is an opportunity to start fresh.


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SEWINGMAMACDS 11/2/2012 2:40PM

    My name is Carrie, and I am a chocoholic too. Therefore, I don't buy candy. I get the ghiradelli 60% chocolate chips at Sam's and then portion them out through the day. Sometimes even sucking on one chip helps curb the craving and that is all I need.


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EGGCHICK 11/2/2012 12:06PM

    I hear you. My name is Carol and I'm a chocoholic!

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JUDYHELP 11/1/2012 11:44PM

  emoticon tomorrow is a new day and a fresh start. emoticon for a better day. Continued success on your new journey. emoticon emoticon Judy

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KAYE454 11/1/2012 11:37PM

  That is way I don't keep any chocolate in my house these days

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NANCYRUBIO 11/1/2012 11:37PM

    A lot of us feel that way. I just can't stop even though it makes me sick Keep small pieces of dark chocolate for when it hits.

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My Focus

Friday, September 28, 2012

It's quiet at the office today so I thought I'd play some music while I work. Years ago I made a mixed CD with various worship and meditative songs.

Life can get stressful and chaotic and it's easy to get caught up in worry about the future. This old worship song brought my focus back to where it should be. It IS all about Him!


It's all about You, Jesus
And all this is for You
For Your glory and your fame
It's not about me
As if You should do things my way
You alone are God
And I surrender to your ways

Jesus, lover of my soul
All consuming fire is in Your gaze
Jesus, I want you to know
I will follow you all my days
For no one else in history is like you
And history itself belongs to you
Alpha and Omega, You have loved me
And I will share eternity with You

youtu.be/dD-ZdMOx_HY

  
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BESTSUSIEYET 9/29/2012 12:22AM

    Thanks for sharing this beautiful prayer! May we make it our own! Have a great weekend as you enjoy the health God has blessed you with!

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1GODGIRL 9/28/2012 2:05PM

    amen!

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SEWINGMAMACDS 9/28/2012 11:47AM

    Amen!

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