Friday, March 27, 2009
I swear, I have GOT to stop looking at the scale. I am OK. I am doing well. My clothes fit better, I even had to start wearing a belt with one of my pants because they are about to fall off. I feel stronger than I have in a long time. I feel better about the way my body looks a little more everyday.
I keep going up and down on that scale never being able to lose more than 5 lbs from my beginning weight. I don't have that much to lose, you would think it would be easy for someone to lose 10-15 lbs. I have always heard that the last 5 are the hardest but it seem like for me the whole thing is the hardest!!
Maybe I am asking to much of myself. I have been on Spark since August but quickly fell off until February, is it to much to ask to lose more than 5 lbs and keep it off in that 6 weeks or so??
I am still working to get my eating habits under control and I believe I will get there but I thought I would get to my goal weight by April 1. I doubt if that will happen now...
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