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Starting over

Thursday, April 08, 2010

OK, each time I come back to this page I'm a few lbs. heavier. 204, 207.5, 214....This sucks!

I was recently laid off and now I have no excuses for not losing weight. I have time to work out, time to track food and no office treats and stress on a daily basis. NO EXCUSES.

I think the last few pounds I put on where due to the holidays as well as the stress involved with the fear and anticipation of being laid off.

Right nw I really need the self confidence boost you get from losing weight. I can't go into interviews with ny pants being a little tight and being self conscious. Plus I'm not going to be able to afford to go buy new clothes.

It starts today!

  
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PATTPR 4/8/2010 11:23AM

    Good luck re-starting ... I just restarted myself, and I'm feeling great. The difference this time is that I'm really trying to ensure there isn't a need for a 'next time'.

Good luck with the job hunt!

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Starting over

Thursday, April 08, 2010

OK, each time I come back to this page I'm a few lbs. heavier. 204, 207.5, 214....This sucks!

I was recently laid off and now I have no excuses for not losing weight. I have time to work out, time to track food and no office treats and stress on a daily basis. NO EXCUSES.

I think the last few pounds I put on where due to the holidays as well as the stress involved with the fear and anticipation of being laid off.

Right nw I really need the self confidence boost you get from losing weight. I can't go into interviews with ny pants being a little tight and being self conscious. Plus I'm not going to be able to afford to go buy new clothes.

It starts today!

  


Letting it go

Monday, September 28, 2009

OK, so the X husbands new girlfriend is skinny and pretty. But I'm letting it go. Nothing I can do to change it and it is not worth getting upset about things you can't control. Actually I'm going to use it as motivation to be be skinny.

I'm reading the book 7 habits of highly effective people. It says to visualize what you want to happen and start with the end in mind. I'm visualizing a me as a size 12 with a nice guy standing next to me with his arms around me.

Starting taking Liporeexall today. Hoping it will give me jump start on my weight loss. So far it is leaving me with dry mouth and a bit sick to my stomach, but I'm willing to give it a chance and see what happens.



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Seriously!

Friday, September 25, 2009

I have been divorced since 2000. My kids were 2 and 5 at the time. 9 years and 40 lbs later my time is focused on my kids, home, family and job. I have done a little on-line dating, but nothing that has lasted more than a couple weeks. I put up barriers so people don't get too close and can hurt me. The fat works well in that respect, but of course my confidence in myself goes lower everyday.

My X remarried a couple years after our divorce. Now for the 2nd time he is getting a divorce (Not his choice). They have been separated for about 4 months. It is his weekend with the kids and I just found out that he will bringing his new girl friend along for a weekend trip.

My kids are still dealing with the fact that they the family they knew is no longer in tact. No step mom, moving to an apartment and no longer seeing or spending time with their step sisters. I feel so strongerly that this will impact them negatively. He, of course thinks it is just fine and the reason I feel this way is because I don't have someone in my life.

I know this is a diet/fitness/health site, but I just needed to share. Just to tie it in with diet, I will say that all of this just makes me want to eat a brownie!

  


Getting sick

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Not feeling the best today. Maybe the upside will be that I have no appitete!

  


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