Wednesday, April 24, 2013
I am stuck in a rut, funk, and whatever else you want to call it. The only comfort I found today was in some loaded tater tots, chipotle chicken tendercrip sandwich, and a large Sprite.... NOOOOW, I feel even worse.
Why I did it? I don't know.... I packed my breakfast, lunch, and snacks with me. This is getting a little ridiculous... I AM SO STRESSED
I can't get to the root of what is keeping me from being successful at losing this weight.
WHAT IS MY PROBLEM.... UGGHHHH
Monday, April 15, 2013
I have a goal....
I am determined....
I am focused like never before....
I refuse to allow failure to over take me....
I will not give up....
I am going to work harder....
I will keep my eyes on the prize and push....
I won't continue to give in to the urge to quit....
This is my goal, This is my mission.....
Food you will no longer have control over me....
I AM victorious, I will not accept defeat!
Writing the Vision and Making it plan....
I won't let go until I see the results manifest.... I WON'T LET GO
Friday, April 05, 2013
It's been almost 11 weeks since I had a beautiful little girl. I have so much on my plate from being a wife, a mother of two, employee, entrepreneur, student, and etc. that I feel like I am heading for a melt down in a matter of seconds.
How do you physically keep up with cleaning, working, pumping milk, feedings, studying, changing pampers, going to church, potty training, grocery shopping, paying bills, cooking, playtime, building a business, wiping noses, combing hair, giving baths, intimate time, washing clothes, organizing your house, ironing clothes, folding clothes, little to no sleep, EATING, and EATING RIGHT.... IT IS IMPOSSIBLE...
I am SO overwhelmed, so I eat.... and lately I have been eating so uncontrollably it's crazy. Non-stop, I feel like I have to have something in my mouth contantly. I've begin to take notice that I am losing control of myself when it comes to eating. When I wrote down all that I ate yesterday back to back, my mouth dropped in awe because I stuffed myself with so much food so fast.
THIS IS A HUGE PROBLEM.....
I've got to get control of this, I need help... I am SO discouraged.
Friday, June 15, 2012
I am not feeling my best today. Everything I have tried to eat has not gone over to well. Although it has not come back up, it's just that yuckiness in my mouth. Not sure what this little baby likes just yet, but we surely did agree on a vanilla cone from McDonald's.
Thursday, June 14, 2012
So... I took a few days off after finding out I was pregnant. I celebrated a little
bit with some junk food. Picked up about 2 lbs just for fun to celebrate. I was so stunnedby the news, that I figured why not have a milk shake and a butter finger. I did get a piece of fried chicken too! Since, I've been eating so healthy lately.... it all tasted kind of gross to me, so it was definitely a waste of calories.
So, I've got back into the groove of things as of today. I had 2 donut holes because my head was slightly swimming though. I even had a little bit of a soda and it didn't go over too well on on my taste buds. So everything else is in line with my healthy way of life..... I've accounted for everything I have had and will have on today.
I am having a hard time with adding more food to my dietary though. I know I am suppose to add at least 300-500 more calories to my caloric intake, but I am really not hungry. Not sure what to do about that, but we'll work it out somehow even if it's adding a bowl of cereal or something.
ANY SUGGESTIONS? I don't want to starve my little precious one....
Well, I plan to get a 30 min walk in ontoday. I even found out that I can continue in my turbojam, but LOW and I do mean LOW impact. I just want to work on my arms so they won't be as jiggly as J-E-L-L-O.... hahaha
Well that's keep this party rolling... I have my !st Doctor's appt on 07/03, so I'll keep you posted on our lil peanut..... Love you all
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