Sunday, January 29, 2012
So, i took my ex boyfriends mom out for dinner tonight for her birthday.. Your probably thinking why?!?! lol.. because shes one of my friends.. b4 me and my x dated i was friend with him and his family for 9 years.
Well i saw him tonight with his new girlfriend.. i was chilling with his mom and he went up stairs with his girl. It still hurts.. I loved that boy so much. I wish i never dated him because i knew deep down inside of me i wasnt ready for a relationship.. i still had issues with myself.. If you cant love yourself.. how could you love someone else? And thats where i was at when i was dating him. Im finally down 65 pounds.. i feel great dont get me wrong.. Theirs alot of good changes in my life after we broke up.. its just that i miss him.. i dont miss the relationship.. i miss my best friend :(