Monday, October 24, 2011
Its been 3months sense me and my ex broke up! At first it was kind of hard.. but must i tell you.. im THANKFUL that the lord ended are relationship. I had no trust in him, and he was doing things behind my back. Even though we are not together.. can you please pray for him?.. His name is josh.. he found another girl which im OK with.. but the sad thing is, is they have been only dating for 2 months, shes preggo and their engaged hes basically a 23 year old man stuck inside a 15 yr olds body...enough about him..
So, sense these past 3 months.. i have been doing me monday-sunday!! Im doing AMAZING! Finally down 45 pounds.. im slowly getting into the bible, trying to pray every day, saving money, still eating right (even though i might break once ina while.. i get right back up and dust my shoulders off),working out 7 days of the week, still working 2 jobs, i have been sober for 7months! Im taking care of my life and people can notice alot of changes in me! From my weight to my happiness! Its been 2 weeks sense i have been talking to a guy i went to high school with!! The funny thing is.. we dated for a week in HS.. I dont even remember why we broke up..Alot has changed ever sense then.. Hes became christian! Hes dedicated to god! Someone i have been praying for! Iv always attracted the WRONG men!! I talked to him the other night on the phone and i loved how peaceful his spirit was!!.. I still want to do myself i really dont want a relationship right now.. but im willing to be his friend.. and see where it might take us in the future! You never know what god has planned ;)
Have a good rest of the week my SP friends! Love yall and wish you the best of luck!! We can do this!