Tuesday, June 07, 2011
Well, as you all know me and my Ex are either broken up or taking a break..To me were on a break idk how he feels about this situation.. The past few days have been really really rough..Its a constant battle in my head about being happy then not.. I think the roughest part about this split is not only did i lose my man.. but i lost my best friend! Iv known this boy for 10 years and out of those 10 years we have been dating for almost 2 years. I gotta admit i enjoyed every min of his company! He was such an amazing person, Hes kind hearted, He would do anything for me, calls me his Queen, Basically he does everything a grl would want her man to do.. the only problem is NO job. I know he still loves me.. even though the past 2 days he has been ignoring me, almost making me feel like i wasted my time.. But today i received a text and in that text he told me he missed me and hes still thinking about me.
Joshua if your reading this blog..thank you so much for making me feel like you still care. I still love you with all my heart.. n i hope you will still let god be your friend. He will never let you down, and if were ment to be together, then we will be together when the time is right!.. Love you and make sure you take care of yourself. If their is anything bothering you, making you angry, frustrated or slow sit down with god for a few mins and pray...all he wants is for you to talk him.. love you and keep your head up!