Thursday, December 02, 2010
haven't been on Spark in awhile or I would;ve seen your email. My issue is: if it is in the house I can't resist. I have gotten out of exercising-I havent gained(YET). I am running around at my job on my feet all day long, so when I get home I am beat. I think of my bike sitting in the other room, but can't get motivated to get up. I think about the gym membership, but can't get there either. Excuses I know. My goal is to get to the gym tomorrow or definitely on the weekend to start. Tonight I am going to either go for a walk or hop on my bike or both as soon as I get home instead of collapsing into a chair.
There was a time I went to the gym in the morning but with the job position change I am simply worn out(a co-worker went off work-they aren't saying why and I have been back-up since August and I am getting tired of it-the people in charge don't care, as long as the work is getting done-I wish I could be one of those people that could just say who cares, and let things slide, but I am not like that-I have to try and get it done even if I don't like it. Jobs aren't in abundance out there in the world. People are suffering and I am lucky I have a paycheck.
Enough on that-time to work on the inside me. I watch the biggest loser and know inside of me is a healthy person screaming to get out. No one will care about me but me, so it is up to me to get it accomplished.