Thursday, July 22, 2010
I can't be the only person in the world that wears their heart on their sleeve. I kinda feel like that heart is close to being washed off from time to time. I think I am just tired and perhaps misunderstood.
I have a dry sense of humor and I am very stubborn. There are two ways to get things done: 1) My way, and 2) The way I want things done. I am truly working on becoming more flexible and accepting. I know my way is not always the easiest way or the most correct, but it is the way I choose.
Last weekend I wrote a blog on bike ride or walk. I blew out a tire, dislocated my knee cap and walked back to town. A couple of my friends are pretty upset about me doing so. I have been told I need couseling for some "issue". Probably correct, but then again...I had something to prove to myself.
I did what I felt I needed to do. I have scraped several things from my plate, and I am trying to communicate more. Baby steps, time and patience! Know if I am not talking that I might have nothing to say. I AM NOT ANGRY!