Thursday, June 03, 2010
My gosh May went horribly wrong in so many ways. First, personal training was a bust. While I enjoyed doing it I was not seeing the results I need, which is my fault for sure, but I couldn't afford to keep paying if I wasn't going to suck it up and do what I was told!
Secondly, I had my commencement for the university I attend, and I just did not look good in the pictures. I felt fat, and I looked fat. For such a happy time I am disapointed in myself for allowing myself to fail at my weightloss goal. I was supposed to lose 40 lbs by May, and then I lowered it to 15, and then I didn't even complete that goal! I feel like a failure...
Thirdly, I bought the bodybugg a few months back and have been doing really well with it until May. It just seems that I got in this place where I was done being healthy, and I was done wearing the bugg or being active. I sulked most of May.
So anyways I am not sure how to get back on track. I have been emplementing healthier eating for many months now, and have been doing "ok" with it although I am still eating out A LOT! My big problem right now is physical activity. I need ideas as to how to get more active and keep active.