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Thursday, August 08, 2013

Nightingale and me...
Wow I have been telling everyone how I am pregnant in the Lord, and I am in a state of expectancy and birthing a new destiny and being promoted! Wow little did I know I was prophetically speaking that out!

Myself and my friend Celebrate arrived safely in Tulsa and was picked up at the airport by Surrender and Flutter (we all get covenant names of how Papa sees us...I am Lightheart)
We arrive at Nightingale's lovely huge home and there are 5 of us on fire for Jesus women!!!!
WHOOT!!!!!!!!! Nightingale is a bit frantic because she is getting ready for a date with her friend now boyfriend Media....Her first date date....whoot! Celebrate and I settle in and relax and unpack and get our rooms set up....

Fast forward the next day and we are in deep worship...waste of time to put make up on Lightheart...oh well all cried the conference starts and what is the first thing they begin with is now is the time we are Birthing Our Authority!!!! What.....The whole conference was about the womb and new I was meant to be there!

The week flew by with prophetic painting, flagging, shawling, worship, lots of new teachings,
Shabbat Dinner together, new connections, friends, love, healing....prayer....sweet sweet sweet..and very Tulsa is hot and humid....good thing for air conditioning!

My favorite parts was going to ICU which was soaking for an hour to beautiful music and kids and people would come up and give me a word from the Lord....Day one I was a hot mess with a whole pile of tissues from tears and grief overwhelming me...but all that got healed...thank you LORD....The second amazing favorite part was going to my prayer app....(appointment)
It was similar in some ways to the healing room with 3 people praying for me, but the difference was there were lots of intercessors in another room listening to the Lord and texting the person receiving the texts and giving it to the lead person...Major healing...all about trauma in the womb!!!! Yup I had to be there a divine appointment for sure!

The biggest surprise was being Ordained as a Minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, I can now marry people, bury people ... lots of people spoke into my life as I sat with a group of other ordained ministers!!!!

So overall it was supernatural and over the top in everyway....All I had to pay for was a few meals all else was paid for and provided! God is so Good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Glad to be back in Seattle at a cool 80 degrees....ahhhhhhh....Not a big fan of Tulsa, but I will miss my Blue Flame Family!!!

Kids and Adults painting during worship

Flagger in training

Love you Sparkies out in Summer Sparkland
W H O O T!!!!

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MILLIE-MILOU 8/27/2013 8:13AM

    Does that make you Reverend Lightheart? emoticon
Glad you had a great time xxx

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ROZEEROZ1 8/17/2013 7:59AM

    Glad you had fun.

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4-1HEALTHYCYNDI 8/9/2013 2:53PM

    Welcome home! Sounds like you had a truly wonderful trip. I'm so glad you got to go. Hope things continue to go so well for you.

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MAZZYR 8/9/2013 8:07AM

    Hey Nan Nan, welcome home. So glad you enjoyed your trip. Xo

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I love Being Pregnant in the Lord!!!

Thursday, July 25, 2013

Man being Pregnant in the Lord is so amazing...He is blessing me with such favor and finances!

After Richard left I had a freak insurance, under water $600....BUT GOD!
I cried out to the Lord and said ok Lord you are now my Husband, since mine went AWAL and you are my provider...Well God is good ALL the Time...He provided....

4 Art fee and I am selling my work, promoting my kids art camp and offering private lessons

Art Camp Sub for my artist friend who got the Proposal...whoot and got into the Bellevue Art Fair...Whoot...So this week will be my second art camp the Farm....

love this Duck resting his/her? Beak on the concrete

Kids at recess building a house...cute...I gotta get pix of their work...tomorrow...

And today I got for Free an $801.00 ticket to fly next Wed. to Tulsa, Oklahoma from the Leaders of Terraforming... for the Terraforming Big Conference known as August Rush...this is the Biggie! And for Free....
Plus no car rental, no hotel, just meals!!!! God is so Good! I have been crying out Send me...and
He hears me!!! Being Pregnant with Expectation of Blessings is so supernatural...and yummy!
Wow this makes me just want to shout it to the world that MY GOD IS FAITHFUL AND GOOD! That He is my Strong tower in times of trouble!!! Praise the Lord!

And you know what else...I really really wanted to take the Silk Painting class from one of my favorite artist friend Anne amazing artist...but again No $...So I emailed Anne and asked her if she needed a helper I would love to help her...but her reply was her husband was helping I let it go...BUT GOD....I got an email the day before from Anne saying her hubby was going to be busy and she would love for me to help her!!! Kisses from Papa!!!
Here is what I got to be part of....

The hot bees wax image

Final silk paintings

And to top it off I got to paint during worship....

You know I have never had to rely on God before like now...and I am kinda glad Richard left...It has increased my faith so tremendously....and I just love being Pregnant!!!!

Blessings from Seattle we have had a screaming HOT July....all month...unheard

Love you Sparkies...
Preggo Lightheart xoxo

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ROZEEROZ1 8/7/2013 9:29PM

    I am blessed by your blog. Jesus thank you for all the support that you are giving Nan. I am blessed out of my socks for your provision for Nan. Thank You Jesus. Jesus the baby needs You too. You are now the provider for both. In Your Name Jesus we pray that you will continue the financial blessings and as well the spiritual growth too. I ask for a hedge of protection around this whole situation in Your Name Jesus I pray this amen.

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  Nan, our Lord is the most awesome and precious source of our being who we are in Him and we belong to Him and He takes such good care of each of us all the time simply because He loves each of us so much and His grace is flowing like never before because as the darkness tries to over take us His grace is multiplying and over taking the darkness by leaps and bounds because His grace is more then sufficient.

Just keep following His leading and guiding of where He wants you to be and all your provision is already here and now for you.

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TINKERBELL200 7/26/2013 9:34PM

    Woo-Hoo! Blessings and blessing to you my pregnant friend! Our God is such an awesome God all the time! Love the paintings! You are so talented! the camp looks like the kids are having a blast! Hope your Art shows are fun and profitable.
This has been a awesome week for me too! My DH was fired in April from his job of 14 years for a mistake he made. They tried to withhold his unemployment saying it was misconduct. Unemployment deemed it not to be and we just got 10 weeks of unemployment at once. Plus the job interviews are coming in like a flood finally for next week! And the place where he was working is closing in Dec. Plus another battle we have been having made some progress this week too! This week and last have been filled with Suddenly's and I pray your life will be filled with them too!

Praise God!!! he is faithful and never fails us! That's because Love never fails and He loves us so much!

Big emoticon to you and may you continue to be blessed!

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MCJULIEO 7/26/2013 9:50AM

    What a great testimony of God's compassion, faithfulness, and provision!

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MSKRIS7 7/26/2013 9:00AM

    God is in control all the time!! emoticon emoticon

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4-1HEALTHYCYNDI 7/25/2013 11:26AM

    Sounds like life is full and fun! WOOHOO! Glad things are working out for you on a lot of different fronts. Wonderful paintings!

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LYNKIN 7/25/2013 8:40AM

    Wow, Nan! God is providing for you! Remember that I am interested in a cat painting when you have time. emoticon

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MILLIE-MILOU 7/25/2013 3:28AM

I just knew God would take a hand in your life and do something amazing.
R xx

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TLG71567 7/25/2013 1:10AM

    Congratulations on all of your blessings. God does step in and answers our prayers even when we don't know what we're asking for. emoticon

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I am Pregnant!

Sunday, July 14, 2013

I am so pregnant with new life in me...I am getting ready to birth my new purpose and destiny and I feel so full of the Holy Spirit it has to be the most amazing happy time in my life!
Yes! Can you believe it after the drama last month...that this month is all about the Joy of the Lord! Who has time to be sad...when Life is so full of possibilities.

I have been so busy painting and the Lord is opening doors left and right...I am amazed at the flood gates of blessings.

This past Wed-Th and Friday was Art Camp at Kelsey Creek Farm...OH my what fun but EXHAUSTING...17 kiddos'...ages 6-11 for 6 hours!!!!!!!!!!! I would get home and
be wiped out!

kids at recess...
Then painting for my art show that was tonight...

I sold my Lion of Judah and the Holy Spirit painting

More kids interested in my Art Camp...that is a good thing...
And I met an amazing woman today was a divine appointment and she may be my new roommate...She attends El Shaddai about my age...
So That is a quick update...Life is sweet being full of new life and pregnant with ideas for a new life for Nan...
Keep me in your prayers for an abundance of finances to show up to bless me...
Love you Sparkies...
Nan is headed to bed to Rest in the LORD!

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  He loves you so much and deeply and He will give you the desires of your heart as you keep stepping through all the doors that He is opening just for you in Him.

Consistency in Jesus is your victory in the birthing process of dreaming dreams and envisioning visions that come from the Father of Lights with no shadow of turning.

Your life is just beginning to unfold into what He has planned for you in Him. emoticon

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SLIMMERJESSE 7/15/2013 12:23AM

    I've wondered how you've been; very happy to hear you are doing well.

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MCJULIEO 7/14/2013 4:20PM

    So much good news!

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MILLIE-MILOU 7/14/2013 3:22PM

    Way to go Nan. I knew that The Lord would open some new doors for you.
You are such an inspiration and, of course, we will keep right on praying for you.

R xxx

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4-1HEALTHYCYNDI 7/14/2013 2:15PM

    Glad things are looking up for you now. Keep shining brightly my friend.

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TLG71567 7/14/2013 11:42AM

    Your paintings are beautiful. Glad the art camp went well. I used to be an elementary art teacher, so I fully understand that exhaustion. Get some rest.

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ROZEEROZ1 7/14/2013 8:27AM

    wonderful news. Jesus bless Nan with abundance of finances for her camp to be successful for all those who will be coming. Send gifted volunteers too. Bless the new life to come in your name Jesus |I pray this amen

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MSKRIS7 7/14/2013 8:02AM

    Great News!! God is so FAITHFUL!! emoticon

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MAZZYR 7/14/2013 7:26AM

    Oh Nan Nan, you are an inspiration! Live life, enjoy today, moment by moment, with love in your heart. Xo

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The Door To My Heart is Finally Shut

Sunday, July 07, 2013

So today July 6th is our 1 year wedding anniversary...what a joke...Our meet up today got cancelled because coward was still working and in eastern' s all good. I had stuff in my car of his and dropped it off at his Aunt Hazel's house...she look stunned when she answered the door...not friendly at all???? I told her Richard and I were to meet but he texted me he was out of town and is it ok to drop his stuff off at her place? She said ok...I asked her about her health and she told me she fell down, and pulled up her pant leg...omg her knee was so swollen...I asked if I could pray for her knee and reluctantly she let me and I asked if I could give her a hug...another oh ok...the vibe was strained...Richard has told her something that makes her not trust me...
Fast forward to me in my car driving home and I decided to call Richard since we couldn't meet...I NEED CLOSURE...ANSWERS...ANYTHING...OMG he actually answered his phone for the first time in a month!!! He chatted about his work and how everyone is quitting...blah blah blah...Then I said I called to get closure...I asked Richard what really went wrong? And of course it was ...well you stole $2,100 from my account and wiped me out!??? WHAT ?
Ummm how about the truth...$125 + $125 rent and 300 food...that does not add up to $2,100
no wonder Aunt Hazel looked at me funny he is telling I stole $ from him....OHHHHHH I wanted to print out multiple copies of my May banking statement and send it to his entire family of my transactions...but today's sermon was on Vengeance is the I was ticked...
My next question was is this relationship salavable...HIs answer No...and He Was NOT WILLING TO DO ANYTHING TO MAKE THINGS BETTER....Hmmmmm interesting...I said ok...Just want you to know this conversation is being recorded in Heaven. He said he wants to MOVE ON...AND NOT BE MARRIED... I said so you are saying you refuse to do anything to improve our relationship, no mercy, forgiveness, grace......his answer Stop Nan I am Done...I said then why did you Marry me?
Relationships take work they are snarly, difficult, give and take...Sounds like you were not ready for a relationship, because you haven't forgiven your 1st and 2nd wife and your daughter...His pattern is to put a wall up and bale out..And he wants nothing to do with me as a friend...I said thank you because I can now close my heart to you and the hope I had and move on....That felt complete finally....A new life I felt free because I did all I could do on my part and God's knows I tried...

So the good news I did my was awesome...I sold a bunch , had a ball and had people interested in Private Art lessons and kids camp!!! I made $210 in a short 2 hrs...awesome with great contacts...I will be there the next 3 Sat...My friend Michael helped me with my tent and hanging my show...what a great friend.

So it is a new beginning...I wish I didn't take his name Gorman...thinking of inventing my own name...I will be praying about that. MaYBE a G name for GG's in Nana GG...any ideas...

So here is a couple of shots and stuff sold...
Love you sparklers...
Loved my fun Cat painting ...lots of smiles on this will be painted again...

Lion of Judah and the Holy Spirit

A series of Abstracts

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LYNKIN 7/27/2013 9:36AM

    Hi Nan,

This is the blog where I saw the cat painting. Love the blue background too! A lot of blue in my home! emoticon

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ROZEEROZ1 7/14/2013 8:34AM

    Glad to hear that you are getting closure with plans to move on. Jesus pls guide Sis through this new journey and strengthen her. In your name Jesus "I pray this amen.

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TINKERBELL200 7/10/2013 8:04PM

    So sorry to hear nan but am glad you are getting closure. Glad your art show went well and you got some camp and lesson business. God will get you through this! Love your paintings! You are awesome!

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GODZDESIGN95 7/10/2013 5:56PM

    Oh girl I am sorry but you will heal. after all w e serve the mighty healer of heaven. You work is awesome!

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MILLIE-MILOU 7/9/2013 10:33AM

    Hi Nan
Glad you got some closure. You are worth so much more than being married to a commitment retard, and a liar to boot. From reading back I think that he just wants someone to fund him so he could keep all his money. He sounds like a right old Mr Neverwrong. Marriage takes two people to make it work and you are a worker and he is a taker. He will come to realise that he has mucked about the most wonderful person that he will ever know. His loss.

Love your paintings Nan, a great outlet for you. I shall keep praying for you and for lots of art sales too. You are an awesome artist.

As for a name change? What about your birth name or your previous married name? When my marriage was annulled to my ex numpty-brain I went straight back to my maiden name, within the week.


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LIGHTHEART09 7/9/2013 2:46AM

    G for God is Good and has my back...
G is for Good riddence Richard
G is for Going for the Gold in my Art Work
G is for Going forward with my life full speed ahead
G is for Great things are in store for me
G is for Gotta create more paintings...
Thanks for the love..

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4-1HEALTHYCYNDI 7/8/2013 5:29PM

    Love the pics! Such vibrant colors, even when you are not necessarily in a bright place. You are a strong woman. I'm glad that you have found the closure that you needed and can now move forward into the new path your life is taking. Remember that this life is a journey and the road we travel will be varied and winding before we reach our final destination.

No idea on the name front... however grandma GG might stand for giving girl because that's what you are.


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  I forgot to mention I really think you have a special unique gift for expressing who you are in your paintings. They are so beautiful and crisp and inspired by who you are in Jesus that people are just drawn to them. emoticon emoticon

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  GG for God's Grace?

Well, now that you have closure you will surprised at how quickly new doors will open for you and you will become so busy you will not have the time or inclination to ever again look back at the past.

Keep focused on Jesus because you are His beloved and you will walk in His truth, love, grace, mercy and peace and His joy and gladness and happiness, Yes and Amen in the name of Jesus. emoticon

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SMILINGEYES2 7/7/2013 10:41AM

    Sorry he was not open to working it out together. Sounds like he is emotionally and socially immature. At least you can work on healing and moving on knowing his attitude on this.

Love your art. What a great outlet. The classes sound like fun.

Praying for you during this challenging time.

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SMILINGEYES2 7/7/2013 10:41AM

    Sorry he was not open to working it out together. Sounds like he is emotionally and socially immature. At least you can work on healing and moving on knowing his attitude on this.

Love your art. What a great outlet. The classes sound like fun.

Praying for you during this challenging time.

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SMILINGEYES2 7/7/2013 10:40AM

    Sorry he was not open to working it out together. Sounds like he is emotionally and socially immature. At least you can work on healing and moving on knowing his attitude on this.

Love your art. What a great outlet. The classes sound like fun.

Praying for you during this challenging time.

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MSKRIS7 7/7/2013 9:11AM

    I agree with Jibbe also. Great paintings!!
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RASPBERRY56 7/7/2013 7:56AM

    My sentiments are with JIBBIE49 - ALL THE WAY! *Please* resume the use your birth surname as soon as possible! I SOOOOO hate to use the term "maiden name" since the images it conjures up are NOT modern, contemporary or *EMPOWERING* to women at all!

Please make sure you have a strong social support system - along with competent legal guidance!

Hang in there!


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JIBBIE49 7/7/2013 7:00AM

    Why don't you take back your Maiden name, since you were born with it and it's yours? Take your mother's Maiden name or your Grandmother;s.

Glad you are done with Richard. LEAVE HIM ALONE and don't try to be a therapist for him. Men his age have way to many women out there willing to pay his way for him, so just move on and do for YOU.

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SPARKCHANTAL 7/7/2013 2:55AM

    g for great paintings
g for my cat georgie
g for gee whiz, sorry to hear about this mess.

g for get out of a relationship as superficial as this one
g for go gal! tina turner did it, too!

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Seriously LORD....let down to break thru....What a Rollercoaster

Friday, July 05, 2013

Happy 4th of July!!!! emoticon
Had a serious melt down....My roommate decided she was NOT going to move in...omg! But I think the LORD saved me from her...she I saw when I went to get some of her stuff she is a full on HOARDER! Yup crap all over her floor, papers, clothes...rug what I thought was a great match was $650 in the red....Jesus help me!

This Sat will be our 1 year Anniversary....yippy...NOT...I need closure....I don't want a Annulment would be better...Then I might get to claim Joel's social it is now my status is married...don't think SS is going to give me Joel's SS with that status...

Met with the coward Richard last Sat...I had his mail and found more stuff...He looked worn out...he is NOT sleeping and NOT eating well...but why should I be concerned? Well because I still love the fool..Why should I love him? Only God knows I should be raging angry at this man who left me high and dry, who never returns my texts or messages, who is selfish, prideful has to be right, has unforgiveness, makes decisions that hurt others and are not loving, abandoned me. I should hate him, yet I pray for this man....I cry for him, my heart aches for him to turn back to the LORD...I mean who just ups and leaves without talking issues over...
It is criminal....Esp. since he knew full well I was making a lot less $$$ and would not be able to keep my place without some other income... The words "Get a JOB" still ring in my ears...
Well Mr. Perfect I am looking and scrambling because of your unloving, non commitment, and cowardly way of just abandoning your WIFE! Gee Mr. Communication is my specialty...yeah right... Do you sense a little frustration here....That's after this morning I was on my knees crying my eyes out asking Jesus for H E L P!!!! I am so done with men that can't step up and be the men they are supposed to be..Women out shine the men....Every Christian conference more women, in Healing Rooms for Volunteers...women...Intercessory prayer...women....Where are our men our covering....Will there be men in Heaven???? (That was a joke)

So he got his stuff I said I missed him asked him how he was doing ...and all he talked about was work....Work...Work...Work...that is his life...really it is...the guy is worked to death...but work is his god small g.

This weekend I asked to have a meeting...urgent...I just need to know where he is and what the hell happened to our marriage...What his next steps are...I need closure. My head still is in unbelief a person actually did this behavior....

The Good news God has my back I just found out in my area there is Jazz night and they welcome artist for an art the next 4 Sat. I will be selling my paintings and promoting my kids classes...My dil made me a website and cards. AND I got a call from an artist friend from Seattle Revival Center my new church she needs a sub for her art camp this next week
$22 an hour...whoot! That would help soooo much....God is so good and here is more...
This is why I love my life....

My Mimi's Passport pix...she and mama is going to Israel in two weeks

Jaren and Miral...too stinkin cute....

Dad my son Justin and Jaren at Great Grammas pool....

Red Neck Jaren on the 4th...he is out of diapers...whoot

And finally my MIMI passed out on the 4th of July...
Happy 4th....and GOD BLESS AMERICA!!!!
I love you Sparkies...keep me in prayer for finances!!!!

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4-1HEALTHYCYNDI 7/8/2013 4:47PM

    Such cuties. **HUGS**

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MSKRIS7 7/8/2013 10:42AM

    So cute!!

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GODZDESIGN95 7/6/2013 3:49PM

    I am glad you found a way to make some money!! Men like to be in charge but when it comes out to brace tax they fall. WE are the weaker vessels word of God said?? Well can not argue with God. I believe most men think they do not need God and if they do they may think it is a weakness. Please wise men fear GOD!Keep on !going that devil is a liar!

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  emoticon You are His beloved so walk in faith and love knowing how much you ae cherished and protected and how He heals you spirit, soul and body and keep on following Holy Spirit who leads you into all truth and know that He is your provision and provides all just for you. emoticon emoticon emoticon

Those babies are beautiful and a heritage from heaven above and they are your heart just as you are their heart. Enjoy them. emoticon

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MCJULIEO 7/5/2013 7:43PM

    How precious your blessings are!

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MILLIE-MILOU 7/5/2013 1:35PM

    Lucky escape with the roomy Nan. My ex was a hoarder, or at least he tried to hoard which is hard work living with me emoticon

Will you be able to get an annulment from numpty-boy? rather than a divorce. I am not sure of the annulment rules and regs. I was annulled from my ex but then I was never legally married to the great twit. Not sure of the ins & outs but I have a bit of paper regarding the break up, not a divorce certificate though.

It sounds like The Lord is working hard to find you work and art projects to pay the rent. Is there any chance of you moving so somewhere a bit cheaper or is Seattle really expensive to rent a home in?

Your grandkids are gorgeous. I am sure that God is watching over you and most definitely them too.
Love you Nan

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MAZZYR 7/5/2013 11:01AM

    Oh Nan Nan, this life drama will be behind you one day. I'm so sorry for the pain it is causing you today. I hear what you are saying about your feelings for Richard, however, would it make sense to find out the process for annulment or find out how Richard feels about it? I'm only suggesting this because it may make you feel better knowing you are in control of the next step in your relationship. The idea that you are at the mercy of someone else's choices with regard to your future is overwhelming to say the least.

Beautiful photos, you are blessed. On dark days I always remember to focus on all that I'm grateful for, and I'm so pleased that you can look past the drama of today and remember what's really important.

You are a special lady. Take good care of Nan Nan, lol, because I say so!


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TLG71567 7/5/2013 2:16AM

    Sorry about your roommate, ex-husband and money. On the other hand your children are beautiful and you are standing on your own two feet. Be proud of that and know that God will watch over you and help you through. Best of luck with everything.

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