Friday, October 19, 2012
I don't know about ya'll but what keeps me going right now is that people I always looked at and went "Dang she's all so much skinnier than I am" or "I want to look like that," are now looking at me and saying that to themselves. It just feels to good to have your accomplishments recognized.
BUT at the same time as if it is a race and I was always the fat girl in the group, my one friend is all, "Oh how can I get back on track" and "I'm such a looser," and in the next breath "you look so good." Now from where I sit she's not gained anything but is it a contest? do I have to stay the fat girl? what because I now finally look nice in a pair of jeans, instead of pouring out of them with a muffin top, you need to loose a size? Just feeling a little like.. really ya'll?
Anyway.. back to having my spark back... Thank you all for your support . I coach a girls running group after school, so I ran out of time yesterday.. got lazy talked myself out of it, so I only tracked what I ran with the girls.. but I'm back on track today. I've got 3 miles on the agenda and its gonna happen.