Monday, May 23, 2011
Gosh, where do I begin? I feel like Iíve been so out of sync and just not feeling like myself lately. I even thought about taking a leave of absence from spark! *gasp* I was grumpy and not even commenting on most of the blogs I was reading, which is SO not like me. I felt bad commenting on some people's blogs and not on others, so I just stopped all together! Then I thought, well maybe Iím depressedÖI kind of felt depressed...but it was weird because I didnít really have anything to be depressed about. I thought maybe itís just the chemical imbalance that goes with depression and even though everything is hunky dory in my life, I was just depressed b/c of a lack of seratonin. Which I still think had something to do with it. Then there was the light bulb momentÖ
I told my boyfriend how I was feeling and one of his first reactions was, ďWell, isnít it that time of the month again? Itís just your hormonesÖride it out and youíll be feeling like yourself here again in no time.Ē I swear this man knows my cycle better than I do! LOL
Iíve never really thought I suffered from PMS beforeÖI thought I was one of the lucky ones that it didnít affect! Boy was I wrong! It totally explained the moodiness and the depression! I also read a dear friend's blog that described how I was feeling to a Tóturns out it was her PMS and it explained a lot of things! Wow, I feel so much better knowing that Iím not falling off the deep end here! Do you guys ever get this way when itís that time of the month?
I tell you what, Iím going in with a game plan for next time! Iím so sorry if Iíve been MIA from your blogsÖIím feeling like my old self again, thank goodness!
On a totally different note, my step-nephew who is 17 was just released from the hospital after being there a week and Ĺ. He has a severe infection in his colon and they fear that he has Crohnís disease. They wonít be able to make a diagnosis for another 4-6 weeks because of the infection. His mother died from complications of this disease when she was 40, so he is pretty depressed about this whole thing, as is his father, (my sisterís hubby.) Please keep them in your prayers!
Hope everyone is doing ok! I promise to be a better sparkie!! Promise!