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Let's Get Real

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

So, I can't get into the ortho until tomorrow (Wednesday at 2pm EDT). I've kind of been in denial about the situation, but this morning when I had to stop in the middle of the hall because the pain shooting up my ankle was so severe (as I've had to do several times since then today), I figured I'd best face facts and admit that something is very wrong. If I'm being realistic, I will not be surprised if I walk out of the office tomorrow in a boot.

Look...I know this is a very temporary thing. And, my goodness, I have been in MUCH worse circumstances and much longer recovery periods in my lifetime. But, this Saturday is the Color Run. It is the first race I was ever interested in and the first race I ever committed to running. I have been looking forward to it for MONTHS, I recruited several team members and I paid $45! I can't tell you how upset I am that I won't be able to run it (and, just trust me, I won't be in any shape to run it by Saturday...if today is any indication). I thought I could walk it, but now I am questioning that as well.

My mind tells me all the things that you awesome SparkFriends have been telling me, but my heart is in a different place. That is what makes this so difficult for me.

Why is this so hard?

1. I was finally getting to a point of consistency with my running. My training plan for the half marathon just kicked in two weeks ago. I was doing so well! I'm not afraid of losing my physical conditioning as much as I am losing my momentum and my consistency. I was at 5 days a week of running and it was finally a habit.

INTELLIGENT RESPONSE: I have proved that I have the willpower. And, if I could do it once, I can do it again when I'm healed. More than that, I can CONTINUE to do it WHILE I'm injured. I realized I need to change my exercise perspective a bit...but I cannot quit.

2. I was just beginning to crawl out from under the crushing self-doubt that I've carried around with me for so many years...this idea that I can't ever possibly do anything active that matters...that I could never be an athlete...that it was, frankly, just TOO LATE for me. I was starting to think that maybe it COULD be possible...and I was getting to a point where I could see myself in that role. Athlete. It's amazing. I'm 34 years old and I've got 3 kids. How could a re-birth like this be possible at this point in my life?

INTELLIGENT RESPONSE: Can I still be an athlete? Of course! This is temporary. I know that in my head. But the feelings and the lies that slip in when you can't do what you love are really difficult to ignore. I know they are lies and I know this is temporary. It's just hard.

3. Running was a way to push back against my past defining me. I had this terrible accident that broke half my body...and I somehow came back from that to do things that I never imagined I could do. As I recline on my couch with a bag of ice on my ankle, I have awful flashbacks of injuries past. It is really tough to fight those old demons and hold them at bay. There was a lot of depression surrounding that accident, specifically the lack of mobility. It's like a horrible re-run (no pun intended...but funny pun nonetheless).

INTELLIGENT RESPONSE: THIS IS NOT THE SAME! Not even close! I still have 90% of my body functioning, which leaves room for a LOT of activity. I just need to DO it!

4. On top of that, there is a whole other world of pain that has nothing at all to do with my ankle. It's this horrible situation where I have to choose between one course of action and another. And, they simply can't co-exist. Even though I love them both and don't want to let go of either. In addition, it's always a shock when someone makes a choice FOR you...without much input from you. That is what happened here. And so I'm left reeling from the effects of it...and I didn't have a plan for how to handle my emotions. I certainly didn't expect to lose this part of my life at the same time that I would temporarily lose running. That, in itself has been quite a blow.

INTELLIGENT RESPONSE: Move on. Right? Easier said than done. I have ONE friend that's been tracking with me through this ENTIRE situation. One day, she said to me, "Leah, it seems like you can't decide between two options here. If you could take everything you are, all your passions, your entire person and soul and wrap it up in a box and give it to one or the other, which would you choose?" I was actually pretty shocked how easily the answer came to me. "Neither." Neither deserves THAT. I'd choose ME.

And so, even as I cry myself to sleep every single night this week, I know that I'm strong. Because, when given a choice...my instant response was to choose myself...because I'm worth it. And that....THAT never would have happened 3 months ago, 6 months ago, a year ago.

So, friends...I'm sad. I'm very very sad right now. I won't lie to you. I haven't figured out how to stop my tears at times. My usual outlet (running) has temporarily been taken from me. But...I won't give up. I haven't bowed out. Please don't worry about that.

Listen, when I get use of this ankle again, you can bet I'll come back swingin' and you KNOW I'll have a few rage runs stored up too. We've all got stuff we deal with from time to time. If you promise to hang in there, I'll promise too.

Above all, I can't tell you what it means to have you all supporting me. You are lights in the darkness and I'm so SO thankful for you.

  
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  I hope your ankle is much better soon, but I have to say that you are doing the right thing and making the right choices, even though they are hard. Good for you!

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    Hope you feel better soon!

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MANILUS 7/26/2012 7:06PM

    I feel just like you are about not doing what you want with fitness. I went through a major weight loss of 187 lbs from 2005-2007 and put back on 153. I have 102 off again and I keep thinking I can do whatever I want for fitness. I have come to learn that at the age of 32, I am experienced hip and knee problems. I feel so sad that sometimes I have to take a break from Zumba my passion. I sincerely wish you the best in healing and getting back to your passion of running!

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BLUENOSE63 7/26/2012 6:59PM

  You are doing the right thing by getting your foot checked out. Better to heed doctor's advice than wreck your foot for good.

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NEWCHINELO 7/26/2012 6:23PM

    YOU WILL SURELY BE OKAY SOON!

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MARGARITTM 7/26/2012 4:42PM

    I just read something today about someone who used water jogging to maintain their fitness level while training for a distance run - when they got hurt.

Think about it it might help!

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ZZZZLISA 7/26/2012 4:29PM

    I totally understand being sidelined by your body just when you get your brain, willpower and motivation up to speed. I hope that you have a simple and speedy recovery. It will be easy to slip back into old habits when you are unable to keep running-- I hope that you will try something new like water aerobics or strength training to keep your mind conditioned to working out while you let your leg/ankle muscles heal. Thank you for sharing your experience with everyone- I hope that your SparkPeople community can help keep you on track. Stay healthy!

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  Hope you are feeling better really soon. emoticon

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PHEFEY 7/26/2012 2:34PM

    That is a wonderful picture and saying...so true.
Stay strong even when it feels like everything is plotting against you.

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    Wishing you the best with your appointment today. emoticon emoticon

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THEIS58 7/26/2012 1:27PM

    Feel better soon!! Great blog. Love your honesty and adeptness at keeping it real.

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JAS9096 7/26/2012 12:22PM

    I hope everything goes alright with the ortho. :)

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HEIDIS53 7/26/2012 12:07PM

  I have been reading you blogs for the last few weeks and been so impressed by your willingness to share yourself with others so comletely. Thank you for taking the time you do to write and express yourself. It sounds like you are a help to many - including me! You seem to be going through a really bad time right now but the one thing I know is nothing ever stays the same - your situation will change and you'll be right back out there soon!

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RITZYOGAGAL 7/26/2012 10:34AM

    Your blog really hit home with me today and its the reminder I needed. I had gotten on a new exercise program that was really challengeing me and I was seeing results. I was feeling sooo good and proud of myself when I started having problems with my hip. I'm starting to feel better but I'm a little afraid of hurting it again - never-the-less its time to give it a try. I really hope you feel better soon and stay true to all your positive thoughts.

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CATDUG19 7/26/2012 10:17AM

    Good luck on the recovery. I hate to say this BUT I think this injury has taught you so much about your own strength. You are an athelete

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  I hope your ankle feels better

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LIFEISPURRFECT 7/26/2012 8:16AM

    Sending you healing thoughts and prayers for a speedy recovery. Take this time to focus on you and your mental health. You're such a strong person and an inspiration. emoticon

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WISDOM73 7/26/2012 7:50AM

    Hang in there!

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LITTLETEALOVER 7/26/2012 7:38AM

    Every runner knows what you're feeling in regards to your ankle. I twisted my ankle back in March and it still twinges every once in awhile. But, I finally got back into a consistent running schedule this month and it wasn't nearly as hard as I had expected it to be. You'll do it, too, and it will be just one more reason to be proud of yourself. Because you are awesome.

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PENOWOK 7/26/2012 6:31AM

    Your wonderful determination tells me you'll be BACK!!! This is hard but not coming back is way worse!!

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    Keeping your speedy recovery in my thoughts and prayers.

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TERRIJ7 7/26/2012 2:02AM

    Leah, I love the way you went through this point by point! Great blog, great self-talk!

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CHARTHESTAR 7/26/2012 12:28AM

    I am so sorry that you can not participate in the run as you had planned.

There are reasons for everything- sometimes God reveals the reasons but most of the time the reason always remains hidden.

Take the time you have- focus on other areas of your health and life that need attention and maybe it will become clear.

Blessing to you and know that we all are disappointed along with you in this delay of a goal you had set for yourself.

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COACH_LU 7/25/2012 9:44PM

    Fall Seven Time, Stand Up Eight. -Chinese Proverbe (U can do it emoticon )

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JAMER123 7/25/2012 8:59PM

    emoticon even through the tears. Think about not ever being able to run again. Now think about taking a little time off from running to heal the ankle. Is it even a choice?
Sending emoticon emoticon & good vibes ((((())))) your direction for rapid healing and have you out on the road again!!

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  Nice blog

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SUSIEMT 7/25/2012 7:08PM

    There is always next time!

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  Good blog.

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    emoticonWonderful to see your blog featured in the Spark Mail.

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LYNSEY723 7/25/2012 3:28PM

    It pains me to hear that you are having such a hard time with things right now! But you are a strong woman who will come back fighting! I hope things get better for you... you are in my thoughts!! emoticon

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SPECIALGURL7 7/25/2012 3:06PM

    Yes, I hate you will not be able to participate, but look at how far you have come. You have gained so much during the process that you can look back on and see how far you have come. Every thing will be alright. emoticon

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JEZEBELSK 7/25/2012 2:30PM

    I just hate seeing you in so much pain -- I'm not even talking about the physical pain here, though I feel bad about that. I'm sorry for all of the emotional turmoil that you are in concerning your injury and your other situation. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers and hope that things improve and the tears abate.

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FAT2FAB2012 7/25/2012 2:23PM

    I promise I won't give up, either, Leah. This is one of the many things I love about finding this site, this group of people, this 'family' of sorts. We can vent, get it out and encourage each other to push forward. I know you will deal with this and get past it even though it's hard right now. I'm cheering for you along with all these others!

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GALINAZ 7/25/2012 1:48PM

    Do the color run in a wheelchair if you have to or with the boot on, you'll be glad you did! And check out this book, "Getting Old is Not for Sissies - Portraits of Senior Athletes" it's an inspiration at any age!

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Board Posts for Broken Hearts

Monday, July 23, 2012

So, I'm not feeling it today. In fact, I'm very down. And since I know you don't come here to be pulled down and I want more than anything to lift you all up when you take the time to visit my blog, I will need to rely on some outside sources today.

I completely forgot I have an entire "Smiles" and "Inspiration" board over on Pinterest. So, today I'll share some things from there that make me kinda happy. I must admit...going through those boards did lift my spirits...a tiny bit. emoticon













Yowza...that last one. Anyway, hope those made you smile. Everyone have a great day, OK?

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ANNAPOLITANYA 7/28/2012 7:36PM

    Love! Been feeling a little down myself lately...thank you for the inspiration!
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MISSLISA1973 7/28/2012 9:46AM

    Zoey's is my favorite. Sounds like a good plan to me!

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LADYBUGOF14 7/28/2012 5:20AM

  Thank you for being " real" in your sharing today. Knowing where to go for encouragement is more than half the battle. May God bless you and give you the strength and peace you need...your the best! emoticon

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DEBK0923 7/27/2012 11:10AM

    all of those sayings are true, you'll pull through, give yourself the time to heal no matter how long it takes emoticon

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SIZE8NOTSOMUCH 7/27/2012 8:18AM

    WOW, great, thanks for sharing!!!!

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LUVTOBOWL 7/26/2012 6:07PM

    One thing we know is that we all are human and this happens, I was just telling my children how I felt like this just a couple weeks ago. I know you'll get pass this and keep succeeding on your journey. May God give you the strength, peace and comfort you need. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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    emoticon for the inspiration !
Take good care !

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STUFFNEARTABOR 7/26/2012 3:39PM

    Way to go in digging for the positive view, even though maybe you didn't feel it when you started!

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BEEKERBOYY 7/26/2012 3:07PM

    Love this blog!

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OLIVE_LOAF 7/26/2012 2:18PM

    Great quotes! I especially like the Zooey Deschanel one. Shhhh... I'm still half asleep. I have actually told people, don't talk to me until I've had my coffee!

Very motivating stuff!

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PENOWOK 7/26/2012 2:14PM

    Keep looking up! Little by little.

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GALINAZ 7/26/2012 1:10PM

    Something I found helped heal a broken heart - making new memories in places where "we" had been. Restaurants, movie theatres, walks...when I put down new memories it helped get over the old ones, just a thought.

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AGRANT9 7/26/2012 11:11AM

    emoticon These a really inspiring. We often forget how much we are really worth!

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ALWYS-LKN-UP 7/26/2012 11:01AM

    LOVE this, thanks for sharing!!!

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PROVERBS31JULIA 7/26/2012 10:56AM

    Is there a way to get in Pinterest without hooking it up to Twitter ir Facebook? I always get error messages, even when I got customized invitations feom various friends. Very weird.

But great motivational signs! I've seen a lot of them on facebook and just save it to iphone. Fixing to upload them into Walgreen's photo manager to get prints made. Then maybe use then as items foer my vision board.

Thanks for sharing!

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CLIMBERS_ROCK 7/26/2012 9:57AM

    Awesome. I hope you are feeling better.

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PYNETREE 7/26/2012 9:34AM

    Put on a SMILE...sounds crazy, but it always helps bring me up a bit, when I'm down! emoticon



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PENNYPACKER3 7/26/2012 9:10AM

    Keep your chin up kiddo !

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MFLESCH 7/26/2012 9:01AM

    Thanks for the motivation today!

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TORAMPAUL 7/26/2012 8:18AM

    I LOVE the shower one!! :) Keep smiling--everyone feels down once in awhile (you're normal!), but look at all the SparkPeople you're motivating!! Glad to hear those quotes lifted your spirits a little, too; at least you know where to go when you're feeling a little blue. Hang in there!! And thanks for the smiles!
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SOULFUL4 7/26/2012 8:12AM

  NICE QUOTES!!!

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where no one speaks before 10.00 am
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    Thanks for these!

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    feel better soon

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    It's just going to get better! emoticon

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GOIN4GR8 7/25/2012 9:34PM

    Hope you're feeling better tomorrrow. (Thanks for the uplifting quotes, though.)

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LIVINHEALTHY9 7/25/2012 8:45PM

    Thank you for these.
I really liked the shower one and also the one from Johnny Depp. He is awesome!
They made me smile.

I hope your day got better.

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CUDDLYPOLARBEAR 7/25/2012 7:11PM

    Great post

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    That was just what I needed. Thanks! emoticon

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MARYJEANSL 7/25/2012 6:05PM

  Here's hoping you will have a better day tomorrow! And me too.

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BLUENOSE63 7/25/2012 4:37PM

  Those are great quotes!!! May have to use a few of those today!

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SPECIALGURL7 7/25/2012 4:26PM

    They really make you think and put things in focus.

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FIREFLY_MEDIC 7/25/2012 3:43PM

    :)

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LADYJ6942 7/25/2012 2:57PM

    Wonderful and oh so true. Thanks for sharing and bring about a few giggles and smiles. Hang in there

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    Thanks, I needed that today!

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Mystery Man

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Do you see this man?



He looks like a nice fella, doesn't he? Secretly, I think he looks like the lead character in that Pixar movie, "Ratatouille" but maybe that's just me.

This man has played a pretty big part in my life. He has been there at my lowest point and taken care of me. He is not my husband. He has seen a side of me that so many have never seen - a rather disgusting side, if I'm being honest. He is not a family member. But he should be...he knows more about me than a lot of people in my life know. You could say he knows me inside and out - and that would be an accurate statement.

This is Timothy Steiner. DR. Timothy Steiner to you and me. A man who knows intimately how many pieces of metal are currently growing into my bones. He was right by my side when I was wheelchair-bound and was learning how to walk (the second time). He gave me that disapproving look when I would proudly straighten my elbow for him and he wasn't satisfied with the range of motion. He doesn't mince words. And he doesn't mess around. And, that's good, because he shamed me into doing my physical therapy for 6+ months. And he healed me.

He's an expert in the field of sports medicine and he specifically works with athletes (even though his office is usually full of old people). He's the best kind of doc because you go in complaining of ANY type of pain and he will ALWAYS take an X-ray right then and there to find out what's actually wrong. No random diagnoses pulled out of his ass...just the facts.

I love this man, but I'd hoped I wouldn't ever have to see him again.

When I started running, I had a sinking feeling that I might need to get re-acquainted with the brilliant doctor. And, tomorrow, I will beg him to let me come in and see him...so he can tell me good or bad news about my ankle.

I'm pretty scared...because, frankly, if I hear the words "don't run for a month" or more...well, I know it won't make sense for some of you...but it will devastate me. But, if I put it off and try to ignore or ice the pain away, I will most certainly hear those words at a later date. I promised myself I'd go at the first sign of pain. Just as I won't break my promises to myself of consistent healthy living, I can't break this one either.

For now, I'm going to somehow drag my butt out of bed at 5am tomorrow and head over to the YMCA to see what kind of fun torture they have for me there that won't put any pressure on my ankle. It's not the same. I won't lie to you. I don't really want to do it. But...I know it will make me feel better and stronger. And, God knows, I NEED to feel stronger.

So...I'll keep you posted. I'm kinda down right now. But I wish you all the best week ever. Keep sparking, friends!!!!

  
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FRUITLOOP740 7/26/2012 3:43PM

  He does look liek Ratatoutille. Ask him if he can cook?!?

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    good luck with the doctor.

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MEH50BEWELL 7/24/2012 12:04PM

    Hugs and good vibes sending your way. Keep your chin up - I know it sucks - I'm struggling with strange knee pain this week, but WE won't let this blip get in our way of future successes! Feel better soon emoticon

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MASTERPIECE8 7/24/2012 9:38AM

    I hope everything turned out well for you. I agree with you. He does look like the chef.

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    Stay up sister!!! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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CAROLZ1967 7/24/2012 9:14AM

    I'll be thinking of you & praying for good news!

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PENOWOK 7/24/2012 7:43AM

    Hoping for the best! Keep your head and your heart looking up...

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GRRARRGH 7/24/2012 7:41AM

    I'm so sorry, but you're right to get in there and see him sooner than later. Good luck! Also - yes, he looks exactly like the chef from Ratatouille!

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AWOOD1973 7/24/2012 3:47AM

    So glad that you are listening to your body and making yourself go see him. You definitely don't want to end up at square one, because of "telling" yourself it will be okay if you don't.

Best of luck and I hope that this darn ankle of yours stops being stubborn and gets you back to your new passion you have found....RUNNING! emoticon

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THEIS58 7/24/2012 3:40AM

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SNOWYOGA 7/23/2012 10:11PM

    I know from a hurt knee, that news is really hard. But I think you will do ok after a little time. Try not to be so hard on yourself. You will get there and good luck at the doctors emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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TERRIJ7 7/23/2012 8:08PM

    Yes, he does look like the chef! I'm glad you have him in your life, Leah, because you need someone who will tell you the truth. He clearly WANTS you to be able to run, so he won't bench you unnecessarily and this problem will probably not go away by ignoring it, so you may as well just deal with it.



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BIRDLSLAURIE 7/23/2012 7:14PM

    Unfortunately if you don't take care of it now, it may become something you cannot overcome. I know it is painful (physically and mentally) but down the road you will be happy you have taken care of this, no matter what the doctor says. Good luck. Prayers are headed your way

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KIPPER15 7/23/2012 7:04PM

    You are doing it right. The doctor may not give you the news you want, but ignoring the problem will most likely make it much worse. Best of luck and follow the doctor's orders no matter how badly you don't want to. Maybe you can learn to love swimming. Sigh. emoticon emoticon emoticon

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MARYJEANSL 7/23/2012 7:04PM

  You are definitely, definitely doing the right thing to get the ankle checked out sooner rather than later. Here's hoping it isn't anything serious. Good luck!

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PATRICIAANN46 7/23/2012 6:03PM

  You are so smart to take this course of action. You definitely don't want to make your ankle worse by over-doing. emoticon

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SHRINK_U 7/23/2012 5:07PM

    Best wishes at the doctor tomorrow!

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SHOAPIE 7/23/2012 5:05PM

    emoticon emoticonAnd yes he does look like that character!

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VOLLEYGIRL77 7/23/2012 4:33PM

    Good luck!

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JAXMOMMY 7/23/2012 3:12PM

    I'm glad you are seeking help with the pain before it does cause more infury and a longer healing time. I have a great ortho doc like that and I see him on Thursday myself. I'm not a runner, but not exercising for any length of time is torture! Listen to your body and listen to your wonderrful doctor! Let us know how it goes. Thanks!

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CHERRY666 7/23/2012 2:53PM

    Good luck and good for you for taking care of yourself!

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BUTTERFLY-1976 7/23/2012 1:56PM

    Good luck. If he tells you that you can't run for any period of time...ask him if you can Aqua jog. It's way easier on the joints & many people do it when they are injured.

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KATHY_NATURELVR 7/23/2012 1:22PM

    I hope you heal quickly :)

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DIANNEMT 7/23/2012 1:18PM

    Good for checking it out EARLIER than LATER.

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TONYVAND1 7/23/2012 1:14PM

  Thanks for sharing will be praying for you.

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PAANDRUS 7/23/2012 12:52PM

    Good Luck! Hope all goes well!

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CMEEKER 7/23/2012 12:43PM

    Good luck! Good idea to see your doctor. You may not like what he has to say, but you know it is for the best. Heal quickly and keep your chin up! emoticon

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MOMMY445 7/23/2012 12:38PM

    hope that you feel better soon! you are in my thoughts and prayers! my daughter sends you many,many hugs!

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MIRANDA1115 7/23/2012 12:11PM

    I will keep you in my prayers. Keep your chin up!

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JEANNETTE59 7/23/2012 12:00PM

  I actually have two Orthopedic Surgeons in my life. I adore both and yes they are painfully honest, but I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm glad you are in such good hands.

I'm sending positive thoughts, emoticon, and most importantly my prayers.

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KAREN_NY 7/23/2012 11:51AM

    So sorry that your ankle is in that much pain. I've been dealing with a recurrence of hip pain this month that forced me to cut one of my HM's from this year's schedule... it sucks. People say "Swim." Maybe that'll work for you? It certainly creates some pretty lean Olympians!!

Gotta say... based on that picture... DR. looks just like the "Ratatouille" guy. :)
So part of you must chuckle at least a little. :) Maybe download the video to your ipod or smart phone for your workout, lol.

Get well & rockin' soon!
K:)


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SAINTBETH 7/23/2012 11:44AM

    I totally understand. For me it's my bike. Hope you get good news.

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SJKENT1 7/23/2012 11:43AM

    Praying that you will find the courage and strength to face this obstacle and for GOOD news.

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PATTISTAMPS 7/23/2012 11:35AM

    I hope that you will just find a muscle strain or some other innocous issue with your ankle - but if he says stop running, stop! You already know the wheelchair drill, and I am sure you don't want to be there again. Prayers for your healthy self!

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PNCARLSON 7/23/2012 11:33AM

  You are doing the right thing by seeing the doctor, so that you really know what is happening. The faster you get treated and helped, the sooner you can get back to running again. The effort and time will be well worth it.

I had problems with my knee for 2-3 years, and kept on putting off seeing the doctor. I finally had arthroscopic surgery where they found two tears that they fixed. Now I can walk faster, can climb stairs easily, push off with my foot, and do other things that I didn't realize were a problem. Hope that you will have s similar experience.

We are all rooting for you!

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IAMAGEMLOVER 7/23/2012 11:11AM

    You are doing the right thing in seeing the Dr. If he tells you to stay off the ankle do it. It is better to do it now and have it heal correctly, than to run with it now and take the chance of further damage. I will keep you in my prayers hoping it is nothing serious. Take care.

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JENELOPE 7/23/2012 11:02AM

    I know exactly how you feel! I couldn't run for 2 months right in the middle of the 20 week training plan for the Disney Princess Half Marathon (ankle here, too, then the opposite knee after 2 weeks of PT for the ankle). Being forbidden to run was torture. I'm glad you know that you need to see your doctor now instead of damaging your ankle further. I'm also very glad that you have such a good doctor. I hope you get good news and heal quickly and completely!

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SWEETEYES0601 7/23/2012 10:59AM

    I understand the missing running thing. I can't stand to go for more than 24 without at least one good, quick sweat either from washing my truck to raking the yard to working on the bathroom remodel we're in the middle of. I hope your ankle has minor issues and heals fast. Good luck! emoticon

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HEALTHYKIM101 7/23/2012 10:52AM

    Just be glad that you have an excellent doctor behind you. Remember you can always hit the pool and swim laps, water aerobics, exercise or walk in the pool. It is less strain on your joints. Best of Luck to you and hoping for good news for you! emoticon

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PEGGYO 7/23/2012 10:15AM

    good thing you are getting it checked out. good luck

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LINDAKAY228 7/23/2012 10:04AM

    I'm so sorry and hope he can find good news to give you and not bad. In the meantime water aerobics, swimming, or running in the water can give you awesome workouts without the stress. When I had severe sciatica with pain from my hip to the inside of my right foot and could hardly walk working out in the water kept me sane and healthy. Hope you can get back to running soon. But even elite runners have their injuries and get discouraged. Bright days are ahead for you! It's just a bump in the road, and you will overcome!

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NEWMOM20121 7/23/2012 9:15AM

    I totally understand your concern.

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Poeticness? Poeticism? Poemnity? Poetry.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

A friend of mine just got a tattoo of a line from her favorite poem on her foot. I'd never heard of this poet or this piece before...but, as I read it, I thought to myself, "Geez...could this be more perfect for SparkPeople????" So, I thought I'd post and share it here.



The Layers
BY STANLEY KUNITZ

I have walked through many lives,
some of them my own,
and I am not who I was,
though some principle of being
abides, from which I struggle
not to stray.
When I look behind,
as I am compelled to look
before I can gather strength
to proceed on my journey,
I see the milestones dwindling
toward the horizon
and the slow fires trailing
from the abandoned camp-sites,
over which scavenger angels
wheel on heavy wings.
Oh, I have made myself a tribe
out of my true affections,
and my tribe is scattered!
How shall the heart be reconciled
to its feast of losses?
In a rising wind
the manic dust of my friends,
those who fell along the way,
bitterly stings my face,
Yet I turn, I turn,
exulting somewhat,
with my will intact to go
wherever I need to go,
and every stone on the road
precious to me.
In my darkest night,
when the moon was covered
and I roamed through wreckage,
a nimbus-clouded voice
directed me:
“Live in the layers,
not on the litter.”
Though I lack the art
to decipher it,
no doubt the next chapter
in my book of transformations
is already written.
I am not done with my changes.

  
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JAXMOMMY 7/24/2012 11:57AM

    Thank you for sharing! It does fit our journey!

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ILIKETOZUMBA 7/24/2012 8:59AM

    Wow, what a beautiful poem and you're so right - it's PERFECT for us here on SP! Thank you for sharing.

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SNOWYOGA 7/23/2012 10:04PM

    Sorry I was late, but this was great! Thanks for sharing

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DATMAMA4 7/22/2012 11:41PM

    Excellent poem! Thanks for sharing.

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4RASCALS 7/22/2012 5:09PM

    Loved it. Thanks for sharing.

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LINDAK25 7/22/2012 3:31PM

    And I am not done with my changes, as well.

Thanks.

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JEANNETTE59 7/22/2012 3:11PM

  Brilliant.....thanks so much for sharing.

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KBRADFORD88 7/22/2012 1:47PM

    What line did she have as her tatoo?

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GARDENSFORLIFE 7/22/2012 10:59AM

    Thanks for passing on this poem.
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KAREN42BOYS 7/22/2012 10:53AM

    Oh, I have made myself a tribe
out of my true affections,
and my tribe is scattered!
How shall the heart be reconciled
to its feast of losses?

I'm guessing she chose one of these lines.

Thank you for sharing this poem.

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LIFEISPURRFECT 7/22/2012 10:23AM

    Wonderful poem. Thank you!

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OPTIMIST1948 7/22/2012 10:21AM

    Beautiful poem. What line did your friend choose to tattoo?

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DIANNEMT 7/22/2012 8:33AM

    Thanks for sharing this.

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MILLEDGE2 7/22/2012 8:11AM

    Perfect! I pasted this into a file of poems which inspire me. I will try to keep that last line in my mind all day. emoticon

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MOMMARUNNER77 7/22/2012 7:49AM

    great poem

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MARATHONDAD 7/22/2012 7:38AM

    great poem

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SIBLEYHONEYBEE 7/22/2012 5:58AM

    Thank you for sharing this excellent poem. I love poetry because it helps us to look inside ourselves and see things from a different perspective. This poem is very enlightening!

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REGILIEH 7/22/2012 4:42AM

    TY!!!

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    Thanks for posting!
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PROVERBS31JULIA 7/22/2012 1:08AM

    .... "I am not done with my changes."

Awesome!
Me neither!!

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SWEDE_SU 7/22/2012 12:29AM

    Thank you for sharing and providing inspiration as always.

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RUN_BAKE_BLOG 7/21/2012 11:05PM

    I happen to like the poem that I wrote for you...
But this is nice, as well!
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EJENKINSB 7/21/2012 9:58PM

    VERY fitting for Sparkpeople!!


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HOLLYS_NEW_LIFE 7/21/2012 9:52PM

    WOW, that really is completely appropriate for this site, thanks for sharing. Very profound,

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VCRUMP11 7/21/2012 9:50PM

    Don't stop posting! I love being inspired by your journey. Thanks -

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LILLI56 7/21/2012 9:46PM

    Getting a poem tattooed on your foot must be the newest thing.
A friend's daughter just had one from Wizard of oz put on her foot. I do like this poem, just not having it attached to my body. I have never heard of Kunitz either

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COCK-ROBIN 7/21/2012 9:46PM

    Great poem! Thanks for sharing.

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The High Cost of (Not) Running

Saturday, July 21, 2012

So, last night I got home from a Girls Night Out around 11:30pm. Woke up at 5:30am to meet my new running buddy, Sarah (see "Running Buddies") for a nice easy 7-mile run. Everything was wonderful. I took a gel (Hammer Orange - BLECH!) before the run because I didn't have time to figure out breakfast. HATE gels. Will try a couple other brands and flavors, but I am not hopeful. Took a package of Honey Stinger Chews for the middle of the run and those things were DELICIOUS (not even vitaminy tasting!) Took 24 oz. water and 24 oz. Nuun, but ended up only drinking about 12 oz of each because the temp was a PERFECT 53 degrees.

Sadly, I got home and after I finished stretching, I stood up and experienced sharp, shooting pain through my ankle. :( Iced it for a long time...it seems to be doing a little bit better now...walked it out a little bit and still have it in the brace...but it's not recovering quickly. I am not sure what's wrong. We'll have to play it by ear and if it isn't improved tomorrow, might think about seeing my ortho. I hate this...I have the Color Run next Saturday. I will NOT miss that!!! I have already determined that I will just walk the entire thing if I can't run it. So I'll still get to experience it. It's not a timed race, so it's not a huge deal.

Not sure about my workouts this week, but I figure I ought to have a back-up plan in case I can't run. I can't just let myself go completely...not with all the stress I have at work and the emotional stuff I'm dealing with. I've got to have some sort of outlet to sweat it out. So...I'll be thinking about that in detail today.

So, I received an interesting question in my SparkMail the other day and thought I'd address it in a blog.

QUESTION: How do you justify the cost of all these races? Don't they all have registration fees?

This got me thinking about how much it does cost me to run. First, I was just figuring up the race entry fees, but then I started to think about the cost of shoes, long run fuel, clothing and gear, travel for races, etc and I thought it would be interesting to map it all out and see what the total is...just for curiosity. I am also assuming that I will only be running half marathons this year...no marathons in this financial plan yet. Those are much more expensive.



So, this is another super SCIENTIFIC study (with one respondent...which is me). We're gonna go ahead and try to figure an entire year. This will be highly inaccurate, I'm sure. But fun...and scary.

Running Shoes: $400
I'm going with an average price of $100 for a good pair of shoes (although many will cost more) and, since I run about 20 miles or less per week, I figure I will need to replace my shoes every few months or so...for a total of 4 pairs per year.

Running Clothes: $250
This is probably low for most runners...but I don't go all fancy, yo. Target has some AMAAAAZING running clothes and, if you catch the sales, you can get stuff pretty cheap. I can get about 3 pairs of running socks for $8. I bought two packs of those. I also bought 4 sports bras for a total of about $30 once and I expect them to last a year...I take very good care of them and never let them go through the dryer. Currently, I only have two really good, high quality wicking shirts for warmer weather and two pairs of running pants. Shhh...I wear both outfits twice and then I wash them. LOL. I will probably have to invest in some winter clothing at some point. I really don't mind having two outfits that I rotate over and over.

iPod Shuffle & Skull Candy Earbuds: $60
I did buy an iPod Shuffle because it's small and it clips on to my clothing and it's just easier than dealing with a full size mp3 player. The Skull Candy earbuds are the soft rubber that wrap around your ear so they don't fall out, even if you're sweating. This purchase has been invaluable.

Fuel for Longer Runs (gels, chews, Nuun, etc): $350
This also might be a little low of an estimate. Some people take 2 gels at a time. So far, I have not needed that much. But I figured about 4 gels (or similar items) per week - just for my long runs or races.

Race entry fees: $300
A 5k is usually $15-$20. I tend to do mostly 5k races, so it's not really breaking the bank. But half marathons start to get into the $40 and up range. This estimate is based on a race schedule of about seven (7) 5k races and 2 half marathons in a year...which is how my first year looks.

Travel for races: $250
This includes gas, hotel, food for a trip outside of my hometown. Most of my races this year are local, but I am going to figure in two out of town races, which require travel, for the purposes of this blog post. I'm also figuring in sharing a hotel room with friends.

TOTAL FOR ONE YEAR OF 7 5K RACES AND 2 HALFS: ~$1600/year

So, yeah...that seems like a lot, right? Well, how much does it cost me NOT to run?

Here are some ideas of alternative ways to use my money:

Starbucks Specialty Drink every weekday for a year: $910

McDonald's Value Meal 3 times a week for a year: $546

2 New Kinect Games per Month for a Year: $700

Going to the Bars to party every weekend (2 drinks): $780

Or how about these benefits? Can you put a dollar value on:

1. Improved Health
2. Disease Prevention
3. Weight Loss
4. Stress Relief
5. Eliminating Depression
6. Increased Confidence

You know, I didn't need all these facts and figures to answer the original question. I already knew the answer. The answer is...how do I justify NOT spending the money to run? It's something I love...something I have found a deep passion for. And, when you love something, you don't care what it costs.

People pay for things they WANT to pay for...pure and simple. At this point in my life, I just really want to be healthy.

  
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CATNCAG 4/23/2013 10:36AM

    Wow, thanks for the info! Very informative!

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KHALIA2 9/24/2012 9:30PM

  Continue to do what you love to do! RUN! emoticon

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SPSPSP1 8/26/2012 3:24AM

    Thanks for the cost breakdown!

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HAPPIMOMMIE 8/16/2012 9:57PM

  I can't wait to start running.This is so true! I used to be a heavy drinker about a year ago and I did a break down similar to this one involving my drinking. WOW was it an eye opener.

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VELRENO 8/14/2012 9:28PM

    I like to figure the cost of medical care as opposed to the cost of fresh healthful groceries. Much better to pay to be healthy.

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ALADY2BE 8/6/2012 3:27PM

    Great blog...investing in being your best in priceless and worthy of sacrifice if need be. I bought my first pair of tennis shoes where I spent over $40 in prep for my first 1/2 marathon. That investment of approx. $100 helped me to exceed my minutes per mile goal and achieve a sense of accomplishment that was only surpassed when I did my second half and shaved off almost 2 minutes per mile.

Keep running!

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KANSASROSE67 8/1/2012 2:08PM

    Great blog!

I've been running outside, year-round, for more than 2 years and I really haven't spent even close to that amount. Since my long runs have not ever been more than 8 miles, I don't buy any special fuel. (I have used a few Gummi Bears as fuel on my 8-milers and they work fine for me!) I use a free app on my phone to track pace, mileage, route, include, etc. If I want music, I listen to Pandora stations (also free) on my phone.

I bought a couple of packs of decent socks which have lasted 2 years and are still as good as new. I bought one wicking shirt (on sale) and often just run in t-shirts or tanks. I have one pair of running shorts I got at a race and 1 pair I bought. I have one cold gear shirt, one pair of cold gear tights, and one pair of running pants. In rain or cold I throw on a windbreaker I bought at a thrift store for $2.00! I have three sports bras, which like you, I take very good care of. I replace my shoes every 500 miles so I'm getting ready for my 4th pair (I run about 15-16 miles a week.)

I'm saying all this to let anybody out there know that running does NOT have to be an expensive sport at all. You can make it expensive if you want all the latest clothes and gadgets, but none of that is necessary if you just want to enjoy the health, fitness, and emotional high of running!

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LIVIN2LOVE1 8/1/2012 1:23PM

    Great blog! I'm new to running... in my first month. I appreciate your passion for the sport.


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EFFRAYECHILDE 7/31/2012 7:43AM

    Awesome post. So true about the hidden costs of not running/exercising.

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STACOLEE 7/29/2012 5:33PM

    Loved the Blog even though I dont...DONT run....I hate it. but I will be doing the Gritty Goddess Run and Obsitcal Course in November so I was also figuring up how much it was going to cost me. For the one run it will be about $300.00 and after the mud I may have to throw the clothes away.

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KAKLUCK 7/29/2012 4:11PM

    Awesome...love it!!!

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STARLIGHT615 7/27/2012 9:54AM

    Awesome Blog!!! Great points too!! Sure you can spend alot of money on Crappy foods when instead u choose to spend it on making urself Happy and healthy! Go You!!!

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VIMVIGOR 7/27/2012 2:15AM

  Excellent blog!!! Very informative!!! Health & Pleasure - Priceless.
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CATLOVER110 7/26/2012 4:24PM

    I really enjoyed reading this. Great blog!

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CARPROTH 7/26/2012 11:35AM

    Spending money is like eating - we all do it. The only variation is WHAT we eat or WHAT we spend it on. Opting for something healthy, that gives you pleasure, that may also help others is a thumbs-up choice in my book!

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EMILYULM1 7/26/2012 10:27AM

    Great blog. We ALLnspend money. Might as well spend it on healthy pursuits.

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CPATRICK9 7/26/2012 10:15AM

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EEEEELIZABETH 7/25/2012 10:30PM

    awesome post .... thank you!

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LEAR3200 7/25/2012 6:56PM

  I love how you put this into perspective!!

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DEBK0923 7/25/2012 2:41PM

    I don't know anything about running, except the costs for shoes, and some are expensive. My boyfriend has to get a new pair every three months. good blog

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LAURENBNJ 7/25/2012 11:00AM

    The cost of running certainly has kept medical costs lower for me.
However, I don't spend as much money as you. I don't do many races and I don't buy shoes that often. I hardly ever buy new shoes. Now, I know that some people say that you should buy new ones very frequently, I am one of those who don't really agree with it. I haven't found any studies that have convinced me otherwise. I'm never sure of who is studied, which brands of shoes, who is conducting the study, etc. I check the tread, make sure that they aren't stretching out, and check for holes. I also wear different insoles.
I don't race a lot, so I spend less money traveling, etc. I have found many local races from 5k - marathon that are very good deals. I would consider running shorter ones or less advertised. It costs money to advertise as much as some races do. I have found that a lot of the more expensive runs have more to offer, though. I would like to race a little more.
Also, for shorter runs, and I mean 1.5 hours or less, then you don't really need to refuel with gels, etc. Water should suffice if you (or anyone else) normally eat right throughout the day. Have some protein after the run, or if you really feel like you need something, have something small and much cheaper on the run. I do granola bars once in a while or fruit.
I spend money on clothes, though. I workout in all weather and inside, so I need a variety of clothing to avoid getting sick, too cold, or too hot.
Luckily, the iPod should be a one time thing and not something you buy every year.

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CHRISTINALOVES 7/25/2012 9:30AM

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So few people take the time to count the actual cost of things that they do, so kudos for you taking the time to do this. I remember a few different people bing critical of us for having horses, and then I pointed out how much they spent on their smoking per month, that for that amount they could have 2 plus horses, and that didn't include their recreation gambling. My husband & I came to the conclusion that everyone has somewhere they spend their 'extra' money, we just happen to know where that is. The value that comes from having an outlet for your stress, and knowing it. That in itself is so valuable. I agree with previous poster: ROCK ON emoticon

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123ELAINE456 7/25/2012 7:14AM

  AWESOME!!! Go For It!!!God Bless You and Have a Wonderful Week.

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PRAYINGSUZIE 7/25/2012 12:35AM

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WOW! This was an eye opener! Thank you so much!

Suzie

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MISSLISA1973 7/24/2012 9:16PM

    Rock on!

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SEATOWN_GAL 7/24/2012 5:05PM

    I have to agree. While there are so many free ways to get out and move, there are some that cost money for one reason or another. I take classes - sure I could do dvd's at home, but I love the classes and because of that I go. My biggest expense outside of the class cost are my shoes and bra's. (I don't spend much on clothes and only look for comfort and wicking). For shoes I have had foot issues in the past and have since been fitted to work best with Asics gel running shoes. For the bra, I am top heavy and the only ones that have ever worked are Enell and 1 by Moving Comfort. And while I hate spending that kind of money on a bra (and not the sexy kind!) I love how I feel and how strong I am getting and it is so worth it!

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IHEIDIBEFITT 7/24/2012 2:35PM

    The only thing I see you don't NEED to spend money on to be healthy is the races/travel cost. I did them for the fun and didn't worry about the money, gas was all I spent too and they were always local. And my gosh, $250 for running clothes? Yikes, I have yet to spend that much. I'm cheap though and don't run as much as you...so I guess I can't say yikes because there's no telling how much I would spend if I ran like you.

I've sworn off Starbuck here lately, so I wouldn't spend that much money there..and even when I went, I didn't go every week X amount of time either.

Races are for the experience and fun competition..you can run on the road without paying an entry fees, the cost can seem crazy to others but if you can afford it then I think the fun is worth paying for. I pay to show horses just to get a ribbon..same thing!

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SKNYMOMWANNABE 7/24/2012 2:30PM

    There are a lot of shorter (10K and under) 'fun runs" out there that are inexpensive. We have Eden's Hospital's Run to the Lake, I think it's $15?You might not get the free tshirt, generally the $ goes to a decent cause and sometimes it's even a write off! I agree, my races are my me time and a fun way to chill with some of my gf's. A Two-fer if you will! Be nice to your ankles, they are slow to heal!

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NANCYSINATRA 7/24/2012 1:12PM

    Great article, and I agree to a point. You can still NOT do all those other things, and run (or walk) for free by not participating in the marathon runs. Having not worked for a year, the one 5K I entered cost me 45.00. As great an experience as that was, there is no way I could afford to do it again anytime soon.

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DOTTY7267 7/24/2012 11:59AM

    I definitely agree! We do pay for other things regularly, like fashion and clothing, so why not also invest in a healthier me. This is what I share when asked why I buy certain "health" foods instead or regular brand items.

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FLATROSIE 7/24/2012 10:53AM

    Word!

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ANGELOO29 7/24/2012 10:04AM

    Awesome comparison!

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MOMOSG 7/24/2012 9:50AM

    Good question. Great Answer!

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CAROLZ1967 7/24/2012 9:22AM

    Good blog! Love the comparisons. :-)

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SLFGOLF 7/24/2012 1:01AM

    My husband would first tease me that the cost of the new wardrobe was high. Then he said my improved health was worth every penny and more. We figured I've added years to my life and now that we are making these changes to his lifestyle - we hope we can do the same for him. Whatever the costs maybe..it is worth every penny for a longer and healthier life together.

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FATHINSN 7/24/2012 12:31AM

    For me, who still not use with running, I will use half of the budget as #1 my shoes will last longer as I don't run as much as you, #2 I don't go to races, hehe. Anyhow, thanks for sharing the cost and why it's much better to spend it for running than on junk foods!

Don't forget to compare costs of medicine if you don't start taking care of your body :D I rather pay a lot now for healthy food and fitness than pay much, much more for medicines and operations :D

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CATREBEL 7/23/2012 11:02PM

    Great comments! Participating in races is expensive but it is something that we enjoy as a family! And the effect it has on relieving stress is priceless! Thanks for the post!

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LITGIRL101 7/23/2012 10:39PM

    Loved your blog! You make sense and do so quite entertainingly! I totally agree that the cost is a no-brainer. Keep up the great work - running and writing! (Make sure to take care of yourself.)

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HEALTHYLADY12 7/23/2012 9:02PM

    Amen! Thats a good article!

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ITISABOUTME 7/23/2012 8:46PM

    I found this very interesting as I am not a runner! I had no idea that the monetary cost was so high (yes I thought that was pretty high) but at the same time I learned something new. Thank you for the informative blog even if it was a guesstimate on price it was still an eye opener! Happy Running!!

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LILSPARKIE85 7/23/2012 7:14PM

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NAOLEE 7/23/2012 7:11PM

    It is like a boxer emoticon that is old and he lost a couple of fights; after that; he say: "I'm not going to fight anymore; because I'm old; there are many young fighters and I want to give them a chance to fight". After a few months he comes back again; saying: "I believe I have some energy to make a couple of fights". Maybe he doesn't have the energy; but he loves it the fight. emoticon It is like a junkie that needs a shot of some drug to feel the relieve. I understand you. I don't like to run. I was in the military service and I hated when everyday I had to run. Now, I can't walk 50 consecutive steps. emoticon. emoticon for you; for loving to be a runner. emoticon emoticon emoticon

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STINASTEW 7/23/2012 7:08PM

    I agree with the cost analysis. I mean, I'm just starting out running, so I haven't invested near what you were estimating (accurate or not), but the races are all for good causes. I always do the Race for the Cure, which is now 45min away since I moved. I love going bc I get exercise, contribute to a good cause AND it's usually a good time with friends, walking around the tents & stands they have. It's something to look forward to & a goal to WORK forward to, as well. I agree that "People pay for things they WANT to pay for...pure and simple." This blog was nicely put! :) Hope your ankle heals up quickly!!

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KIMI_SILVA 7/23/2012 5:43PM

    I love, love, love this blog; and, I really appreciate the way that you've broken it down and put it in perspective.

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NELLBELLA26 7/23/2012 5:02PM

    Pretty cool to see it broken down like that. Running is good for your mental health as well as your physical health. Keep going. Hope that ankle feels better soon. emoticon

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CATDUG19 7/23/2012 5:02PM

    Great Blog I love how you broke down the cost of running!!

I think we talk oursewlves out of things (ie running, gym memberships, personal trainers) becasue of the cost. I know I have been gulity of this, but we all need to look at what we get for being healthly!

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