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Tuesday, April 23, 2013

seems like one step forward and four step backwards

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LHLADY517 4/24/2013 7:24PM

    but at least you're not standing still. Hang in there.

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getting back

Sunday, April 21, 2013

today seems alittle brighter than yesterday. i'm trying to rid the darkclouds out of my mind. i pray that everyday gets better than the laast.



Saturday, April 20, 2013

i have been through hell for the last few weeks. depression, anxiety and stress just to name a few. i cant stand feeling like this. it has become my life with ptsd added in for good measure. i wish i could get past this and somehow and live a normal life but i really dont know what that is.

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STRONGDJ 4/20/2013 8:12PM

    I'm sorry you are struggling. I have had those issues in the past.

Although I don't have the answers, I can tell you that exercise and taking some time to reflect, think some positive thoughts and collect myself each day (some call it meditating) have been very helpful for me. There are a lot of positive individuals at SparkPeople and they have been very good at helping me focus on good thoughts (instead of the dark thoughts that sometimes take over).

If those kinds of things don't work for you, I would encourage you to talk to your doctor about what your are going through.

I wish you much luck in finding the thing that works for you.

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birthday blessings

Monday, April 01, 2013

with today being Easter and my birthday it seemed rather low key/ it was just donnie and i. i was sent many emails from friends and family and i was reminded how much i am loved. the biggest suprisses was my step kids showing thier love for me. i have only known thier father for 15 months and we are not legally hitched but they are my kids and vise versa. my oldest step grand kid is engaged and the young lady has grown attatched to us and we love her back. just as long as they wait a few years to make me a greatgrand. i am only 49 today. i am so blessed to kids step and step step kidsthere is 10 of them ranging from 12 to 30. and the 11 grands range from 3 to 17. i love them all like they were my own. maybe that is why i feel so old for being this young.lol. i am greatful for each and everyone in my life and cant second guess the paths i have went down in life. i once prayed for the devil to return back 10 fold what he has stolen from me. next time i will be more expressive in prayers. emoticon emoticon

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4EVERNESS 4/1/2013 12:59AM

    Happy Birthday! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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abscense and things learned

Saturday, March 30, 2013

sorry for the abscense from the sight. life has gotten hectic and i have been trying to tread water. i have figured out thatg i need to be here but finding the time... i also NEED to find time to excersize and work that into my schedule. learning to be a grandmother has been a total hoot. i didnt have any grands till a year ago now i have 10 and the oldest one is engaged at 17 i told him not to make me a great grang yet let me get used to being grand. i was so shocked today when one of the new additions suprised me at work at lunch with a bunch of flowers and a card signed by my 4 year old grandson. he is getting to be a such a little man. i have finally figured out how to like salads and water so far so good. i hope they will be forever my friends. i know i have so far to go and so much to learn along the way. pray that i dont go down the wrong path and go mad. emoticon


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