Sunday, May 04, 2008
Why??!! Why is all this health stuff so difficult? Why?
I can’t seem to get on track. I started good in January, skipped a full month, started back up, messed up again, started back again. I did good for the last two weeks (exercising and eating right), and messed up the third. Here I am again restarting. I don’t seem to do the math (calories/exercise) right. I get disillusioned and fall off. I am doing some good things --going onto spark people daily, cooking for the week and packing my girlfriend and I’s lunches and snacks. I worked out 3x/week for 2 weeks straight.
I have a lot on my mind and a lot to do. I am getting really organized. Today, I cleaned my apartment. I cooked chicken & stuffing casserole, chicken stir fry, corn bread, and I marinated a coconut chicken to cook for tomorrow. This should hold us for the whole week. I won’t have to cook. I just need to cut up all our fruit for snacks.
I also began to finally organize my workspace --cleaned out everything and restocked our program stuff. I am feeling really good about all I have been doing. I would have been overwhelmed and feeling crazy if I hadn’t done all that work. On Monday, I will hopefully finish with everything I need to do. I am making Café Mexicano early in the morning so I can be energized.