Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Everyone on Biggest Loser Weighs Less than us. My girlfriend was devastated tonight! We both need to lose more than 100 pounds. I’ve been heavy all my life. I grew up with so much hardness, drama, pain, that I found a lot of comfort in warm delicious food. –Enchiladas, tacos, tamales, ribs, carne asada, I left home, and the drama, in my early twenties and started to repair all the issues that resulted from living that hard life. Not eating right, binging, is one of the last things I have to work on. So here I am, 37, trying to be the biggest loser. “Getting paid cash” for losing weight would be the greatest motivation, but boring old “health” will have to be my motivation for now.