Wednesday, January 14, 2009
This time I will succeed at changing my life. I must be the eternal optimist because I have been here over and over again. And everytime I am here I feel that this will be the successful time. Yet, this time I have a different attitude about it. While there is a sense of urgency about fitting into smaller clothes before spring, there is more a sense of that I need to do this for my health. I've thought that before too but didn't really believe it. Now as I copy family video tapes over to digital media I see myself as never before. I have avoided mirrors and pictures for years so I guess I knew my size somewhere... I don't want to be this size anymore. I don't want the health problems that will come with age & size - some of which are starting. This time I will succeed.