Saturday was good,

Sunday, September 16, 2012

MY son and daughter in law stopped over and we had a great visit. Monday is their 2nd. Anniversary, she found a pair of earrings in my collection she loved, and he bought them for her. My first sale of my new designs. I had dinner alone, John took his mom out, but he did come over and we watched a couple of movies and chatted and laughed. He left a little early he stops to chat with his son(17) for a while every night.

Sunday, Today is sunny and again I am on the deck making more jewelry, today I am working on Wedding necklaces...all white pearls and crystals. I'm on a short break but I must get back to it..the boss is watching..oh yeah, I am the boss? LOLOLOL

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I need some prayers....

Friday, September 14, 2012

Most of you know I haven't seen my daughter since last Christmas, she won't visit and won't call or write, so today I sat here and wrote her a long letter, letting her know how I am doing, and what is happening in my life. I don't know if she will even read it, I pray she does, and I pray every day she will come home. I love her so much and I have cried a million tears over it, but it is time for it to stop. Life is too short to waste it and not spending time together is so wrong. I know I was out of control for a while, which drove her crazy and she said it made her sick to be around me. I hope she sees my life has changed and maybe one day she will write me, call me or come here. Please help me with your prayers, I need all the help I can get on this one. I almost lost Mike, and it has made me see my own mortality, and I would hate to leave this world knowing she would have to deal with this on her own. Her brother has pulled away from her too. All I want is my family back, is that so wrong?

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Be careful what you wish for.....

Friday, September 14, 2012

I sat last night, wanting a hot fudge sundae, with nuts...my friend had to go out, and when she came back she had one from McDonalds.. I know I shouldn't eat it, but I did....got so sick, all I could do was go to bed and sleep a dumping session off. I won't do that again.

Yesterday was good, we got groceries, and when we got home with them, John was there and helped us carry them in. I looked over at Mike's and he was standing there watching, but didn't wave, he just stood there. Do I wish he was over here helping too, yes I do....but he is so set in his ways....I don't think he ever will be. It just wasn't like him to hide behind a tree watching.

Well its another day, and I hope I get a chance to talk to Mike soon. John is coming over for dinner and watch wrestling tonight.....he is here every day....he likes wrestling.

I love you all...

m

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I still say, life is too good to waste....

Thursday, September 13, 2012

I am having a great day today, and yesterday was awesome, played with the baby, visited my son, and cooked him lunch. While he napped, I took the baby and we rode down to the mailboxes in my slow chair, he loved it, then coming back he fell asleep and I put him up on my shoulder so he was comfortable, and finished the ride home hugging my little sweetie. I'm my happiest when they are here with me, but I did miss the five year old....he is in kindergarten now.

A friend payed me back some money she owed me, so I called my refills in and will pic up my meds later.

I ordered pizza and wings for dinner last night, and we all had a great time. John and I watched a movie and then Top Chef together, he asked the cutest questions, and had me laughing so hard I almost fell out of my chair..,,The people eating the food all had white on and he wanted to know why their napkins weren't under their chins, and why serve red wine when they all had on white, I had to explain it was an elegant affair, he also asked where the wipes were,.,oh well, I can try to educate the man...LOL

Have a great day my friends....

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Yesterday...was awesome.....

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

It was nice to have a good day, sunny outside and inside, cleaned my craft area, ate all healthy foods, Mike was over for a long visit, and people were in and out all day. John was here for dinner and a pay for view movie, Battleship, we both loved it. To bed early and up early, thanks to Cleo meowing in my face at 7 then licking the top of my nose till I looked like Rudolf,,,.I did really. Today my son and grandson are visiting, and I feel great. Cooking pork stirfry, for my son's lunch, leftovers from dinner, and just visiting with the two of them. I had a problem two days ago, my tire on my van was flat. Found out someone had slid a razor blade into one of the treads, do I think it was my x friend, yes, I do. AAA took it off for me, and we had it fixed, but the mechanic said it wasn't an accident. I wish I could prove it was her.

We now sleep with the outside light on at night, hoping it will keep her away....I guess I was sheltered too much as a kid, I don't understand people doing things like that and acting the way she is, she just won't let the friendship die and go on with her own life. She drives by here several times a day, it is out of her way, and has alienated some of her family. I wish I had seen this side sooner. I think she is shop lifting again, she seems to have money now, where she would use mine before.....so dishonest. Her family gave her money last year to buy a small fridge for her work shop, instead of buying it, she came crying to me that no one gave her anything for her birthday and all she wanted was the fridge, so I bought her one....am I stupid or what.

Well, I'm off to shower and get my day started, another full one, and I thank God every day for each one he lets me wake up to.

Love you all!!!!!!!!!

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