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Thursday, May 05, 2011
Was up early and got my housework done and even pulled the garbage to the curb. So I am off to bed soon, getting up early tomorrow and spending the day with my daughter. Probably won't be home till evening. We are going to a movie.
This is my weekend, first the birthday...man I hate those, and then Mothers Day falls on the 4 month anniversary of losing my love. I will keep busy and maybe I will get through it. I think my son forgot both, haven't heard from him in a few days.
Monday, May 02, 2011
I guess it's ok to have one once in a while. Was sorting his things to return to his job, it was a bit too much. I still love him so much and miss him even more.
Didn't get to exercise today, it was raining and my ramp was wet and a bit slippery. I have to get rubber treads for it. Took Cleo for a small outing she didn't like the rain either....I wonder why???/ LOL
Haven't felt like doing much on line today so I was here just a little. Some days its my salvation, others, just too much to do. Feeling so nervous about everything, seeing some folks about the house tomorrow, tho I did find condo I would like to get some information on, and a house about two blocks from my daughter, has a nice yard, big deck and finished basement. OH well, I will call my sister in law and see what she says, she is in real estate.
Well, I'm off to finish watching Dancing with the Stars.
Sunday, May 01, 2011
Looking for the right place to either buy or have built my new double wide. Looking for a place to put it also,. I have found three places I like for putting it. But, I'm still afraid. I will still be living alone, and that is such a fright for me. I hate it here alone, what will make another place different. Today I am having a really hard time. I miss my husband soooo much it physically hurts. I so want to feel him holding me again, a small kiss and for him to say love you too. Most days I get through ok, but weekends are the worst. If I could afford it I would go to a motel every weekend. Instead I am exercising more, more reps up and down my ramp in the chair and I have started walking down and up it at least 4 times a day. Not easy but I do it. Got Cleo a harness today so she can go out with me. The other one I got was too large she almost walked out of it. She dragged me down the ramp and over to a tree and just sat there as if to say, what do I do now....she has no claws.So I had to walk to her, pick her up and roll up the ramp with her squirming in my arms....what a baby she is and she is so much company and I talk to her all the time, she sleeps most of the night with me now, she used to sleep in the hall so she could protect her daddy too....now she only has me and she stays pretty close. I really think she knows how alone I am because she feels that way too.
Well, Tuesday I am going to the first community, have to find out if they have to build the home, theirs are very expensive or if I can get one built and moved there? We will see. I want a very large one so the grandson's will have lots of room to play and if I have it built I can have all the handicap things built in.
Well, I'm off to watch Iron Man...a pretty good movie.
What a scaredy cat, I know how he feels.
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