Monday, February 28, 2011
Today I have to go to the bank, go shooping, meet with the ladies about flowers, go to the dentist. Go to Georgia State Univeroity to have my resume posted by career services, go tanning, take Ava to and from daycare, go to the gym, and all of it will be done before 12, except the gym.
I am exhausted after my weekend. mondays are supposed to be a fresh start, but I believe they should be ju7st day of sleep.. Am I right or what??? Enjoy the day!
Sunday, February 27, 2011
So yesterday, I worked out with my trainer and then worked at my job from 12 to 1 am. Working in a stressful enviroment makes it hard fo me to eat properly. I mean I ate right, but I was so busy yesterday that I barely ate. As the day progressed I got stiffer, and more sore. so no more all day shifts after a boot camp workout is lesson number 1.
I had an awful day to boot. As a server my tips pay my bills and put food on the table for my family. I should average at least 15% on my sales, accounting for bad tippers and tip out to the hosts and the bartenders. But yesterday I made 105 of my sales. I am not a bad server. I am not your Waffle house waitress. I had a table last night tell me I was rude because the computer automatically adds 18% gratuity to 8 people or more. Therefore I was stiffed on a tab of over 200$. I had another table proceed to not talk to me the rest of their meal after the kitchen over cooked three of their steaks. I had a table tell me that they tipped based on overall experience, and because the hosts were rude to them in the beginning that I would not get as big of a tip. REally????? Between those few bad experiences alone, I lost out on a possible 70$ to pay a cell phone bill or a trip to the grocery store. Anyway, I was stressed out to the max most of the evening, and I ended up having many drinks afterwards. So this morning I type considerably hungover.
What I need to take from this is that it is exactly this kind of stress that leads to failure in my eating and drinking habits. I need to not feel so guilty afterwards, and find a way to battle through the stress without picking up a jager bomb or a box of girl scout cookies( yes they are still sitting unopened in my cabinet). So this morning I am drinking alot of extra water and hopping on the treadmill for an extra few minutes. hopefully work will not be as bad tonight.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
So I have to work out and then I have to work day and night. Its going to be long. I'll need some 5 hour powers... Yesterday I am pretty sure my trainer tried to kill me. I had to stop and breathe several times, but I made it through. But this method is proving out to be working rather well. And I am truly doing my best to not complain, and I want to be a big girl :) so no crying!!!
Friday, February 25, 2011
I work every Friday night. Not today!! I have the entire day off with my daughter, and I am so excited. I am also going to the MMA studio tonight with my trainer. I love kicking the heavy bag. I am thinking about putting one up in the garage, but I'm not sure how much something like that costs.. OOOh I know I'll put it on the registry and hope for the best.
Last week, I ordered some dresses online for various wedding events and our honeymoon, I ordered them all a size smaller. Yesterday they came, and I fit into all of them!! So I am now officially a medium again! The progress and the encouragement I have recieved is only helping to fuel my fire, well maybe the stress of my upcoming wedding maybe helping too.
I think the biggest leap I have made is getting over the urge to eat "bad" foods. LAst night at work, our mamager decided to let us have several appetizers after a really busy night, and I managed to ignore them all, and eat my apples instead. Another example, is the girl scout cookies inhabiting my pantry. If I have had a good day, I get a couple, but I stay way from them besides that. My problem used to be this; if I knew they were in there, or if there was a piece of cake at work, I would find a reason to let myself have it, or I would drive myself crazy until I eventually give in. And then I would feel guilty afterwards and hate myself for it. Not so anymore! So thank you to everyone for your support, and happy Friday!
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Yesterday, I swore to you the list was even longer than the day before, but I got most of it finished, and I managed a bath at the end of the night as well.
So I am almost to the first goal mentioned on my page. i havent been that weight since well before my daughter. In fact I was 152, when I found out I was pregnant. I actually want to say 140 is pre fiancee weight. I believe I gained so much because when I got together with the love of my life, I got comfortable, i knew he loved me , and then I just stopped watching what is was eating, and what I was doing. No not an excuse now, but I think I used it then.
Well to celebrate, and to celebrate getting into my dress well enough, I bought all new work out clothes yesterday, and the sweetest adidas running shoes. I don't usually like pink, but they are black and hot pink,, cant wait to use them today!
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