Wednesday, October 06, 2010
Finally I got some sleep last night although I think it was due to the Tylenol PM.. Today there is much to do , and i have 4 1/2 hours to get it all finished. That includes running errands, working out, folding laundry, reorganizing the budget, planning my dinner party for Saturday, and hopefully sneaking in a little me time. After the 4 1/2 hours I get to go to work, and then to my football fantasy meeting and hopefull home in time to catch the Twins kicking the crap out of the Yankees.
Yesterday I was good half of the day, and then someone brought in a Boston Creme Pie,,, my absolute favorite thing to eat! But I have started a new line of thinking.. Its ok to have the cake because as long as I work a little harder each day to reach my goal then eventually the cake will not be a slip up and more of an everyday part of life. With that in mind I will behave all day, and at the end of that day I will enjoy my Oktoberfest and my friends!
Tuesday, October 05, 2010
For the past two days I havent been able to sleep. I have probably slept for 3 hours total. What I dont understand is that on the second night after not sleeping at all how it could hapen again.. I am not an insomniac. In fact i am very good at sleeping!
anyway it keeps me from moving the rest of the day, While I did eat properly , i have no motivation to even look at my treadmill. the lack of motivation is a killjoy for me. Because I am the type of person who rarely sits down for even a minute, it is constantly go go go.. So I feel like i am not getting anything accomplished..
So it is tylenol pm for me tonight and I pray that I sleep so that i can move on with the day tomarrow!
Monday, October 04, 2010
I am on a diet, I am off a diet. I am working out, I cant even locate the treadmill. I am on sparkpeople, I cant do anything but play farmville. This is the rollercoaster I have been on since I started sparkpeople two years ago. This time will be different... Ahhh how many people say that? I mean it, I have to stay on the roller coaster, b/c in the the end it is ultimately me and my motivation that keeps me on the treadmill and toward a healthy lifestyle. I know this. why cant I achieve sticking to the plan? well I have created a list of motivations, My wedding. My child. My well being. My pile of clothes that just sit in the closet. My energy. To get a daily routine. To relieve stress. To more done in the day. To get rid of my damn gut!!! Finally to be able to say to myself I did it! I conquered my mountain!!! This feeling of not failing is most important to me, b/c I feel like I have yet to achieve something truly great(except for my daughter,, my best accomplishment ever!) So I am finding the treadmill, I am getting my routine and I am changing my way of life. I am staying on and I am not getting off no matter how long the line is for others waiting...
Thursday, September 09, 2010
My daughter kept us up al night. she is cutting 2 incisors. To compound matters, I took a free day and had wings and beer at my fantasy meeting. It was Oktoberfest on draft and worth every calorie!!!!!
So I get home late and she keeps me up till 2am. Then she wakes up at 5am. It figures b/c I am coming off a free day, and today I have a million and one errands. So everyone pray that I find the energy to complete another healthy day and make it through the rest of teething, b/c I really need some sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
No not the weight progress. No I am making progress on this site!
I woke up this morning grabbed my coffee and ran upstairs for the computer! then I discovered that now I am a co captain for one of my groups. me taking charge of just the tiniest thing means alot,. It mean progress in my change over to a better lifestyle. I am transitioning from dieting to a permanent thing. Now wait,,, I still intend to lose the rest of my weight and try all the diet gimmicks I still wanna try. But this site will be the cornerstone of my transition. And for that today I am very thankful...
Time to jump rope!!
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