Tuesday, March 10, 2009
so yesterday i turned 23... my co-worker put it to look at is as though i'm not getting old, but that i'm getting older -- which means i am getting wiser, more experienced, wordly, etc.
i have been MIA from here for a few weeks, which i mentioned in my last entry. but i am going to make an great effort to improve. i need to do this for myself. i constantly talk about eating better and exercising more, but this needs to be happening more often and not so half-assed, which is what i am doing right now. it's like a game i am playing in my head. i am telling myself oh yeah kristin you're doing great, even though it's not a 100% effort on my part to do what i really can be doing to make myself a better, healthier person.
the clean eating is actually going pretty ok. for the most part all of what i eat is on the clean path, but (and i knew this when i wanted to start eating clean) outside forces are just preventing me from doing it 100%. i do feel great that i am doing it as much as i can though, that's a good step i feel.