Saturday, January 15, 2011
So this past week has been....interesting. I got a lot done which I am super excited about because it means I am feeling better....
Tuesday night I went and got wings with a couple of girlfriends from work and it was a lot of fun. They are super funny and remind me alot of my childhood best friend and I... I had fun.
Also on Tuesday I started my Couch 25k again, and I am super excited. My butt is already looking better and I can button the jeans that I couldnt button when I got out of the hospital so...go me!
Wednesday I hung out with Erin and Brittany, and got a lot done... got my change of address in, and other things but I cant remember. Then we got a little bit drunk off of some wine. I love wine! We used the wine glasses my mom got me for Chirstmas...they are so cute.. i will try to post a picture to show just how cute they really are.
Thursday, i volunteered, went to my new doctors, and hung out with Adam, then did my c25k and found dairy free pizza, lasagna....and they are way less calories than real. *Dairy free is important because I'm allergic to it. I was so excited to find yummy food like pizza that I can eat! I took pictures of it haha. And I'm pretty sure the chef at whole foods was hitting on me, because I told him how it drives me nuts that whenever I want things like that they always end up being vegan, so on Sunday he offered to make me a dairy free pizza with meat! meat! Real meat! haha I'm so excited.. I kinda hope he asks me out...lol.
Last night I went to a movie and to Dennys with Phillip, Dani, Lewis and Lewis's brother. I really need to learn his name. haha.
So overall the week was good. It had some negative undertones. For example: This stupid guy that I dont actually like, but have talked to out of boredom, stupid ex girlfriend accused me of e-mailing her. I dont even know what she claims I said, but it was so stupid. And what is even more stupid is that it has been driving me insane. I blocked him... i would have blocked her but I have no idea who she is. I dont even know her name. But what I dont understand is why I care...why do I care. I know I didnt do it, and and the truth always comes out, even though I wont be there to experience it. I know it will. And its not like he was all that important to me. Quite frankly, I can do better, better looking, more intelligent, more fun, less crazy controlling asshole...just better. So why do I care? I dont understand.
I also am going to be going to a neurologist here shortly....I dont (cant: too emotional) to get into details at this time. Im hoping its nothing, so until I know otherwise I'm treating this as precautionary and not worrying tooo much. All in all, I need some prayer.
And because of this incident and the last four months and some poor decisons on my part (mostly involving men) I have decided to go back to therapy. Will fill you in as thins progress.
Ok, well I'm gonna go, but I'm gonna leave on a quote and positive quote.
"I believe the greater the handicap, the greater the triumph." -John H. Johnson
(wow....this is exactly what I needed)
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
So I kept thinking I needed to update on everything that happened over the last four months but to be honest... that would take forever!!! So much has happened...some good, some bad...but all with positive results.. So instead of trying to update I figure I would just start anew.
Since I moved to Arizona, I lost twenty five pounds, gained it all back and have currently lost 13...so I am back to where I was last time I weighed in on here haha. Which is good...its a good starting point I think. I dated, and then stopped dating, dated some more and now I'm just focusing on me. If I date, great, but i'm not going out of my way for it. All of the men I have dated out here have turned out to be huge buttheads, no worries. I am stronger than that, and am excited about the things I have been learning because of it.
For example for the first time ever I told a man to leave me alone the other day. i have never ever told anyone to leave me alone. It was liberating. Of course with growth comes some bad decisions, but at least i have been learning from them...or at the least in the process of learning from them.
And moving on...
I found a full time job with Wells Fargo and although it is challenging I find i enjoy it. I really think I can go far in the company and would like to even though it is not my final career choice...but that will come later. Like...in August.
I finally quit express after they screwed me over several times. I just couldnt take it anymore...it wasnt fun anymore and what is the purpose of having a job like that if it isnt fun?
i also volunteer for an organization called Arizonans for Children that work with Foster kids which i am really enjoying and will be volunteering for New Hope which works with kids and loss here shortly.
I have my own apartment and my own furniture, and my roommate and I get along great... I've made some awesome friends. I wish I could just get into detail after detail about it all, but it would take so long. Hopefully over time though, through my blogs everyone will see how much I have matured in the last four months, how much my life has changed. My priorities, my concerns...they are so different. And I am so proud of myself... for all i have completed and become.
For now though, I have to go to bed. I have to work in the morning and I have so much to do, with church in the evening. So for now goodnight.
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