Monday, September 02, 2013
yess ive been missing aain.. i havnt been able to stay focused much lately to do much of anything, mornings seem to be the best for me ruight now, its the only time i get any sort of quiet time. my sciatica is getting better slowly, im on week 9 of it, im down to just taking aleve, (bc if my back is achy), my docter sent me to a nureologist last week for some testing, this involved electro shocks (ow), right now im still waiting on those results. i finally saw the therapist at the counsaling place, but i have to wait till the 17th to see the doc to get put on meds, but they gasve me a diasgnosis, i am ADD w/ severes depression level 1, but fixable, her anger was toward the insurance company because ive been diagnosed this and everytine i start taking meds , the insurance doughnut holes it and i have to go off it, and then im back at square one, this last time was the worst. SO thats where we are with that. i still cant work full shifts at cracker barrel, but im getting round 20 hrs Which is more than i could do before, im still hunting for a diff job, a desk one would be great.
my grandaughter is doing great, shes right on track, lol shes a mess! oh but i have lost more weight and my workouts are getting a little longer and im getting to add weights to the machines slowly, i can do a full 30 mins on the ski machine, thisd is good news and its also my time of de- stressing lol..
i think its getting better somewhat, i wish our financial situation would get better, but io guess one day at a time right now, like my leg things i guess happen slowly, but you get more permanent results in the end!!!!
Sunday, August 11, 2013
This is not on ly true in the physical sense buit also in the metaphorical sense as well...i woke up at 3 am, took my shower and my head was itching, i thought" wow i sure do have some dry scalp) so i took the comb and thought i would comb some of it out, welp it WANSNT dry scalp, yup it was head lice, well wouldnt know it, so i had to cal the boss tell him i wasnt gonna be there, make a trip to wally world, and well if you have ever had to go through this with kids OR yourself you know the work involved....ugh and my hip was feeling a bit better so i wasnt DREADING work for a change..lol..i think god was making sure i didnt use work as an excuse to get out of services..lol...yes kristina and i are going to bible services today!!! well EVERYONE have a blessed day!!!!
Friday, August 09, 2013
soooo went to the docter yesterday, mine was out of town so i went over to our sister clinic and saw one of the docs there......HE WAS AWSOME... listen to me (i get emotional when i talk about the pain), first wuestion out of his mouth.."why did they NOT give you a cortisol shot?" he was the third docter that i had seen, my own physican, and 2 docs in the ER. he said ive been in pain 3 weeks longer than i should have so he shot me (lol sorry i had to say it), and put me on meloxican which is like aleve and advil together all souped up (1 a day), i can have goodys or tylenol or bc or bayer (ive been doing goodys, my face always looks like ive done coke in my mouth) back and body. i have to wear my backbrace as much as possible so i dont pull down and hunch over, said i would feel relief this morning..ok i guess i have some relief but i still got pain BUT i looked this shot up and it might take a full day to really start to feel better, i was also told not to depend on the heating pad, mineral ice and warming pads soooo much and i cant have any advil or aleve during the day, could make me overdose because the med he gave me is so strong..so i was in some major pain last nite and i was on baby duty and hubby didnt want to help (hes been very pissy bout all this lately), very odd about the baby cuz notmally hes the one she wants , NOT last nite she wanted her meme, top it all off her mom didnt get off till 2 in the morning and kristina decided to hang out til 11 o clock , the stinker...lol but we had a storm last nite BIG BA DA BOOMS!!! she never woke up, but its like she knew when her mommy got home because she started crying for a bobble (bottle), i guess in retrospect the appt went well i think i was expecting more than i got i just need to slow down and let the medicine work...ON A BRIGHT NOTE, somehow ive lost a crap load of weight, last time i weighed i was 170 and yesterday it was 164 and i made them weigh me again and THEN i did it at home lol and then i went to the gym (which the dioc told me NOT tpo do but i did anyways, and i think thats why im still hurting) and the scale there said the same thing..go figure..something good in all this lol
i just want to thank everyone who reads these post, i mostly write to just get it out n hopes someone will share with me but its awsome when people to read and give me feedback..good or bad i dont mind, but thanks
Thursday, August 08, 2013
the first thing is that the grandbaby had been in the lebohners childrens hospital in memphis tn, shes ok, kristina is not yet a year so this terror woke alot of people up . she had a seziure which they say was caused by an infection that went into her brain, as of NOW they still dont know what caused it, shes on medicine and she hasnt had a seziure since she was admitted to the hospital which is now a little over 1 week ago .
in the meantime, i have been haveing sciatica issues, this stuff has stolen my life, the prognoisd says 6 yo 8 weeks but im in week 6 with no relief and i think ive finally made the decsion to the docter and see if i cant get something to manage the pain, i cant even stay standing up long enough to fold clothes, workouts dont esxixt depending on the pain level i MIGHT get 30 mins in on the ski machine, im close to loosing my job, our finances are just about ruined because when i do work ive went from 40 hrs to 12 if im lucky, on top of all this my insurance keeps doughnutting on al my meds, i proably could handle all of this if i was on my effexor and adderall, i just dont get it, some people DO NEED those meds why be so mean, ive never missed a poayment on my insurance, i feel like im being punished for something but i dont know what...is is karma??? i told god if he would help i would go back to church and quit cussing, quitting cussing is HARD but im trying, i cant do the church thing till i find another job to replace cracker barrel but i do mean it, in fact im looking forward to it.. I just hurt all the time, my hubby is getting mad at me and just want some relief even if its for 2 hours i vcan accomplish alot inm 2 hours, sorry i vented so long, im done feeling sory for myself
one things is for certain i have to loose some weight, ive really really let myself go, im not over to over, but the tone is out of everything
i dont qua;lify for any programs to help me out with meds or anything, i make to much at the restrant (even if im not working much), i dont know something has to give!!!!!!
Monday, April 15, 2013
well, i got into lots of trouble with the docter a couple of weeks ago, i had put on more weight than he wanted me to
my use to be best friend at work is now up the bosses but and becoming a royal you know what and i guess im her main target
i still dont want to work there, but i know i should just be happy to have a job but thats little consalation, when one dreads woirk every day (and yes i use to like my job)
im tired al the time, i need to get back into a workout routine but i am having a hard time doing that because when i work out at home i get EAL distracted real easy
im waiting for a doc authorization JUST so i can get meds filled and have been waitinf for over a week now, and now i will have to wait and check wed to see if we get it because insurance wont py for the gen eric of my drug threy want me to take name brand
ok so enough woe is me, what is good
im alive, and im my grandaughters most favorite person, i finally got an i-phone (no sirre long story). i had a tumy bug this past week which normallywould be a bad thing but i lost 4 lbs so i find that a good thing although i dont know how blimics do it..yuck..and BTW i dont want chili for awhile lol!.. oh.. and its starting to warm up which means GREAT outdoor running weather ..so bad so good, i just need to chear up and quit feeling sorry for myself right???? right!!!!
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