Thursday, May 02, 2013
So earlier this week, my attitude and energy levels were through the roof. I was happy, motivated and thrilled to be alive. Today? Not so much so. My thought process today is "Screw it." At least now I can pinpoint WHY I'm crabby. My other half is going with some friends to an Iron Man marathon - starting at 1 pm today, they're going to the local IMAX theater and watching Iron Man 1 & 2, Avengers, and then Iron Man 3 at 9 pm.
I. WANT. TO. GO.
But I cannot. I have to stay and man the office, and then I have clients tonight. Part of me (Princess Me) is stomping my feet, telling me to cancel the clients and go anyways. The responsible part says that I am trying to build my business and it is in my best interest to just suck it up and deal.
Princess Me wants to know when I get to do the fun things too and was NOT at all happy when my other half said "Just think, in 10 years, we'll have both offices fully staffed with other people and we can take an afternoon off."
I don't want to wait TEN YEARS TO GO SEE A DAMNED MOVIE - shouts Princess Me.
But this is good for me to stop sulking and suck it up. I'm taking time off for Memorial Day week and then in July, I am NOT going to feel guilty about going to Michigan to see my bestie for four days. No boys needed!
Princess Me is still sulking, but Business Owner Me wins again. Now to find that peaceful balance and happy attitude.