Wednesday, June 12, 2013
Well, to start I would like to apologize. I haven't been very active here lately. I feel like I am not being honest to anyone, especially myself when I am not remaining active. Why? Well, the less active I am here, the less active I have also been physically. And, to top it off, the less active I have been physically, the less active I have been in eating right, taking care of myself, or even caring.
We have a LOT of stuff going on at work. You would think it would be a good thing. I mean, the busier I am - the less likely I am to eat. But it hasn't been the case. It seems like I am constantly hungry. And when I do eat I end up eating nothing worth mentioning. It's all garbage. I have even been coming up with excuses as to why I can't workout. And I LOVE working out.
I guess I have a lot to figure out. And I need to do it soon. I can't keep sabotaging my hard earned efforts. This isn't the 1st time. I have done this time and time again for the past 20 years or so it seems????
Frustrated. Just flat out frustrated.
But I am not giving up. Not at all. I have some goals that I am resetting for myself. My daughter will be here in September and I want to lose another 20 by then. And we will be going to Disneyworld in Decembers so I would really like to lose some more. Ideally I would like to lose 40 by then.
Well, here it goes again. And again, I am sorry for not being here. I am will try.