Saturday, June 20, 2009
So, today my sister and I were taking some photos to put in a picture frame for my dad for father's day (my sister is sort of an amateur photographer). Out of all the pictures that we took, I only managed to be happy with one. I just kept thinking of how fat I looked in all of the pictures. Even with all the work I did this week at the gym, I can't help hating the way I looked. I always think that my sister looks better than me in the pictures. I keep thinking that she keeps getting skinnier and I keep getting fatter. This isn't true, but that's how I feel at the moment. I suppose that this is some motivation to stay away from the sweets (my biggest downfall, as I LOVE to bake!). This week, I am doing a no baking streak starting tomorrow. I just made some low-fat strawberry banana bread, and I have to make some tiramisu cupcakes for my dad for father's day tomorrow, but after that no more baking this week. There really is no reason for baking besides it's fun for me. I know that I need to stop that now. From now on, I need to concentrate more on fruit for my sweet cravings instead of sugar.