Friday, January 07, 2011
That is how I feel, NOPE I am not sick but just seems like bad news is all around me. This makes it hard to focus on ME, I hope this doesn't sound selfish.
I should feel grateful because of my friend had the biggest blow to her family and her 3 year old. That little girl is special to me and so is her Mom. I can't image going through what she is going through. My Mom did years ago way before I was born and I can remember her talking about it, plus my mom died of cancer too. So this is really hard for me to accept what is going on with Shannon.
Then we are having money problems. I am just not happy and this is putting a killing on my eating. I should be happy that my kids are healthy and move on and eat healthier. But I can't. So I know I have emotional eating. Now don't get me wrong, I am not eating that much, I am just in that "don't care" mode. I have got to shake it.
I want to run a 5K this year in 2011 and not walk like last year. (My knee is better.)
My job is stressful at times and I do really good considering things I put up with, but I figured since I am being poop on anyway.
So this is the reason for my lack of participation on sparkpeople. I will get over this...just give me time. It could be worst.