Saturday, March 31, 2012
So last week I re-booted things. Changed my Spark name, changed my attitude. I spent the last week doing more; more time in the gym, more discipline in the foods I ate, more attention to what I was doing over all.
I'm still not feeling 100%. I haven't been sick but it feels like I've been trying to catch a cold for about 3 weeks now. Just feeling a bit under the weather. But life is never going to be perfect. If we waited until the conditions were perfect to begin a change, we would never make that change.
I imagine that if you're reading this, you just want to know how my week of re-booting paid off, or if it paid off at all. So I will not bore you with anymore of my philosophical wanderings.
Let's just get to the numbers:
Re-boot SW: 250
Weight : 246.6
Lost : 3.4
Total : 70.6
I'm still 2.9 lbs above my lowest weigh in, but I'm happy with today's weigh in. I'm not going to celebrate massively over today's weigh in, although it was a good one, because I know that next week could be a different story, I could go up again. So I will just put a smile on my face and enjoy this small victory today. And tomorrow I will get back at it and see if I can't post a loss 2 weeks in a row.
To you, my beloved readers, may April bring you happiness and a renewed spirit (and all of the weight loss you desire!)
"Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts."
Sunday, March 25, 2012
50 weeks, 2 weeks short of my one year sparkversary, one year since I stepped on the scale, determined to take back my life. April 12, 2011, the scale read 317.2, it was bad, but my mind was set on losing 110lbs (maybe more) and celebrating my 42nd birthday with a much healthier body. Well, my birthday is 6 days away and I didn't make it.
I'm not going to whine and throw a a pity party, that's not my style. I'm just disappointed with myself for slacking off and not pushing myself harder. So it's time for some changes. Time to get much more serious about what food I'm putting into my body, (of course, I'm drinking Starbucks as I type this lol). I will be re-doing my ticker, which I told myself I would never do, I wanted to see the long haul on my ticker, see how far I have come. But it's time to change things up, so a new ticker will be configured. Not sure about whether or not I will change my strength training routine, it has been working (I track all ST workouts in a spiral notebook for myself and my 2 workout partners, we've all seen nice gains). But I thing I need to be more intense in my cardio workouts.
I will write an updated 'about me' section on my spark page, it has been a while since I updated anything there. I may even change my name here on Spark, something more reflective of what I am doing, not just the old "first initial, last name" that I seem to always use.
I know I've gone up in weight in the last couple of weeks, I can feel it. But it's not the end of the world, so many people here have a bad week or two or three and go up for a while before finding their path again and continuing on their trail. So be it, if I've gone up, I've gone up. I can't change that now, but I can get back on my path and steel my resolve and move forward once again.
I went out and bought a scale yesterday, so here's to hoping that it works properly and shows me only good numbers!
"Never, never, never, never give up." Winston Churchill
Sunday, March 18, 2012
So it's week 49 and I didn't weigh in yesterday. Why? you ask, because I didn't feel like it. This is my journey, and I have decided to not weigh in for a while. I will probably weigh in on the 31st of March. I have been plateauing for the last couple of months and I just don't need the stress of the scale right now. I need to get a few things sorted in my head and in my life and I'm walking away from the scale for a while.
I'll still be logging my food and exercise each day and I won't be slacking off. Just not going to be beholden to the scale. The 31st of March is my 42nd birthday, So I think that will be the day that I weigh myself. I will probably still post a blog next week, just not about how much I weigh!
So until next time, goodnight and have a pleasant tomorrow.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Well, it's week 48 and I have had a substandard 2+ months. Plateaus and up and down weights have been the norm for me lately. But today is something new. I think my digital scale gave out from all of the stress I've given it.
I had a pretty good week for me, I ate decently and spent more time in the gym sweating than I have been as of late. I had high hopes for a loss this week, at least a pound or so. But this morning when I got on the scale it just didn't want to cooperate. I must stepped on the scale a dozen or more times this morning, just being amazed at what it was doing. At first it said that I was up over 5 lbs, then I was up 4 lbs. Eventually it told me I was up, down and neutral, all in the span of about 3 minutes. I moved it around the tile floor thinking maybe it was just not on a totally flat spot, but nothing got it to show the same weight twice in a row.
So I said the hell with it. Got dressed and went about my day. Oh well, I'll take a look at it later on, check batteries and make sure it's clean inside the battery compartment. But as for this week, there's no weigh in to report on.
So here's the numbers:
Why are you even reading this,
I told you I didn't weigh in today.
You have wasted your time here.
I'm just going to keep on doing what I was doing this week and hopefully I'll have my scale straightened out, or replaced by next weekend and then I can report a loss. FIngers crossed!
"Age wrinkles the body. Quitting wrinkles the soul" - Gen. Douglas MacArthur
Saturday, March 03, 2012
I'm feeling like George Jetson ... "Jane, get me off this crazy thing".
Last weeks' road to recovery turned out to be a cul-de-sac. I let myself get too distracted, too hungry and ate too much while having not enough focus, enough drive, or enough sweat pour off of me at the gym.
This week I had to write a resume and prepare for an open interview with a large national coffee company, spend half a day standing around with 130 or so other hopefuls waiting for my number to be called so I could sit down and actually get interviewed. Missed the gym that day.
I've also been trying to figure out how to get my 15 year old son into summer school. Mind you, his grades are good, 3.3 gpa, but he wants to knock out some required courses over the next 2 summers so he can either graduate early or at least have an senior filled with fun classes. But due to budget constraints they are not allowing any student that does not NEED summer school to take summer school. Makes no sense, they will be having algebra 2, and other courses available for students who have flunked them during the year, but they won't let him in to take them of his own accord. The teacher will already be there, getting paid, my son's presence will not add to any costs for the school. It's hard to teach kids to be go-getter's, to reach for goals, when the one place that they have the opportunities to work harder won't allow them to do so.
enough ranting. I just plain screwed up this week. It's so easy to slack off a little when you're seeing good results. I weighed myself on Tuesday morning and I was 242.5. I thought "Great!, this is going to be a good week". Boy was I wrong. Too many carbs the last three days and too many calories and too little hard work. I have got to straighten myself out, I'm going nuts being in the 240's for over 2 months now.
Anyway, here's the numbers:
Weight : 244.2
Gain : .5
Total : 73.0
I know it's just half a pound, but I really thought I had turned a corner after last week and was headed nowhere but down. So that half pound gain is just like a kick in the stomach. I'm pretty angry with myself right now. Of course that will pass by this evening because I know that I can't change the past, I can only dictate what I will with the future. I have to just put one foot in front of the other and make it happen.
Oh, and after my interview I was told that they would contact the people that they wanted to hire by Monday. I haven't heard from them yet and doubt if they will be making any calls on Sunday.
“In brightest day, in blackest night,
No evil shall escape my sight
Let those who worship evil’s might,
Beware my power… Green Lantern’s light!”
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