Thursday, December 15, 2011
I went to the ER yesterday morning at 530am because my upper tummy was in so much pain. I had a catscan and ultrasound done and they found a gallstone stuck in the neck of my gallbladder. They saw other stones in there too, so they said even if they unstuck the one stone, I would have had another stone attack later on
So I had my gallbladder removed yesterday afternoon. I wasn't mentally prepared, so I kept crying before the surgery. Everything went well except for an IV complication. I have 4 wounds on my belly now. I didn't get to eat at all yesterday, and it is really hard to eat today. I can't have fatty foods, greasy foods, oils, raw veggies, or dairy. I feel full after one or two bites. My tummy is grumbly on the inside too so that hurts more too grrrr.
My fiance was joking with me saying the gallbladder out will help with my weight loss haha. I told him about how I just wrote a happiness blog. I think I jinxed myself because of that. Oh well, the Doctor told me I have had gallbladder problems for a while now by what he saw. I am glad it is out, but I am in so much pain. It hurts to move, laugh, pee, etc. I am not used to laying on my back so much either. I just want to be healed up again so everything will be easier. I can barely even do anything on my own. I am happy everything went well, but I am not ready for Christmas! I still didn't even get my Christmas cards done yet.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
At certain times, I randomly get so happy I feel like I am going to explode. I will laugh, squeal, cry, hold my breath, etc.. it just feels like it isn't enough sometimes. I get so full of emotion and I wonder if one day I may actually explode in some crazy way.
I got on the scale and lost more weight and got soooo happy. I was just so proud of myself for a couple minutes. I just kept grinning and was so glad I am sticking with my weight loss this time! I feel so much better in the mornings. When I walk with the pup, half of the time I feel like jumping or skipping around because I have more energy.
I haven't been this happy in a long time, and I hope I continue to stay happy. I still am not happy all the time, but it has been a lot better. I Am trying to do more things for ME without being too selfish. I still feel guilty, and do things for other people but I am trying my best to keep myself happy too.
I am glad it is almost Christmas! I wasn't excited for a while, but it the holiday cheer finally hit me yesterday!
Thursday, December 08, 2011
I really need to go to the gym.
I just need to do it.
I just HAVE to go.
I started using the spark nutrition tracker one day in August and just stuck with it. I told myself I was going to eat healthier & I just did it! I wish I could do the same with the gym. I guess it takes a lot less time looking up food. I always think about going to the gym, but then I just think of everything else I have to do. I am not really being lazy about it, because I am doing other things instead. I just have to start making time. I should schedule it in and just make myself start to go.
I just have to go! grrrr.
Saturday, December 03, 2011
About 10 years ago, I used to babysit family friends. I always liked it because I could play with the kids. Once they went to bed, I had a bit of free time to myself. I definitely don't do it as often, but I sometimes watch my fiance's sister's kids.
Tonight, I am watching my Mommom. She has been sick for a while, and is temporarily living with parents. My parents wanted a night off, so I offered to come over and help out. They went out to see a play, and I came to hang out with Mommom. Apparently my parents didn't tell her I was coming over. I felt funny when Mommom said "Oh hi, I didn't know you were coming". At least she is happy to see me. I brought some sushi, and I ate already. I am glad I knew she liked NCIS, so I found it on demand and we are on episode 2 now. My parents were both happy I came to help out. I brought my Sherlock Holmes book, but I didn't get to read it yet because I have to keep the TV up loud for her. She randomly asks me something too, so I am trying to be somewhat alert for her!
I am glad it is the weekend, but it is half over already! The holiday season is here! I am trying to figure out my gift list! Everything costs so much now. Last year I made a lot of gifts, so I want to do something similar this Christmas!
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