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Happy Wednesday

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

So I actually went to sleep before 12 last night. It was nice. I had some crazy dreams last night- well, most nights I have a lot of dreams. Normally I don't mind them. I just don't like when I get up in the morning & it feels like I didn't get any sleep! Damn dreams can be so tiring sometimes haha.

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It is one day closer to Friday today. Also one more day I can keep track of my healthy lifestyle! It is so warm today - I was thinking about going for a walk with the doggies tonight, but it may be too warm. My Mom has a treadmill I should start using. I just need the motivation to actually use it!

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Hopefully everyone has a great rest of the week & a nice weekend


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KAI_ZEN 7/18/2012 7:39PM

    Happy Wednesday to you, too!

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KARIDIAN1 7/18/2012 9:35AM

    I didn;t get to bed until 12:30 or so, but it was raining lightly when I took the dog out for the last time. We have needed rain up here in MN.

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I survived my birthday

Monday, July 16, 2012

I made it through my birthday weekend. I had two arguments, a lot of stress, and no cake! I did have some fun, but I felt bad for a lot of the weekend. I am 27 now - ahhh!

At least I made it through. I didn't track my calories yet - I am going to try & remember everything I ate. I know I went over Saturday because I had a few drinks that night - but oh well. I deserve the break sometimes - especially for my birthday & everything going on.

Hopefully everyone had a nice weekend - Have a great week!




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KAI_ZEN 7/17/2012 5:57PM

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PEPPYPATTI 7/16/2012 7:05PM

    Sometimes you need to treat yourself, especially on your Birthday! Sounds like you did great. And 27? You are just a baby. It only gets better!
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HHB4181 7/16/2012 12:15PM

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Glad you made it through!

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KAPELAKIN 7/16/2012 10:15AM

    Happy birthday!

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What else?! Accident & Birthday Weekend Blues *sigh*

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Usually I don't type TOO much about my life, but I just feel like I should. Sometimes I just have to express myself in different ways to clear my mind and get back to my normal self.

On my way home from work yesterday, my Mom's car got rear ended. I am alright & it wasn't my fault. I just got really nervous and shaken up about it. The car seems to be ok, but I still was all worried & weirded out this morning. At least I didn't have to drive. I got a ride to work. I am getting picked up after work & get my car back. Over $400 worth of parts had to be put into it. Fun fun!

If you asked me a month ago what I would be doing for my 27th birthday, I would have had an exact answer - I was going to go camping with my fiance, and 4 other people. We didn't get to go camping last year & also didn't get to go in May when I wanted to. Even though I knew July was going to be hot, I decided I wanted to camp in NY for my birthday.
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We aren't going camping this weekend & I also don't have a fiance anymore.
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Well, life is full of crazy twists & turns. All of us requested off Friday & Sat/Sun if they needed it. I don't really want to get into details because everything is a mess right now - but now my birthday plans are a mess. No camping. No wedding. I also lost a friend in all of this. I am trying to keep my head up because there is nothing else I can do - I can't get sucked into the sadness because that is where I kept ending up in the past. I need to keep moving Forward.
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I have been trying to walk everyday this week. It is a mini-goal, but if I can do it I will definitely be a bit proud of myself. Working out/exercising has always been tough for me. It is extra hard for me when I just feel like curling up and sleeping all day. I know I need to keep moving! For my physical & mental health!
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A few friends came out of the blue & asked if I wanted to get together this weekend. Some just asked because they know I am feeling down. Others actually want to celebrate my birthday. I am trying to be happy when I can. I am normally a pretty upbeat person, but I have felt guilty lately when I have happy moments. Hopefully in time I will be able to feel happy without being down at the same time.
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I need to watch what I eat this weekend since most of my meals will be out with friends & family. I have some walking/exercise already planned out too. Hopefully I don't get too bummed out this weekend. If I do, I just need to tell myself I will get through it! Damn time... damn complications. But such is life, right? If I didn't have the tough times, I wouldn't appreciate the good times as much.

Thank you to everyone who leaves comments on my page & blog. I really appreciate every one! I hope everyone has a lovely weekend.

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SABLENESS 7/13/2012 9:35AM

    emoticonto you! You've had a lot of unplanned unwanted change, but you've got some good Plan Bs. Thanks be for caring friends who want to be supportive and make your birthday a good one, and for a new friend. Ditch the guilties over happy moments and enjoy them with all you've got. If you find yourself getting down, make a 10 items gratitude list before you do anything else. If you need some starters, give thanks for the clarity with which you're able to view your circumstances, for the friends you do have who care, for a job to go to--I've been out of work for 2 years, for this site where you can unload how you feel and know that you'll get support, for the determination that's keeping you moving even though curling up in bed is a tempting option. You take it from there. emoticon

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JEANINNEWCASTLE 7/13/2012 12:35AM

  emoticon I admire your determination to keep walking and taking care of yourself. I hope that you have a nice birthday weekend despite the sad circumstances.

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Rewards for saying No - not just for saying Yes.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Eating the right food & exercising is saying Yes! This is definitely a great thing. I created a reward system a long time ago for my eating right. After almost a year, it is a habit now to say yes to the healthy food.

For me... I realize how hard it is to still say No. I don't reward myself enough for saying No! Saying no to the bite of junk food goes a long way! Saying no to laziness & procrastination is also important! For me, it is a lot easier to say No to food. I will pack my own lunch, bring snacks to a friend's house, or make 10 changes to a menu item when I order it at a restaurant. I HAVE to eat food so it is easier for me to make better choices.

It is a lot harder for me to say No to laziness. I like being outside, but I usually like someone there. I need to learn to keep doing things for myself. Say no to being lazy & yes to working out by myself! I really think I should create that reward system for working out.. if only I could make myself do it! haha

  
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KAI_ZEN 7/12/2012 12:21AM

    "After almost a year, it is a habit now to say yes to the healthy food." This is a huge accomplishment! Good for you!

Building on that success, you know you can change your habits for the good, and create the habit of fitness. Develop a reward system that works for you, and you'll be well on your way.
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KAPELAKIN 7/10/2012 10:47PM

    Do you have a dog, or do you know a dog you could borrow for walks? I found that having my dog look at me expectantly, hoping that we would go out for a walk, was often enough motivation to get out the door. Now it's a habit several days a week, but his enthusiasm always helps me get motivated, and I'm not at the mercy of someone else's schedule. Alternately, you could find a podcast or book on tape that you like, and only allow yourself to listen while walking/running, assuming you have a low-traffic enough area that you can do this safely.

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Some Pictures - 70 lbs lost

Friday, July 06, 2012

I didn't take any good pictures yet, but I have some old pictures vs new pictures of me. A few friends wanted to see the actual difference, so I put a few together. I can actually see a difference in them =) I want to try and get better pictures too. Eventually...

Seeing the pictures makes me want to lose even more. Thank you for all of the support so far! I hope everyone has a great weekend.




  
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SABLENESS 7/13/2012 9:37AM

    Awesome pics! 70 lbs! I'm jealous! But I'll get there eventually.

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NEW_PARADIGM 7/11/2012 8:57AM

    Your hard work and dedication really shows! Your beautiful smile radiates even brighter!

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KAI_ZEN 7/9/2012 10:35AM

    Gorgeous!
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CAROLIAN 7/7/2012 3:14AM

    emoticon You are doing so well emoticon

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MCJULIEO 7/6/2012 2:54PM

    LOOK AT YOU!
What a wonderful example of success!
Love your smile!

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THE_NEW_MELISSA 7/6/2012 11:44AM

    You can definitely see it! Wowser! Great job!

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MELINDAKAYE2 7/6/2012 11:20AM

    Awesome!!!

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EVLOBOS310 7/6/2012 11:14AM

    Wow, you can really see how hard you are working, especially in your face! You look fantastic! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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KAPELAKIN 7/6/2012 11:14AM

    What an accomplishment, you're looking great! emoticon

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DOTTY7267 7/6/2012 11:10AM

    Thanks for sharing, you can really see the progress. emoticon

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SMURFETE09 7/6/2012 11:08AM

    You rock! You look amazing! Keep up the good work!

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