Friday, June 22, 2012
I have been having some personal problems, so it is hard for me to stay upbeat. I get moments of happiness, but then they get washed away. I am trying to get my life together and do what is best for me.
I lost 69 pounds now, and I still want to lose more. I Wonder if losing that 70th pound will even make me proud of myself - especially with how I have been feeling. I will probably still feel fat - but that may be a good thing. I want to lose more. I need to keep going! I want to reach my next goal - then the next and the next. I know I can do it, and I will.
Thursday, June 07, 2012
Life is tough. Some days fly by. Others crawwwwwl. Today is one of those slow days. At 5:30am it felt like 7:30am. At 10:30am, it felt like 12:30pm. Very strange!
I finally lost another pound! For a long time, I kept having to say "I lost 65 pounds" I just kept hearing myself say outloud and in my head... 65... 65... ONLY 65... I finally lost another pound and I lost 66! Now I just need to keep going. I can't wait until I lose 70 lbs and will be at 180lbs =)
I have been out almost every night because of appointments or plans. I have been planning a grad shopping, buying birthday presents, planning the wedding, planning a campin trip etc etc. I always have SOMETHING to do. I like having things to do, but I also like some free nights. Even if I get home somewhat early, I have to unpack and clean. At least the floor in front of the TV is all clear now! Now if I could just find the time to actually be home, I could work out there!!
Hopefully one day next week I can just come home, watch some of the 20 shows I have missed, and just do nothing! But I know myself too well - I Will end up doing laundry or bring out one of the 15 DIY wedding projects I have to finish haha.
It is almost the weekend! I hope everyone has a wonderful day!
Friday, June 01, 2012
I had fun on my vacation - I came back in a funky mood though. I am almost back to normal. I am definitely back in full planning mode - there is so much going on, and I can't forget any of it! I have so many lists, I have lists for my lists now! haha.
When I was away, I went fishing, shooting, and even walked by myself twice. I was tired, but I made myself do it because I know I need it. It was nice walking by myself in the wilderness. I saw a chipmunk, which definitely made all of it worth it haha.
I hope everyone has a nice weekend. Happy June! Good luck to everyone. I know I need to workout more. My goal this month is to workout more inside and outside. We have a few more things to go through, but then there will be a big open space in front of the TV where I can workout.
Friday, May 25, 2012
We are all packed & ready to go. I am leaving work in a few minutes.. I just have so much to do at home! hahaha. I want to go, I just will be gone for a while. Hopefully when I am there I will feel less stressed - and hopefully I will still want to do everything when I get back haha.
I didn't bring any wedding stuff with me! So I won't be working on that. There are still a few things left at the apartment so we have to get all of that out & cleaned by the end of this month!
I hope everyone has a great holiday - and if you are off woohooo!! If not, have fun at work!
Monday, May 21, 2012
It made me feel so sick! I didn't feel guilty - I just felt so sick afterwards. My stomach did not like it at all. I don't know if I just ate too much overall, or if the cake just hated me. Maybe I knew in my mind I really shouldn't of had it. We went out to dinner for my cousin's college graduation. I had salad, soup, grilled salmon with lots of veggies. and CAKE. Ugh that cake!
The rest of the weekend was great. I went strawberry picking, went to the park, organized, went out to dinner, and actually got a bit of sleep! Oh I also got some sunburn - oops. but I bought some sport suntan lotion so hopefully I remember to use it next time.
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