Monday, January 02, 2012
Today was a emotional day for me only because my son went back to university and my baby girl is gone back to College. Joleah my grandgirl went home today after spending xmas and New years with us. As the house fell into a still quiet state I became more aware of the space. Its always a difficult thing when my children leave on their Journeys. It makes keeping our homefire that much more important that no matter what they will always have a place to come back to.
As much as possible, my intention to this site and my page is to stay aware and focused on clearing and healing my health and emotional issues that surface.
In spite of missing my children, I feel excited for the new year, I am needing to clear a key project holding me and then I can continue working on my book and do alot of " ME " time in balance with my work. Excited to develop some new workshops and trainings. See where those go. Its going to be an interesting year. I have all my supports here and I have my mentors and my spiritual space always at hand. I have never been more grounded and focused in my life. My inner dialogue is more so a daily continuous prayer I am finding.... its a depth I am grateful for and especially that I am in this realm of living. I think back sometimes only to honor the past with all that it encompassed and I have done much self forgiveness. I feel I am in a good place, a good space and I am open to new experiences and life lessons that may come. Today ended beautifully with the most amazing sunset. My two youngest are on the highway. I am sure they are witnessing as much beauty and are in deep process as well. I send them love and strength and encouragement to keep on going, do what needs to done and to listen to that deep place inside where communion with Creator and creation is consistent.